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I have a few things to say, but I don’t know how to say it. I feel like I’m standing at a fork in the road between my art career and hospital career. I got a job at one of the biggest hospital chains in the world, but why does this not make me happy? As of this year I got off of my anxiety/depression medication for my disorder, and I’ve come to realize a few things. The money isn’t worth my sanity, my depression, my anxiety, my happiness, my dignity, and my life. I’ve been so good at creating a fake front on socials, posting my art like it’s easy or that my belief in myself never wavers. I’m sorry it took my so long to grow up and realize that it’s ok to struggle, and to not hold back my art because of my struggles. I’m an artist, and I’ve lost sight of why and for a moment who I am. It’s time to give 100%, so welcome to my therapy session, it’s called art.

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I have a few things to say, but I don’t know how to say it. I feel like I’m standing at a fork in the road between my art career and hospital career. I got a job at one of the biggest hospital chains in the world, but why does this not make me happy? As of this year I got off of my anxiety/depression medication for my disorder, and I’ve come to realize a few things. The money isn’t worth my sanity, my depression, my anxiety, my happiness, my dignity, and my life. I’ve been so good at creating a fake front on socials, posting my art like it’s easy or that my belief in myself never wavers. I’m sorry it took my so long to grow up and realize that it’s ok to struggle, and to not hold back my art because of my struggles. I’m an artist, and I’ve lost sight of why and for a moment who I am. It’s time to give 100%, so welcome to my therapy session, it’s called art.