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Published: 2015-09-19 17:28:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 642; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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I try not to let my depression show but people frequently say terrible things to me and it's starting to overwhelm meeveryone says i'm faking my depression since I usually don't act like I have it but I do have it very bad and I just try not to let it show
people frequently tell me i'm bad at bass, i'm too competitive, i'm a piece of shit
i wish they'd keep it to themselves but they don't
ideas are stolen from me every time i let them slip and it's on deviantart and in real life and i hate it because it makes me seem like an unoriginal slob
and then my "friends" (both on deviantart and in real life) have to start screaming at me for having such a perfect life because my parents are together and i have so many instruments and that i'm popular and that i'm a better artist than them
when in truth, my parents constantly fight and i have to scream at them to get them to stop, i buy everything i have with money that takes years to earn, i'm not popular at all, and if i'm a good artist it's because i hide from every one and only draw
i just wish people could leave me alone
my school life is so miserable that my parents told me if i get bullied again this year then i'm going to a private school or we're going to move away from where we live because i'm that targeted
i was trying to refrain from telling anyone this because i know all my friends are gonna get mad at me for complaining but it's getting out of control
I've spent the last two days trying not to cry in public because these feelings are eating away at me and it's all i can think about
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So they freak out at you without even trying to understand? The heck?? I'd offer a hug if I could. :/ I recommend staying away from those people and hanging around people who will treat you like an actual person. You don't need that nonsense.
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If you need someone to talk to, I'm here, and I just want to tell you how much I Love your art and your ability, I can't do the things you do and I think you're great at them.
We all have struggles and when you hit a tough spot, just know how many people are there for you and how many things you went through to be where you are today and just how strong you are to be able to get through them!
You are strong and you are loved!
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i can honestly say, i know exactly how you feel. my life is not in one bit perfect and people constantly tell me it is. it get annoying so i lash out. i don't know how much longer i can can take it. all i can say is to stay strong. you may be sinking but at the bottom of your ocean of sorrows and doubt, there will be one thing.Β
someone who will get you through this.Β
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wELL I'm jealous of how strong and amazing you are. All of us are great just the way we are.
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I'm sorryΒ
good glob, sometimes I wonder why people have to be like that. I'm sorry this is happening. You know, you can always talk to me about this stuff in notes. I won't get mad. I actually think it's better for people to let it out than keep it all to themselves. I'm not saying like throwing chairs across the room, but, idk, maybe to a close friend or in a note or something?
Just know that you can definitely talk to me.
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Oh hun, I'm really sorry that all of this awful shit is happening to you
you don't deserve it.Β
Just know that I'm here for you and I love you, okay?
you are one of my best friends and you need to stay strong
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Oh no. I feel like almost everyone goes through something like this. You can make it through this, i know you'll be able to.
I know how you feel, I'm kind of having the same problems as well. If you ever need to get something off your chest, then feel free to talk to me.
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Ugh, I'm sorry you have to go through this crap. v v I know what you mean when someone says you're faking it, pff.
But, please don't let those jerks bring you down. There's seriously no reason for them to treat you that way, especially when you've done nothing wrong. Some people just enjoy seeing others in pain and it's freaking sick.
Seriously, though, don't you ever be afraid to vent to someone. Venting helps out a lot and they might just make you feel better in that moment, even if it doesn't "cure" your depression or however the term is used. ; m ;
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wow... well if u need to vent/talk, then feel free to note me... the thing is, i can kinda relate...
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