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the-red-scriptures — How Can It Be True?
Published: 2009-07-22 02:53:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 150; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Tony is the one for me, we’ve been dating since…seventh grade! Everyone knows how close we are and how great we are together.And they should.
Tony…
The odd thing is I haven’t spoken to Tony in such a while. Every time he wants to make some plans, I just say no.
I’m not busy or anything.
My extracurricular activities have been balanced out. When I really think about it…
I have too much time to myself.
It seems to me that I’ve been distracted from my normal self…
And yet, I feel like I’m truly finding who I am. There’s a young boy who I find really peculiar.
But it’s an interesting type of peculiar; he makes me want to know more about him. I’ve realized he tends to look at me almost the same way Tony does. But with more of innocence, I guess I could say. He has very delicate, bright brown eyes and they seem to be filled with wonder every time he looks at me.
Normally this situation would feel awkward and slight, but it feels nice knowing some guys are willing to see a girl’s eyes and not her behind.
The perplexity in this is why am I attracted to a boy who is a stranger?
I’ve been reading some of Sam’s psych books and I’ve come to a conclusion that according to its information I’m only intrigued by the fact that I can access a new concept such as this. But, I’m not intrigued by the accessing or the facts.
I’m intrigued by the thought of being welcomed and enjoyed.
The only thing stopping me is everything I’ve been brought up to believe in.
