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Published: 2023-01-23 21:30:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 867; Favourites: 11; Downloads: 0
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This is probably one of my proudest pieces. It's a very personal one and its meaning is really close to me. It comes with a poem I wrote and it goes:•I hate you•
I want to rip your heart out
I want to shatter your bones to pieces
I want to slash you throat out
I want to see you gone
•You made me this way•
If it weren't for you I'd be different
If it weren't for you I'd be happy
You made me this unstable
you made me this miserable
•But you're already dead•
You're long gone, aren't you?
Then why do you still haunt me?
Why do I still feel your grief?
Why do I still feel my grief?
•You're healing•
Will I heal too?
Do we deserve it?
Do I deserve it?
Haven't you made me strong enough already...
•Do you deserve it•
Will I ever forgive you?
Will I ever forgive me?
Will I ever forgive us?
Maybe....
•But for now•
I still blame you
For the cuts I bear
For the tears I cry
For the memories I hold
•For you're the past I don't want to see•
The only person I despise
The mentor I wish I didn't need
The child of a soul burnt to ashes
A soul who didn't have the courage
And so
Here I am
