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im so sorry gramfor everything ive ever done to hurt you, or make you mad
i hope you forgive me
you were my everything even if i didnt show it
every time i said i hope you die, i wish i wouldve known how much it would hurt when you did
im sorry
i love you with all my heart, and i want you back with me
i want to talk to you so badly, hear your stories about you and pap adventuring all over the world
i want to hear your voice once more and get the image of you suffocating out of my mind
you never deserved that fate
you were such a good woman to every child you met
you raised well over 100 kids in your life
not all of them were yours but you made sure they had food in their stomachs and made sure they knew they were loved
your house emminated warmth and everyone knew they could have a place to stay with you if they needed to
you were a one of a kind woman
you raised me when my mom didnt
you gave me everything you could and i took advantage
im so sorry gram
i wish i wouldve knew better
i wish i wouldve treated you better while i still had the chance
and when i stood beside your bed, holding your hand, i knew i fucked up
you were so scared and i didnt leave your side till the end
i made sure you didnt pass alone
i wish you were still here
i wish you never got cancer
i wouldve taken your place had you let me and if i was able to
i miss you dearly and its only been two days
i cant imagine going a life time without you
but
i hope i can make it up to you one day
one day ill be with you again and ill make everything up to you
in the meantime
take care of everyone for me
i miss them dearly as well
everyone does
but you were everyones mom, gram, role model, and best friend
ill never forget you gram
thank you for being in my life while you were
i love you
rest in peace, you deserve it.
