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Fear.
Chase it away from my sub-consciousness.
I scream out with no voice, and the sea is big enough already.
How far? Now even Osiris can tell you.
How long? Even before the birth of Ra himself fear has been painted.
How dark? Black is too light for it!

Don't say a word. Let out no sound.
There are other ways, I know.
And I'll always be there.
I'm a slave of the greatness of one's being, and a master of a lonely world,
which I'd run away from after I burn it flat and lose the urn
somewhere in the middle of my path.

They never saw who I am. I had to struggle,
choked by my own anguish
drowning in my own truth.
They never saw the man inside me.

And when I spoke, just once, silence.
What are you? they ask.
Be yourself, they say.
And when you try to be yourself,
they cut you off, saying you can't be yourself.

How far will ignorance go?
I just want to be loved.
I deserve it. We all do.
My inspiration is freedom.
Everything else - friends loved, spirits
I already have.
They see my inner side.
And they respect it.
That's why I'll never let them down.

But I still fear.
What's happening?!