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Ziggy didn't know what he was going to do. It was one day until the end of the week and he still didn't know how he felt about Akimi. Sure the guy was kind and generous and sweet, but did he really think he could stay with him without getting sick of him? He'd never been with ANYBODY longer than three fucking days!

'Oh gods, what do I do?!' He was pacing now. He was sure he was going to wear a hole in the floor at the rate he was going. He was desperate to figure this out. Should he stay or go? It was probably a good thing Akimi wasn't here right now. Having him near Ziggy would only make things harder.
'Let's think' he thought to himself, rubbing his temples, 'Positives and negatives.'

Positives. Well, Akimi was spoiling him rotten. He gave the elf what ever he wanted and then some. He was paying his rent for his place on the surface while he was staying with him. He was FAN-FUCKING-TASIC in bed, which was always a good thing. He was probably the sweetest guy in the world.

Negatives. Were there any? The elf paused his pacing to think about that. He couldn't actually think of anything bad about Akimi himself. Staying with only him though, that was the problem. Ziggy, being a complete nympho, could never really settle down. He couldn't do the 'let's just cuddle and talk' thing that most couples did. He wanted to fuck and fuck a lot. He couldn't just do that with only one person. Could he?

He was sure Akimi would get sick of him after a while. Most people usually did. Also there were those pains he kept having every time time the demon came near him...

Ziggy unconsciously put a hand over his heart, the same place that had been hurting. It only happened when Akimi was nearby. When they were having sex, talking, touching you name it. This throbbing pain always struck Ziggy. He had been looking into it too.

He had called Fletcher and asked him about it. The fairy had said that that was a good thing. That it meant he felt something for Akimi. If that was so, why did it hurt? Akimi had said that liking someone was supposed to feel good. This didn't feel good. It made him want to curl up into a ball and cry.

Ziggy looked up when he heard a creak in the hall way. Seeing that it was only one of the servants, Ziggy continued to think. What was he to do? It was looking like leaving would be the only way to make the hurt stop. He kind of didn't want to leave the demon though.

Akimi made him feel like no one else ever had. He made Ziggy feel wanted. No one had ever made him feel like that before. That felt good. It made Ziggy feel warm. He liked that feeling. He wanted to feel that more often.

The elf sighed. He only had so much time left to decide. Why did he have to make such a hard decision anyway?

Oh.

That's right.

Because if he didn't he might never see Akimi again. He liked being with Akimi. He didn't want to leave. At the same time though, he couldn't stand to be stuck in a relationship with him. He'd be suffocating. He wouldn't be happy and then Akimi wouldn't be happy.

He liked seeing Akimi happy.

Ziggy shouted in frustration. Why was this so hard?! It shouldn't be. Did he or didn't he want to be with Akimi?

He did.

He didn't.

DAMNIT! Why couldn't he just make up his mind? It was a big decision though. Life changing. What if Akimi was like Aoi and fell in love with him? Ziggy shuddered. He didn't know if he could handle that much pressure. It was hard enough being liked.

Ziggy went over to Akimi's bed and flopped down on it, shoving his face into the pillows. He didn't want to think right now. He just wanted to stop thinking. Go to sleep maybe.

The pillows smelled like Akimi. That made him smile just slightly. It was a nice scent, rather calming actually. The elf turned over and stared up at the ceiling, like the answer would be written up there. It wasn't and Ziggy sighed. He wanted to go home, but at the same time he didn't. He wanted Akimi to hold him, but he also wanted to punch him in the face.

He wanted to be like a normal person a be able to make decisions like these without trouble. Then again, Ziggy had never been normal. He probably never would be either. He closed his eyes and tried to relax. Maybe the answer would come to him after a nap.

Maybe the pain in his chest would stop too.

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Ziggy didn't know what he was going to do. It was one day until the end of the week and he still didn't know how he felt about Akimi. Sure the guy was kind and generous and sweet, but did he really think he could stay with him without getting sick of him? He'd never been with ANYBODY longer than three fucking days!

'Oh gods, what do I do?!' He was pacing now. He was sure he was going to wear a hole in the floor at the rate he was going. He was desperate to figure this out. Should he stay or go? It was probably a good thing Akimi wasn't here right now. Having him near Ziggy would only make things harder.
'Let's think' he thought to himself, rubbing his temples, 'Positives and negatives.'

Positives. Well, Akimi was spoiling him rotten. He gave the elf what ever he wanted and then some. He was paying his rent for his place on the surface while he was staying with him. He was FAN-FUCKING-TASIC in bed, which was always a good thing. He was probably the sweetest guy in the world.

Negatives. Were there any? The elf paused his pacing to think about that. He couldn't actually think of anything bad about Akimi himself. Staying with only him though, that was the problem. Ziggy, being a complete nympho, could never really settle down. He couldn't do the 'let's just cuddle and talk' thing that most couples did. He wanted to fuck and fuck a lot. He couldn't just do that with only one person. Could he?

He was sure Akimi would get sick of him after a while. Most people usually did. Also there were those pains he kept having every time time the demon came near him...

Ziggy unconsciously put a hand over his heart, the same place that had been hurting. It only happened when Akimi was nearby. When they were having sex, talking, touching you name it. This throbbing pain always struck Ziggy. He had been looking into it too.

He had called Fletcher and asked him about it. The fairy had said that that was a good thing. That it meant he felt something for Akimi. If that was so, why did it hurt? Akimi had said that liking someone was supposed to feel good. This didn't feel good. It made him want to curl up into a ball and cry.

Ziggy looked up when he heard a creak in the hall way. Seeing that it was only one of the servants, Ziggy continued to think. What was he to do? It was looking like leaving would be the only way to make the hurt stop. He kind of didn't want to leave the demon though.

Akimi made him feel like no one else ever had. He made Ziggy feel wanted. No one had ever made him feel like that before. That felt good. It made Ziggy feel warm. He liked that feeling. He wanted to feel that more often.

The elf sighed. He only had so much time left to decide. Why did he have to make such a hard decision anyway?

Oh.

That's right.

Because if he didn't he might never see Akimi again. He liked being with Akimi. He didn't want to leave. At the same time though, he couldn't stand to be stuck in a relationship with him. He'd be suffocating. He wouldn't be happy and then Akimi wouldn't be happy.

He liked seeing Akimi happy.

Ziggy shouted in frustration. Why was this so hard?! It shouldn't be. Did he or didn't he want to be with Akimi?

He did.

He didn't.

DAMNIT! Why couldn't he just make up his mind? It was a big decision though. Life changing. What if Akimi was like Aoi and fell in love with him? Ziggy shuddered. He didn't know if he could handle that much pressure. It was hard enough being liked.

Ziggy went over to Akimi's bed and flopped down on it, shoving his face into the pillows. He didn't want to think right now. He just wanted to stop thinking. Go to sleep maybe.

The pillows smelled like Akimi. That made him smile just slightly. It was a nice scent, rather calming actually. The elf turned over and stared up at the ceiling, like the answer would be written up there. It wasn't and Ziggy sighed. He wanted to go home, but at the same time he didn't. He wanted Akimi to hold him, but he also wanted to punch him in the face.

He wanted to be like a normal person a be able to make decisions like these without trouble. Then again, Ziggy had never been normal. He probably never would be either. He closed his eyes and tried to relax. Maybe the answer would come to him after a nap.

Maybe the pain in his chest would stop too.