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Published: 2022-10-15 21:30:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 891; Favourites: 10; Downloads: 0
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yes i used mitski lyrics here HLPi started this last night bc i decided to look up aroace stuff on tumblr bc being aroace can feel extremely isolating for me personally and im still getting comfortable with my identity, so i wanted to find stuff from my own community to feel better abt it. and i ended up feeling even more alone bc i cant relate to so many things people in the aroace community say
i am someone who CANT feel romantic or sexual attraction. it doesnt mean i dont want to. i just cant. its not my choice and its dumb asf bc i feel lonely often and wish i could feel that romantic spark and i love romance its so neat and sweet and interesting to me and i love to ship characters and the idea of romance but i CANT FEEL IT dumb asf
i see all these people proud of their sexuality and identity and im happy for them but i do not feel the same. theres all this stuff abt being proud of who you are which is OBVIOUSLY a good thing but i cant find anyone else like me who. is unhappy with themselves. and uncomfortable with their identity. im not saying anyone SHOULD be AT ALL, this is my own personal problem. im just complaining for now lmao
ill eventually be happy with myself, im still working on being happy with being aroace, but its rough sometimes