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I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

Come on tell me.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
I just want something.
I just want something I can never have.

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
Come on tell me

In this place it seems like such a shame.
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

Think I know what you meant.
That night on my bed.
Still picking at this scab
I wish you were dead.
You sweat and perry ellis.
Just stains on my sheets.
-"Something I Can Never Have" by Nine Inch Nails

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I truly love that song to no end. It fits so perfectly.-sighs-
This is Tetsuo from [Euthanasia], and this I believe is the best cg I've every done in te entire existence of my pathetic life. This was used as filler for the middle of Act One, and my good friend Jay-san who does Gessekai (link in journal), put text on it for me, I'll upload that later. I know that there are some things that are wrong, scratch that many things that are wrong with it but it's truly very rare for me to like one of my own completed cgs. This was finished on June 1st, 2004.
The head and body aren't in good proportion and the pose is off.
And if you tilt your head right, or just look at it, you can see that he wrote something in blood.
And his tears are off in this too.

-mei

Description
I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

Come on tell me.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
I just want something.
I just want something I can never have.

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
Come on tell me

In this place it seems like such a shame.
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

Think I know what you meant.
That night on my bed.
Still picking at this scab
I wish you were dead.
You sweat and perry ellis.
Just stains on my sheets.
-"Something I Can Never Have" by Nine Inch Nails

--

I truly love that song to no end. It fits so perfectly.-sighs-
This is Tetsuo from [Euthanasia], and this I believe is the best cg I've every done in te entire existence of my pathetic life. This was used as filler for the middle of Act One, and my good friend Jay-san who does Gessekai (link in journal), put text on it for me, I'll upload that later. I know that there are some things that are wrong, scratch that many things that are wrong with it but it's truly very rare for me to like one of my own completed cgs. This was finished on June 1st, 2004.
The head and body aren't in good proportion and the pose is off.
And if you tilt your head right, or just look at it, you can see that he wrote something in blood.
And his tears are off in this too.

-mei