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SpectreShadow — My Apologies
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Description Misery, acceptance, rejection.
Scraping, grinding, breaking.
The unwanted soul dries to a crimp,
Crying to the heavens for forgiveness.

Crying in a crimpled existence,
The soul wails and pierces the heavens
With prayers of unconditional mercy.
It is her, as can be said, that was lost.

Pain, agony, preoccupation.
Splitting, severing, splintering.
The unwanted soul starts to double over,
Delivering a sob too quiet to hear.

Sobbing into itself, the soul mourns
For what has been removed from it.
It is not whole anymore. It is decrepit.
It was her, the soul lost so long ago.

Worry, grief, longing.
Flattening, decaying, dying.
It is unwanted, but cries for return.
It wants what was lost so long ago.

Return what the soul lost.
Give the soul a forgiveness that will heal.
Forgive and relive a new life with something
Wondrous that can be born.

It is you the soul wants. You are its suffisance.
You can heal the wounds and answer prayers.
It knows it has wronged, and has accepted more blame.
It sobs apologies that carry through the wind.

I should not have given up so easily.
I was controlled by the people who were close.
I know I was wrong. I acknowledge that now.
I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I’m sorry for how I’ve been.

Forgive me for what I’ve done, for I now admit it.
Forgive me for how I’ve been, I was clouded.
Speak to me once again and see what has arisen
From the ashes of an old, obscured mind.

Will you look back to my damaged soul?
Will you see compassion for my sorrowed soul?
I pay my apologies for everything I’ve done.
I pay my apologies for giving up so easily.

The truth speaks now, I haven’t given up.
I look to you for a forgiving heart.
Do you remember what you loved?
Do you remember who loved you?

See a new man in this person who changed.
Nothing is the same as it used to be.
Time in school has molded my soul.
I am new, and I want to show you.

I want to show you what I always wanted.
I have no walls anymore, so I want to show emotion.
I want to show affection and adoration
Far beyond what was trickled before.

You have a new place in my heart,
And I want a new place in yours.
I do not violate people anymore like I did you before.
I am sorry to have done that, and I want to lift your heart.

The soul wants to lift her heart into the heavens
So she can see her new life from there.
It will treat her far better than before,
Because she is the gilded one, and it only silver.

Her life can have a new meaning,
And the soul will define it. When amended,
The souls will have a joyous life where happy things
Are endless. Into the future can they go, where eternity awaits them.
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