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TellingScriptedLies — Future
Published: 2010-08-31 02:05:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 123; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 3
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Tonight I can't sleep.Won't sleep.
Can't bare to dream of what is to come.
Right now, I just need to occupy myself also away from thinking.
Without knowing the future, everything is blurred.
But is anyone ever really interested to see what might happen?
Would you want to know ahead of time, when you might be sick? Be lost? Lose someone? Lose yourself?
I know I wouldn't.
Right now, I can't think about anything.
Time is ever slow because it keeps you waiting for the worst.
Taunts you.
Teases you.
Sometimes you just can't help but make assumptions of what's to come for yourself.
I need to stay away from that.
For me, to think about the future is like setting your own path.
You gain high expectations thinking only about what you want to happen.
Do I ever see good things about the future?
Hardly.
Lately, nothing has been prematurely thought of as good.
I can't keep going on with those thoughts.
I want whatever is to come, to come unnoticed. Quickly.
And please, I beg, not painfully?
Life isn't always a breeze.
Accusations and assumptions become obstacles covering your path.
Which way would you go, when you came to a fork in the road?
Me?... well I would just sit and wait.
No one to lead me on.
No one even cares anymore.
Leave me to suffer on my own.
