HOME | DD

Description
I try
To tell myself
You're not the one for me
That there's someone else
I lie

I try
To refrain myself
From getting close to you
When there's nothing else
I want

I try
To figure out
What's the matter with me
Whenever I'm with you I'm not
Myself

I swear I'm not trying to check you out
I know I should look somewhere else

I refrain myself
From picking up this phone
I refrain my heart
From opening up this wound
I can't help but stare
When you come through that door
But I'll refrain my tears
From reaching that floor
Forever more

I try
To tell myself
To wait a while
There will be a day when I
Forget

I try
To refrain myself
From being good to you
'Cause I'm afraid that you'd
Take note

I followed you into this maze
Then got lost myself and can't get out

I refrain myself
From picking up this phone
I refrain my heart
From opening up this wound
I can't help but stare
As you leave through that door
But I'll refrain my tears
They'll remain right here