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muffinmarmelade In reply to ??? [2010-11-07 13:12:34 +0000 UTC]

wish you good luck then and a lot of inner strength and patience - you'll need that to control yourself

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-07 15:39:06 +0000 UTC]

Damn right, I'll that Thank you.
Maybe when I get my Ipod touch, I'll make a shot of it and my self but just maybe

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-07 16:20:49 +0000 UTC]

You better prepare yourself to have a lot of tempers and aggressions
And I can imagine how that photo will look: you'll hold your iPod touch like a proud mommy (or daddy ) her baby, singing a lullaby and giving a good night kiss ooooor you're all like Gollum sitting crouched and saying "my precious..."

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-07 17:17:51 +0000 UTC]

possible I can see that this thought opened your imagination I guess you'll be happy when I get my ipod

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-07 18:09:48 +0000 UTC]

Yeah my imagination is very good lately I also have plans for a photo project myself I'll see when i have the energy and equipment to do it but the idea is already pretty clear/worked out yaiiiii
but why will I be happy when you get an iPod?

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-08 18:40:31 +0000 UTC]

Interesting.. What do you got in mind?

eh.. I don't know... Just a thought.. ;D

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-08 20:08:27 +0000 UTC]

HA! I'm not going to tell you
okaaaaay

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-09 16:15:28 +0000 UTC]

oh so you're going to borrow my idea and get naked If this is what you're planing then make sure that the background is black and you have some spare red apples

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-09 17:10:06 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry to disappoint you but that wasn't my major idea (since I don't have anything that could be used as black background) but hey when you get naked (yourself) first then I would think about it

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-10 11:05:08 +0000 UTC]

ahh, it's a pity then so when will I see those photos of your misterious project?

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-10 11:46:17 +0000 UTC]

Hope you'll survive and I don't know exactly when I'll be able to do it (it'll be a huge project with 7 different photos put into one + I'm probably going to make those of myself and I don't know yet how that'll work to take the photos and being model) and I want it to be good so it probably will need some weeks to do/finish

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-10 13:11:44 +0000 UTC]

I have been making few projects for months now and I'm still too lazy to finish them every time I come to the thought of finishing there works, I'm like: naaaaaahh, maybe tomorrow and it goes on

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-10 13:49:27 +0000 UTC]

Oh jeeez yeah I know that I have so many unfinsihed things in my folders on which I don't even want to work anymore

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-10 14:45:54 +0000 UTC]

damn, that sucks I suppose it is the turning point for us to finish what we started or at least try to finish

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-10 19:03:08 +0000 UTC]

Naaaw I guess I will delete my old things since they bring bad emotions and memories so yeah if I'm going to work on creative things then new ideas though I'm not able to say if/when/how/why buuuut I would love to see yours

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-11 12:24:22 +0000 UTC]

ah..hmm, well this is not something I'll do very fast becouse time is not on my side anymore..

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-11 14:45:01 +0000 UTC]

Yeah? Why?

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-11 19:07:51 +0000 UTC]

well, you know.. I've got to do this and that.. Leaves me little time.. so I've got to enjoy every minute

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-12 14:47:20 +0000 UTC]

Ahhh I see busy with getting rich

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-13 08:04:44 +0000 UTC]

nahh, I'm too lazy to read things now need to study a bit

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-14 12:21:19 +0000 UTC]

Too lazy to get rich? That way you'll never get what you want

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-14 13:41:45 +0000 UTC]

you right I should read but there is just no time for that right now but I'm sure I'll find it

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-15 18:06:37 +0000 UTC]

Yeah you just need to otherwise you'll never get rich

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-15 18:32:05 +0000 UTC]

hey stop laughing from my dream!

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-15 21:41:17 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry I'm not laughing about your dream! It's just that I can't really understand why

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-16 05:43:39 +0000 UTC]

becouse it's very little time I'm also attending to guitar class and that means ROCK AND ROLL, baby

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-16 11:36:01 +0000 UTC]

You got me wrong I meant I don't understand why you wanna become rich
and OMG! guitar class? that sounds freaking awesome! ROCK AND ROLL BABY! I wish I could play guitar. I'm so jealous right now

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-16 17:43:37 +0000 UTC]

Simple just ask your self - WHY THE HELL NOT?! you'll understand that there are no limits and you can get what ever you want
for example I used to dream that I've got a guitar and I know how to play with it.. Now I've got even better- I've got 3 guitars, I think I'm pretty good on it and I attend a guitar class absolutely free and that is what I call Awesome
you should try it

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-16 18:50:43 +0000 UTC]

But money doesn't make you happy. Believe me! It's no guarantee to be happy. The richer you become the more you'll feel lonely. And money destroys personality. I mean sure I don't wanna be poor too and want some (luxury) things (like my own car for example) but if you work hard for it you can enjoy it better then. Even if you have to work long. I don't wanna be rich. There's so much more that's way more important than money or luxury or whatever. I don't wanna judge you or anything just saying that it's not what I want from life.
Is there any chance to hear you rocking your guitars?
and I already tried it When I was a child my parents wanted me to learn a musical instrument so I once got a guitar for christmas but I wasn't interested in music back then (I was like 10 years or something) All I lived for were horses and then I sold the guitar and now I'm mad with myself because I did that but my mum still has one sometimes when I visit her and she isn't at home I'm taking it but I'm not good with it

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-17 13:27:14 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry, babe I have heared almost every cruelest or worst stories about money and I tell you what, these stories are for rookies who doesn't know what they want, they don't know what to believe.. Now you're almost telling me that money is bad and it attracts negative things well then I suppose you're right If you really believe it.. Some people get a lot of money, but their hands start to shake from the thought that they may lose them (that their treasure will be stolen or someone will take it from them (their like that goul from "lord of the rings" putting their money on top of all) if that's so then you're already living a horrible life.. there is no happines in that.. then the most selfish and egoistic parts of your body starts to appear..
Ofcourse money doesn't make you happy if you don't know how to use it.. Money helps you to live your life.. Tell wouldn't that be great to give someone like your dad or mom or anyone else something special? A gift that they thought it would never come true or to give some charity for kids..
To become SOMEONE.. wouldn't that be great? Money is something material that helps you achieve what you want but you have to have the potencial to control this power..
we'll see about that but I think I won't put it on youtube
You know, you should write it down that you want a guitar. and there will be only a matter of time before you get it.. but you'll have to move forward for it to..

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-17 14:39:21 +0000 UTC]

Wooow a novel I'm just saying that you have to be careful then. Because I know of my own experiences that money destroys a lot. (I won't write that here in public because since not everybody has to know me - you understand ) and those special gifts also can be things or gestures without having spent much money on it and those are more worth (also my own experience) and I am someone even if I'm not rich. There are so many things you can't buy with money and which are way more important. But of course that's just my opinion and I respect yours! just explaining - no offense!

Why won't you put it up on youtube?
And you know it's not that important to get a guitar (I still can take my mums ) In the moment I'm putting all my energy in something you couldn't buy with any money (unfortunately) but that keeps me from working for my wishes

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-18 13:13:03 +0000 UTC]

no, it's ok It's up to a personto decide but you know, when you're life is dependent on salaries (and that is what I don't like) so you've got to think this trough I want to be free in both ways: financial and every day life

actually I don't have a camera and I really have no intension of borrowing it from others..
ohh.. so you're working on that misterious project?

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-18 15:23:26 +0000 UTC]

Yeah okay that's a reason but what do you want to do every day then? I believe it would become pretty boring after few weeks especially because you can't share it with your friends because they probably have to work for their livings

Unfortunately I don't I'm having barely time and energy for a bigger project. And I'm not in the mood either

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-18 15:42:04 +0000 UTC]

we'll find a way

So you say you need some vacation?

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-18 17:31:15 +0000 UTC]

Wish you good luck

Yeaaah I need vacation so damn. I wanna go faaaar far away! But maybe that's possible in december

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-19 16:38:52 +0000 UTC]

yeah you too..
so what are you doing lately?

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-19 17:58:31 +0000 UTC]

That's a long story and nothing to write here in public. Let me say it this way: I'm taking care of my Dad (what became a fulltime job)

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-19 20:25:00 +0000 UTC]

oh ok.. I understand.

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-19 20:45:19 +0000 UTC]

There you got the answer for almost everything

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T4Del In reply to muffinmarmelade [2010-11-19 22:34:15 +0000 UTC]

Be strong with that and good luck

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muffinmarmelade In reply to T4Del [2010-11-19 23:25:02 +0000 UTC]

Yeah sure thanks

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