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Massive delay on these. I do have some work on but if anyone has seen my recent status/journal entry you will see why. Not having the best month. I'll link it below.
Update + Remembrance of Banbar/FranciscoI have been a bit busy over the past 2 months or so. I went on a little trip to meet my guild from WoW in person for the first time back in July, which was fun and a bit of a big step for me with me getting the train by myself and such. When back, probably a few weeks after, I started to get more work on too. Which is great but a little in to August I had to go doctors. Suddently developed tinnitus in one ear and obviously that can be quite stressful and distracting - especially with my anxiety and over thinking. Still actually in the process of working on it, it did take a few weeks to get in to the docs and get some stuff for my ear, and while it has stopped ringing theres still some ear ache and a little static (hopefully it's still in the process of healing) but NHS stuff is a bit clogged atm so yeah. Hearing test soon, though hearing itself seems the same though perhaps a bit more sensitive, and then an mri in a few more weeks. Think the checkup, test and the further insight in to it being so far away combines really well with anxiety or overthinking. So yeah was juggling stressing about that and some work loads coming in. , Anyway this month I was supposed to be doing my Tomuweens, I do have some to upload which I will, but as said I've still been stressing about my tinnitus and juggling work. I also am supposed to be working on a very cool little project for a friend. So I have been working a little slower and not doing too well at the juggling of stuff currently. Then my birthday was on the 14th but I did not get nor want to go out and even have a meal or cake. Very sadly on the 12, Thursday morning, I took Banbar (aka Francisco/Francois) to the vets and I he had to be put to sleep. He was about to turn 5 and appeared very healthy. Unfortunatly it turned out his kidneys were blocked and we didn't know it until it was too late. He was his normal happy, loud and playful self up until Wednesday and during the very early morning of Thursday he rapidly declined. I was already up late and with him not being well I stayed up and when he turned I did my best to comfort him until we got to the vets but sadly I had to say good bye to him that day.I'm still upset but have been coming to terms with what has happened and getting back in to the flow of working/crafting and talking to my friends. I am always going to love him and I will miss him. As I said he was about to turn 5 so I really was expecting more time with but sadly that is not the case, but I am extremely thankful and I know I was lucky to have had him in my life even if it was only for a small fraction of it. Same goes for all the cats I've loved and had in my family. He was loved by us and his siblings even if they did the typical sibling fighting sometimes. He was a little chonky gentleman. Always running about, playing and being loud wether it was yowling for more attention (and he was high pitched too), his jumping and running or just his loud purring you could hear from a room away that he'd start up just from hearing you talk to him. When playing in a group he'd hog the toy or walk off proudly with it in his mouth. He liked watching TV, he watched minions and puss in boots when we were staying in the attic along with Mukbangs (I put on a nature video but it somehow put on some dude eating hot dogs but he seemed to prefer it, my chonky little munchkin). He'd actually get under the covers with you in bed and snuggle up, though he did prefer crushing me and sitting himself on top of me while I slept. He liked being close like that. He also would get excited by you just talking to him, purring and stomping his big feet excitedly. He lived loud and in your face so I'd say he showed his love and happyness in the same way and amounts. So here's to Banbar (Francisco/Francois). Chubby "little" dumpling, Banbastic, Banbaro the stomper that would come barreling in to my room, Francy bon Bancy and my jigglesworth. Probably a few other names in there, you know pets names can spiral out in to so many. (He mostly responded to Banbar so it stuck but it's probably because it sounded like the general Babas that worked for calling all 3 of them.) Gonna miss you big lad.I'm going to pop in a few photos of him here. ,

So for this Tomuween entry I dressed him up as Gul'dan. The robes, fake beard and a tenis ball will have to do for fel fire balls.

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Massive delay on these. I do have some work on but if anyone has seen my recent status/journal entry you will see why. Not having the best month. I'll link it below.
Update + Remembrance of Banbar/FranciscoI have been a bit busy over the past 2 months or so. I went on a little trip to meet my guild from WoW in person for the first time back in July, which was fun and a bit of a big step for me with me getting the train by myself and such. When back, probably a few weeks after, I started to get more work on too. Which is great but a little in to August I had to go doctors. Suddently developed tinnitus in one ear and obviously that can be quite stressful and distracting - especially with my anxiety and over thinking. Still actually in the process of working on it, it did take a few weeks to get in to the docs and get some stuff for my ear, and while it has stopped ringing theres still some ear ache and a little static (hopefully it's still in the process of healing) but NHS stuff is a bit clogged atm so yeah. Hearing test soon, though hearing itself seems the same though perhaps a bit more sensitive, and then an mri in a few more weeks. Think the checkup, test and the further insight in to it being so far away combines really well with anxiety or overthinking. So yeah was juggling stressing about that and some work loads coming in. , Anyway this month I was supposed to be doing my Tomuweens, I do have some to upload which I will, but as said I've still been stressing about my tinnitus and juggling work. I also am supposed to be working on a very cool little project for a friend. So I have been working a little slower and not doing too well at the juggling of stuff currently. Then my birthday was on the 14th but I did not get nor want to go out and even have a meal or cake. Very sadly on the 12, Thursday morning, I took Banbar (aka Francisco/Francois) to the vets and I he had to be put to sleep. He was about to turn 5 and appeared very healthy. Unfortunatly it turned out his kidneys were blocked and we didn't know it until it was too late. He was his normal happy, loud and playful self up until Wednesday and during the very early morning of Thursday he rapidly declined. I was already up late and with him not being well I stayed up and when he turned I did my best to comfort him until we got to the vets but sadly I had to say good bye to him that day.I'm still upset but have been coming to terms with what has happened and getting back in to the flow of working/crafting and talking to my friends. I am always going to love him and I will miss him. As I said he was about to turn 5 so I really was expecting more time with but sadly that is not the case, but I am extremely thankful and I know I was lucky to have had him in my life even if it was only for a small fraction of it. Same goes for all the cats I've loved and had in my family. He was loved by us and his siblings even if they did the typical sibling fighting sometimes. He was a little chonky gentleman. Always running about, playing and being loud wether it was yowling for more attention (and he was high pitched too), his jumping and running or just his loud purring you could hear from a room away that he'd start up just from hearing you talk to him. When playing in a group he'd hog the toy or walk off proudly with it in his mouth. He liked watching TV, he watched minions and puss in boots when we were staying in the attic along with Mukbangs (I put on a nature video but it somehow put on some dude eating hot dogs but he seemed to prefer it, my chonky little munchkin). He'd actually get under the covers with you in bed and snuggle up, though he did prefer crushing me and sitting himself on top of me while I slept. He liked being close like that. He also would get excited by you just talking to him, purring and stomping his big feet excitedly. He lived loud and in your face so I'd say he showed his love and happyness in the same way and amounts. So here's to Banbar (Francisco/Francois). Chubby "little" dumpling, Banbastic, Banbaro the stomper that would come barreling in to my room, Francy bon Bancy and my jigglesworth. Probably a few other names in there, you know pets names can spiral out in to so many. (He mostly responded to Banbar so it stuck but it's probably because it sounded like the general Babas that worked for calling all 3 of them.) Gonna miss you big lad.I'm going to pop in a few photos of him here. ,

So for this Tomuween entry I dressed him up as Gul'dan. The robes, fake beard and a tenis ball will have to do for fel fire balls.