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TryingTheBest β€” Self Blaming

Published: 2017-11-14 23:55:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 544; Favourites: 38; Downloads: 0
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Description I did a little vent/angst art about Margaret, that someway resembles me when something bad happens. I sometimes when i get alone, i go to the bathroom and yell at my self in the mirror. It's- the only way i can pull it all out when it's not drawing.
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TryingTheBest In reply to ??? [2017-11-15 00:27:01 +0000 UTC]

someone should

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trilliondollerman In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 04:18:21 +0000 UTC]

To quote Disturbed, "Open up your hate & let it flow into me."

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HealingStreet In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 00:57:23 +0000 UTC]

someone should not, you dont deserve that.

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TryingTheBest In reply to HealingStreet [2017-11-15 01:30:29 +0000 UTC]

Well...- I dont know how to argue to that

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HealingStreet In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 02:03:16 +0000 UTC]

.. glad your not

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TryingTheBest In reply to HealingStreet [2017-11-15 02:03:47 +0000 UTC]

hm?

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HealingStreet In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 02:06:46 +0000 UTC]

ah- nvm its just im glad you arnt like going against it... bc you really dont deserve it

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TryingTheBest In reply to HealingStreet [2017-11-15 02:07:46 +0000 UTC]

I want to believe that~

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HealingStreet In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 02:09:47 +0000 UTC]

you shoulldd

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TryingTheBest In reply to HealingStreet [2017-11-15 02:10:08 +0000 UTC]

heh

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HealingStreet In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 02:13:36 +0000 UTC]

:]

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to ??? [2017-11-15 00:05:07 +0000 UTC]

Yee, that’s quite harsh on yourself. Although what I’m I kidding, I bet myself up all the time, although it doesn’t require looking at myself, so it can be quite brutal...and silent.

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 00:06:24 +0000 UTC]

If you're also counting MENTAL self blaming, i do that as well

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 00:17:29 +0000 UTC]

I see. Sometimes I mutter to myself, but really when I began self-blaming myself, it’s freaking HARSH. Especially since I have this wide variety of knowledge and vocabulary I can use to make up some very creative hurtful things. :/

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 00:18:10 +0000 UTC]

Sad

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 00:23:00 +0000 UTC]

It is. Knowledge is without a doubt, a double-bladed sword. But anyways, you feeling alright?

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 00:25:26 +0000 UTC]

... not now that you said it, thanks

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 00:36:20 +0000 UTC]

So, you’re not all right?

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 00:38:35 +0000 UTC]

NO. I'm not.

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 00:39:33 +0000 UTC]

Is there anyway I can help? I don’t want to see a friend of mine suffer.

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 00:44:16 +0000 UTC]

It's- it's just stress

it can disolve with time

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 00:48:55 +0000 UTC]

It may dissolve, but that doesn’t mean the emotions that come with it will. I actually threw the first punch in a my life at my older brother last week because of all the stress my damn school has been putting on me. None of us were injured or hit, but it still hurt us mentally. So, If you want, we can talk privately about the stress and everything’s that’s been going on? Or we can talk a little about it here.

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 01:31:09 +0000 UTC]

Okay then

thanks

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 02:05:20 +0000 UTC]

So, you want to talk about in Notes? Because I’d be happy to do so.

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 02:05:41 +0000 UTC]

We can here too

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 03:31:55 +0000 UTC]

Crap, I’m sorry I needed to go somewhere. But I can wait until tomorrow.

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 17:50:20 +0000 UTC]

oh its ok

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 22:50:15 +0000 UTC]

Really?

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 23:20:27 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-15 23:43:44 +0000 UTC]

You feeling better?

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-15 23:44:56 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, a little!

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-16 00:50:22 +0000 UTC]

You still want to talk about it?

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TryingTheBest In reply to RedEngineer900000000 [2017-11-16 01:11:46 +0000 UTC]

Nah, not anymore

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RedEngineer900000000 In reply to TryingTheBest [2017-11-16 01:25:22 +0000 UTC]

Alright then. But if you ever need to talk, you can come to me.

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