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soooo...by far 2022 has been the worst year for me, just like 2021 and 2020...ESPECIALLY 2020! and I don't need to tell why!

I left my family, which I found out to have been toxic for a long time and I pretended not to notice. now I have years of trauma and pain to deal with and heal from.

so I drew my persona, who recently had her own fare share of traumatic experiences in my AU.

(From fighting a religious extremist group and their false angel (see ATOH2: Light in the Darkness) to having to carry a deadly curse of a celestial deity (see my story STH: Curse of the Dark) to almost losing her life as well as almost losing Sonic to the Cyber Corruption in the events of Sonic Frontiers of my AU.) and then there's Bendy, who watched the angel that saved him being broken down over and over again and it hurts him so much that all he wants to do is protect her and give her the support she needs.)

so basically as you all know, I went through hell and back these past two years since I was discharged from the army.

I wish 2023 and onwards will be better, since I'm on a difficult journey of healing and growing since I now have no home or family to come back to. nor do I have any reason to. there are times I feel alone...more alone than I've ever been before, especially with all the old and new wounds I bear with me. but at least I had the guts to reach out for help and get out as soon as possible before it would only get worse.

sooo...if there's anything I wish for myself for this new year, is to become strong again to reach my own personal goals that I set for myself:

to release myself from the shackles of my past to have a better future for myself.
to live the lifestyle that I want to live instead of being told by others how I should live my life.
and be able to travel and see new places I've never been to before. (both in Israel and the world).

in other words, all I want is to be free, physically, mentally and financially speaking.

so that's the wishlist I have for myself for New Year's Eve after all that I've been through until now.

Happy New Year everyone! I'll see ya'll in 2023!

Bendy belongs to TheMeatly
Sophie belongs to Me!

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soooo...by far 2022 has been the worst year for me, just like 2021 and 2020...ESPECIALLY 2020! and I don't need to tell why!

I left my family, which I found out to have been toxic for a long time and I pretended not to notice. now I have years of trauma and pain to deal with and heal from.

so I drew my persona, who recently had her own fare share of traumatic experiences in my AU.

(From fighting a religious extremist group and their false angel (see ATOH2: Light in the Darkness) to having to carry a deadly curse of a celestial deity (see my story STH: Curse of the Dark) to almost losing her life as well as almost losing Sonic to the Cyber Corruption in the events of Sonic Frontiers of my AU.) and then there's Bendy, who watched the angel that saved him being broken down over and over again and it hurts him so much that all he wants to do is protect her and give her the support she needs.)

so basically as you all know, I went through hell and back these past two years since I was discharged from the army.

I wish 2023 and onwards will be better, since I'm on a difficult journey of healing and growing since I now have no home or family to come back to. nor do I have any reason to. there are times I feel alone...more alone than I've ever been before, especially with all the old and new wounds I bear with me. but at least I had the guts to reach out for help and get out as soon as possible before it would only get worse.

sooo...if there's anything I wish for myself for this new year, is to become strong again to reach my own personal goals that I set for myself:

to release myself from the shackles of my past to have a better future for myself.
to live the lifestyle that I want to live instead of being told by others how I should live my life.
and be able to travel and see new places I've never been to before. (both in Israel and the world).

in other words, all I want is to be free, physically, mentally and financially speaking.

so that's the wishlist I have for myself for New Year's Eve after all that I've been through until now.

Happy New Year everyone! I'll see ya'll in 2023!

Bendy belongs to TheMeatly
Sophie belongs to Me!