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Crawling towards a closing door
No real drive to make it through
Not sure of what to do anymore
Unsure of what path is true
Opportunities often and often pass
No attempt to make them work
Constant regret begins to mass
Hints of depression begin to lurk
All my problems are my own
Created for and by myself
Cant help but feel alone
All ambition is on the shelf
Described as shy, or anti-social
But this I don't wish to be
This is how I'm seen by all
But this doesn't really describe me
I want to succeed but fear to
So I dodge all of my chances
Not anti-social just afraid you
Will dodge all of my advances
Fear is why I am still here
And that is my only excuse
If I dictate my life with fear
My life will have no use
I blame only me for my failure
The blame my only possession
Only I can hold the cure
To my self-destruction obsession.