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Stanford01 In reply to ??? [2016-08-27 15:10:59 +0000 UTC]

how was it?

best present!
as Hybrid, cats liked to bring dead animals to their pet owners!

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-27 21:53:59 +0000 UTC]

Meh...Not always.. None of the cats i looked after did it..

And best present?..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-27 22:13:06 +0000 UTC]

THEN THEY DON'T LIKE YOU ENOUGH

I'm joking. Don't take that to heart.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-27 22:26:50 +0000 UTC]

I know they dont like me.

I can feel their hate. But i dont know why they hate me.It is confusing.

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 14:18:08 +0000 UTC]

Cats are not humans. That's what we have been taught. Their minds are different than ours.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 14:44:24 +0000 UTC]

I meaned you...

They are a cat then,huh?

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 18:52:43 +0000 UTC]

I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS THREAD.

WILL BE ON THE NEXT TRAIN FOR THE CATCH.
IT ISN'T CLOSE AT ALL.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 19:16:18 +0000 UTC]

I meaned Void..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 19:18:23 +0000 UTC]

WHY DOES EVERYONE MISTAKE OUR IDENTITIES.
DON'T TALK ME ME ABOUT THAT, GO SEE THEM INSTEAD!
I may not have the "answers" you're looking for.

I knew second person view would go oddly.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 19:36:18 +0000 UTC]

Who are you then?..

Bill?Kuroid? Who?!

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 19:52:30 +0000 UTC]

WHY SHOULD I TELL YOU?

haha

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 19:54:39 +0000 UTC]

Why shouldn't you tell it to me?

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 20:25:08 +0000 UTC]

THIS WOULDN'T BE FUN ANYMORE IF I TOLD YOU ALL THE ANSWERS!

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 20:28:06 +0000 UTC]

So,you are having fun,from me?..

So i wasnt your friend for you from the start..
so i made a mistake again...

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 20:34:06 +0000 UTC]

WHOA, WHOA, KID!
I DIDN'T MEAN IT THAT WAY.

yeesh.
How's the sadness coming?

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 20:37:13 +0000 UTC]

THEN YOU MEANT WHAT WAY?!

How is it,huh?.. Heh,it is nearly coming out but then turns back inside..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 20:53:14 +0000 UTC]

NOT GONNA RUIN YOUR DAY!

Hold it down! I'm not a steam reliever.

I have seen your current status...
for mood.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 20:57:39 +0000 UTC]

...My day is already ruined.

And oh...

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 21:00:04 +0000 UTC]

WHOA, you really think I'm another random meatsack on this planet, huh?

WELL, CAPS LOCK ISN'T YELLING! I'M ONLY TONE DEAF.

and, kid, what happened to you?

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 21:15:48 +0000 UTC]

Hmm..What happened to me.. I dont even know anymore.. Trying to stop fights and stuff.. Not getting seen as friend from SOME peoples i see as friend..Hmm..Oh and finally the emotion barrier has broken halfly which causes me to feel so much sadness and anger from past and now.And more stuff... Stuff that i dont remember.

Stop acting like Bill..Void.Or Kuroid.. Show yourself on here or maybe notes. Talk and say what you want.

And sorry if im boring you with my weird raging sadness stuff..

Im sorry...So sorry..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 21:37:02 +0000 UTC]

Life ain't fair, buddy.
But don't let that get you down! We're all unfair in some way.
You forgot the reason for pain?
Why,
You don't want to remember.

HEY, KID. I'M NOT THEM. THAT IS MY FRIEND. I'D WATCH IT IF I WERE YOU.
THEY HAVE SEEN PLENTY THINGS I'M GLAD TO HAVE LEARNT IN THE EASY WAY.

WHOEVER YOU BELIEVE I AM KID, I'M SORRY IF THEY'VE CAUSED YOU ANY ISSUES
BUT I'M NOT THE ONE TO SOLVE THEM FOR YOU.

BUT IF I COULD HELP YOU IN ANY WAY I SEE POSSIBLE, GIVE IT A CHANCE!

But hey, no worries. Those chemicals are still staying for some time!

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-28 21:49:52 +0000 UTC]

Sorry then...

I will just go away and leave...

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-28 22:08:33 +0000 UTC]

But isn't something bothering you?

When I read those terms and agreements I was quite sure I was supposed
to help others and this "sad" community.

So, If you have anything to say, we could discuss over notes.
I could help with some emotional back up...

only if you'd like.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 11:51:13 +0000 UTC]

I dont know..okay?..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 11:57:59 +0000 UTC]

You don't know what is wrong?
If it is your past, then what do you not wish to remember?

/*I could probably pick up memory erasing for deals but not here*/

You can tell me over notes, I won't judge.
Wait until you hear what I've seen off the face of this planet!

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 12:40:02 +0000 UTC]

...You know memory erasing is not possible.

And i dont know.Seen off?

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 12:49:14 +0000 UTC]

Ha ha, yes it is! I could just rip out a small chunk of your neurons...

You know you have been upset. I saw. You don't think you know what it is, do you?
Something happened that day
YOU KNOW WHICH ONE I MEAN.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 13:08:20 +0000 UTC]

How you saw it?..You blocked me on my real account...

and no i dont know it.

heh,no work. I already killed so many,thanks to computer..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 13:09:31 +0000 UTC]

Who said I didn't know? One of my friends had to tell me!

You're in pain, just like a lot of us...

So...
Why the sadness?

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 13:14:37 +0000 UTC]

I dont know. The problem is that,i dont know!

Maybe it is because of the emotional barrier broken..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 13:17:34 +0000 UTC]

What emotional barrier broken?
You said that something happened.
Something that happened years ago.

You may not believe it but something happened
To me...

And I only vaguely remember, people.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 13:34:13 +0000 UTC]

Years ago?Oh,past... When i decided to put that barrier..and to not show emotions to others much...Keeping the all sadness and anger inside.

what happened to you?

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 13:56:33 +0000 UTC]

To me?
I had no barrier. I was free. But this world locked us up as if "new" and "special" mean't bad. The ones we trusted...

Left us. Stabbed us in the back after. At least, It did to me.
My mind thought it was a good idea to split, so I did.
I seem to lack empathy towards others now. Although I try to be the best I could be, there is no way to draw the line between good or bad.

OR I MAY BE JUST SLACKING OFF IN THE GOODNESS DEPARTMENT TOO.
Ha ha

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 14:14:33 +0000 UTC]

Oh...

Okay then..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 14:25:37 +0000 UTC]

There was a plausible reason for this...
At the most of human understanding.
Why you hiding it?

Do you think people will shun you if you aren't as "tough" as they thought?

Because I doubt people will ever.
If they are true friends then they will care enough to stick by you.
They care about you!
They just don't know

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 14:35:41 +0000 UTC]

They know im not "tough",they know that i can break easily. But at the same time they know,i could become dangerous for some minutes,sometimes.

I just...dont know...

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 17:50:49 +0000 UTC]

Dangerous?
You think that's a danger?
What did you do?
get angry?
everyone does that, no worry...

If they cared...
wouldn't it be worth to help a friend?

AND YOU DO KNOW.
YOU'D KEEP TYPING DOWN ABOUT HOW YOU'RE UPSET,
IF WE CAN'T HELP YOU,
YOU'LL BE "SAD" AGAIN.

and if you think YOU'RE dangerous...
oh, kid. You've seen nothing.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 18:17:06 +0000 UTC]

Nope...Not just angry..I cant control myself when i get angry too much...

Im not sure...Theyare my classmate friends..And there is only 2 or 3 peoples here i could call a bit closer friends. But not to close..

What should i do then?

Btw.. Who said that im showing my anger here? You cant get anywhere with anger in here...
You dont know my raging moment stuffs. But maybe you could be right.

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 18:22:49 +0000 UTC]

We all get angry.
We all do, believe it.

You at least have friends to keep up with.
I've got very few...
less than you.

haha...

"classmates" are not friends when you don't know them or they don't know you.
they're you're aquaintance

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 18:43:04 +0000 UTC]

so,everyone loses their control when they get angry huh?..hmm..

And you have only 1 IRL friend then..Bad..

oh,and okay then.

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 18:52:15 +0000 UTC]

I WOULDN'T SAY.
MANY CAN "CONTROL" THEIR ACTIONS
BUT AT A COST!

Just try not to do or say something you'll regret.
because if you do,
You'll have to pay the price.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 19:01:04 +0000 UTC]

Well,in that anger mood,i can definitelly do and say something i'll regret..
Good thing i dont get angry much and that easily.

Only sometimes...Lets nevermind that times..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 19:04:18 +0000 UTC]

they will come back, remember or forget.
life has a way of ruining things for us...

I am not much help on emotional "control" since
my brain thinks it's fine to just split.

so. yeah.

but I can say that I can definitely relate.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 19:10:22 +0000 UTC]

Uhh..Right...

Hmm,you split?..

Well,think emotions as chemical reactions that happens sometimes...
they will be still effect you but still...

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 19:18:36 +0000 UTC]

they will.

but new algorithms mean new reactions.

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-30 19:24:54 +0000 UTC]

Yep..new reactions...that is the problem about emotions...After some time you start to not understand which is wihch..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-30 22:24:21 +0000 UTC]

Certain ones get too numb.
Besides that, what are you sad about?
Do think it was something that happened in the past specifically?

Did someone hurt you...

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-31 05:07:21 +0000 UTC]

As i said it was from past..And i dont remember and dont want to remember past..

That stupids...Ghr..

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Stanford01 In reply to Cansuanddoga [2016-08-31 16:26:18 +0000 UTC]

people are annoying. especially in school.
also, I'm better at hiding pain.
because that wasn't "me".

anymore.

haha

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Cansuanddoga In reply to Stanford01 [2016-08-31 19:18:04 +0000 UTC]

Nice then. Hiding it is important.

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