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I've gotta come clean now and say that I have Autism. Yes, you read that correctly. Living with it every day is not an easy thing to deal with. I'm currently in another state of harsh depression. I have no social life outside of the internet, and as a result, I pretty much live at my computer most of every day. Its been this way for almost ten years now. Nobody around me to hang around with, nobody to interact with, there's not much I can do about it either. Some of the people I once considered friends I can no longer call friends because of how much they have changed, and not for the better either. I'm also looking for a job and there's the fear that whatever job I land in, I won't be able to keep because I won't be able to do it well. My life is an endless pit of turmoil and sadness. I'm not sure what to do at this point... I'm sorry guys... I wish things weren't this way...

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I've gotta come clean now and say that I have Autism. Yes, you read that correctly. Living with it every day is not an easy thing to deal with. I'm currently in another state of harsh depression. I have no social life outside of the internet, and as a result, I pretty much live at my computer most of every day. Its been this way for almost ten years now. Nobody around me to hang around with, nobody to interact with, there's not much I can do about it either. Some of the people I once considered friends I can no longer call friends because of how much they have changed, and not for the better either. I'm also looking for a job and there's the fear that whatever job I land in, I won't be able to keep because I won't be able to do it well. My life is an endless pit of turmoil and sadness. I'm not sure what to do at this point... I'm sorry guys... I wish things weren't this way...