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Guys, Imma be honest. I still post on Deviantart for archivation purposes and because I'd feel bad if I'd rob my DA watchers of my new art, however, in near future, I'll be moving completely. This site is a dead place for me in which I feel "trapped in the past". It envokes so many bad memories and bad decisions I wish I never made. The worst of all - there are people out there still trying to cancel me, because that's the time period we're living in.

People don't care that you're a completely different person now or that you've learned from your mistakes and never want to repeat the same. They don't care about what you've got to say, or that you want to move on.. They don't ever give you a chance to redeem yourself - Which is really the only thing I ask for.

That's why I can't share my socials here, because these people would stalk me out and try to prevent me from growth.. And I'm an artist with big dreams. I've recently began to work towards my first "life goal" and that is giving my original characters a recognision, making a whole webseries with them. Because it's my dream to create a well-liked series.

Enough ranting though.. Let me tell you something about the character I drew.

This is Sylvia Monochrom - a biological child of Silvy and Michi, the youngest descendant of the Monochrom family. Being a child of a terrestrial angel and a mafia boss sounds quite cool on the paper, but then there's a problem called "The Monochrom curse".

It's hard for a parent to admit their child is simply just.. not meant to fit in with the rest. And Sylvia's got one very striking flaw which makes things even harder for her. She's very self conscious and gets startled easily. Whenever that happens, her mind goes full self-defense mode. Simply put, she attacks whenever she feels threatened. Due to this quirk of hers, most kids don't feel safe around her.

Despite not being explicidly told about the family curse, she could feel something wasn't right. She called it her inner demon.

One day, Sylvia woke up in hospital, feeling a burning pain to her left cheek. Last thing she could recall was that a group of school bullies blocking her path. Later she was revealed, that she apparently got into a fight in which the opponent used a knife to cut through her cheek. The wound was severe and required stitches. They promised it would heal properly and fur would grow over the scar.

But in reality the things only got worse from there on. The inner demon could go out.

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Guys, Imma be honest. I still post on Deviantart for archivation purposes and because I'd feel bad if I'd rob my DA watchers of my new art, however, in near future, I'll be moving completely. This site is a dead place for me in which I feel "trapped in the past". It envokes so many bad memories and bad decisions I wish I never made. The worst of all - there are people out there still trying to cancel me, because that's the time period we're living in.

People don't care that you're a completely different person now or that you've learned from your mistakes and never want to repeat the same. They don't care about what you've got to say, or that you want to move on.. They don't ever give you a chance to redeem yourself - Which is really the only thing I ask for.

That's why I can't share my socials here, because these people would stalk me out and try to prevent me from growth.. And I'm an artist with big dreams. I've recently began to work towards my first "life goal" and that is giving my original characters a recognision, making a whole webseries with them. Because it's my dream to create a well-liked series.

Enough ranting though.. Let me tell you something about the character I drew.

This is Sylvia Monochrom - a biological child of Silvy and Michi, the youngest descendant of the Monochrom family. Being a child of a terrestrial angel and a mafia boss sounds quite cool on the paper, but then there's a problem called "The Monochrom curse".

It's hard for a parent to admit their child is simply just.. not meant to fit in with the rest. And Sylvia's got one very striking flaw which makes things even harder for her. She's very self conscious and gets startled easily. Whenever that happens, her mind goes full self-defense mode. Simply put, she attacks whenever she feels threatened. Due to this quirk of hers, most kids don't feel safe around her.

Despite not being explicidly told about the family curse, she could feel something wasn't right. She called it her inner demon.

One day, Sylvia woke up in hospital, feeling a burning pain to her left cheek. Last thing she could recall was that a group of school bullies blocking her path. Later she was revealed, that she apparently got into a fight in which the opponent used a knife to cut through her cheek. The wound was severe and required stitches. They promised it would heal properly and fur would grow over the scar.

But in reality the things only got worse from there on. The inner demon could go out.