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Surface level wise, I feel really meh rn. But there's the kind of anxiety rising within me because how am I going to tell my mom that I want to work when we're dependent on my status as a disabled person who can't work yet?

She just filed the papers (for me, she's very anxious about anything that has to do with money), so I'm going to destroy that work. I also might burn down so many social stims with my desision, but I just can't be in college anymore.

I feel way too shameful to even make the assignments anymore, let alone go to most exams. I really love my uni and my study topic, but I really just want to work as the job I've been trained for...

But my mom simply tied everything financial down to me not being able to work cause I'm disabled.

I can't take this stupid facade anymore, I want to be my own woman and I love the job I've been trained for.

Description
Surface level wise, I feel really meh rn. But there's the kind of anxiety rising within me because how am I going to tell my mom that I want to work when we're dependent on my status as a disabled person who can't work yet?

She just filed the papers (for me, she's very anxious about anything that has to do with money), so I'm going to destroy that work. I also might burn down so many social stims with my desision, but I just can't be in college anymore.

I feel way too shameful to even make the assignments anymore, let alone go to most exams. I really love my uni and my study topic, but I really just want to work as the job I've been trained for...

But my mom simply tied everything financial down to me not being able to work cause I'm disabled.

I can't take this stupid facade anymore, I want to be my own woman and I love the job I've been trained for.