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A thousand times I'm sorry, to my dearest friend
I haven't spoken to you since god knows when...
We've had our ups and downs that much is true
Nowadays I just feel down whenever I think of you.
A thousand times I'm sorry, if I ever made you cry
If I ever made you think what I felt was a lie.
All of it was real, as real as it could get
But somehow our times together always fill up with regrets
Not regret that it happened, but how we let ourselves go-
Let our walls come down, and our true selves show.
It's an overwhelming comfort that scared me away
Now we've lost touch completely… we used to talk every day.
We planned things like going to Niagara Falls
And many other adventures in our late night calls.
And even though you may live many miles away
You still got me a balloon for my 19th birthday.
For months all I looked forward to was getting online
I just wanted to talk to you all of the time.
But then the real world came up and slapped me in the face
A distant relationship made me feel out of place.
And a thousand times I'm sorry for making that choice
I turned up my head while my heart lost its voice.
Now we're talking again just like old times
Started out soft "how are yous / I'm fines".
But like a snowball downhill we're back here again
It's hard to imagine ourselves as just friends.
We're like magnets on strings suspended in air
Reaching for each other but can't quite get there.
And now I'm going to apologize officially in pen
A thousand times I'm sorry that I got scared again.
I know they say that this kind of thing comes back
I just hope that next time we'll be on a better track.
Feels like no one gets me quite like you do
It sounds kind of stupid but I hope you know it's true.
Now you're with someone else and you seem happy
I'm happy as well, as you might also see.
But if we cross paths again I won't know what to say
I wouldn't want to mislead you back into the gray.
I've thought about this a lot since we whispered goodbye
And I think that it's best to let sleeping dogs lie.
A part of me is with you, the part I think you know
But a thousand times I'm sorry for letting you go.

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A thousand times I'm sorry, to my dearest friend
I haven't spoken to you since god knows when...
We've had our ups and downs that much is true
Nowadays I just feel down whenever I think of you.
A thousand times I'm sorry, if I ever made you cry
If I ever made you think what I felt was a lie.
All of it was real, as real as it could get
But somehow our times together always fill up with regrets
Not regret that it happened, but how we let ourselves go-
Let our walls come down, and our true selves show.
It's an overwhelming comfort that scared me away
Now we've lost touch completely… we used to talk every day.
We planned things like going to Niagara Falls
And many other adventures in our late night calls.
And even though you may live many miles away
You still got me a balloon for my 19th birthday.
For months all I looked forward to was getting online
I just wanted to talk to you all of the time.
But then the real world came up and slapped me in the face
A distant relationship made me feel out of place.
And a thousand times I'm sorry for making that choice
I turned up my head while my heart lost its voice.
Now we're talking again just like old times
Started out soft "how are yous / I'm fines".
But like a snowball downhill we're back here again
It's hard to imagine ourselves as just friends.
We're like magnets on strings suspended in air
Reaching for each other but can't quite get there.
And now I'm going to apologize officially in pen
A thousand times I'm sorry that I got scared again.
I know they say that this kind of thing comes back
I just hope that next time we'll be on a better track.
Feels like no one gets me quite like you do
It sounds kind of stupid but I hope you know it's true.
Now you're with someone else and you seem happy
I'm happy as well, as you might also see.
But if we cross paths again I won't know what to say
I wouldn't want to mislead you back into the gray.
I've thought about this a lot since we whispered goodbye
And I think that it's best to let sleeping dogs lie.
A part of me is with you, the part I think you know
But a thousand times I'm sorry for letting you go.