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Chapter 1:
the cold air burns my lungs but i continue my voyage. i'm shakin from the cold... and anxiousness. you haven't left my mind for ages, i cannot get you out of my train of thought. i am reminded of you every time i turn a corner, c a stranger, watch tv. my feelings have numbed me to everything but the heartache you left me with.

has it been that long? has it been so long since i've seen your face? since i've felt your touch? since i kissed your lips? one side of me says its been ages... the other says its been but a few hours.

my mind is racing and yet my feet r dawdling. what will your reaction be? will you b pleased? or confused? or disappointed? how will u react? will you hug me like an old friend? gently kiss me like a first love? or squint at me, trying to remember my name? or shake my hand, sensing the tension?

as i near your address, my heartbeat becomes more noticeable, i hear.

as my mind races i hear voices. laughter and cheers. looking ahead i see a group of teenagers leaving a door a little ways in front of me on the sidewalk. they happiness bewitches me, i cannot take my eyes from the familiar site. four guys and three girls. friends, spending time, exchanging stories. i remembered my friends and how they begged me not 2 make this trip alone. i had to though, i needed this. but i should have brought another scarf.. i mean i feel like i frickin ice cube, eh? there i go... picking up the accent.

one individual had something the others didn't. something i could easily relate to. i wished i was closer, i wished i could see our common ground. as i steadily made my way closer, i stopped in my tracks. out of sheer panic i fled to the first door where i could make a quick escape. it was a small movie rental company. i casually browsed as i watched out the door waitin for the group to pass by. after what seemed like an eternity to me, i made my way back to the sidewalk to continue to wander this new town. as i slowly opened the door i looked to the right to see how far the group had traveled. they were no where to be found. nonetheless i continued out, heading left, when i felt a jolt on the door.

"AHHHH," escaped my mouth before i could utter another word. i rushed to his side as the other 6 strangers circled around us. a few were laughing but some were just watching.

"i'm so sorry, oh are you ok?" what else was i supposed 2 say? i had just hit a complete stranger in the face with a door.

"uuuuugggghhhhh," was the next thing i heard.

i continued apologetically as i knelt next to my victim, who was squinting and checking if his nose was bleeding.

i stepped back, i was recognizing something. something unexpected. could it be? it could not..

as his eyes met mine, time stopped...

Chapter 2:
for what felt like hours we just sat there and stared at each other. the only thing i'd truly wanted for so over a year had finally happened, and i could barely believe it.

Your almost as i remember; hair is longer but still the soft brown color, and your eyes, god i could write a book on the depth of them and the knee-weakening feeling i get when i look into them.

Finally, one of the girls in the clan spoke hastily, "Zach?"

My prince replied, "yea," with his eyes still communicating with my own. I had most of his attention, but i knew it would not last, oh how i wished it would though.

"Dude, are you coming? or do you plan on sittin on the sidewalk for the night?" jolted a male member of the group.

Realizing how dumb we must look, him sittin on the sidewalk looking at me, and me looking back while kneeling next to him, we both quickly stood.

"This is Hannah"
"Hi," escaped me softly, and making the three girls stare blankly. "Well, I had better be getting back to my hotel."
"Thats all you have to say to me?"
"No, I have tons to say to you, but your busy and i don't want to interrupt." With that a female in the gang, grabbed his arm and pulled him away.
"Well what hotel are you staying at? How long are you staying?"
"The Ramada... I'll leave prolly the middle of next week."
"Would you like to hang out with me tomorrow?"
As I try not to smile too largely, or my munchkin smile might emerge, and really trying to keep from blushing, "Yea, I'd love to. What time?"
"How bout... nine?"
"In the morning?"
"Ha ha, yea"
"Umm i'll be in my room, but might not be awake."
"Well i'll see you then, then."
"Can't wait."

Ya know, how your cheeks cramp up because your smiling too much, well mine went numb from the cramping up. Everything I saw or did, made me smile. As i walked into my room, i put on some fun happy music and danced around for almost an hour! So when i was pretty tuckered out from all the movement, the room phone rings and since i'm exploding with joy, i run 2 it and answer quickly!!

"Hello?!"
"hey" said cooly.
"o hey" tryin 2 sound all mellow and stuff.
"couldn't wait til 2 moro to talk to you.."
"aww your so sweet! you know i love you right?"

and the night continued...

Chapter 3:
the phone conversation lasted for hours! i couldn't believe he was so close to me. i wanted so badly to touch him, feel him, hold him. tomorrow seemed to long to wait.

i barely slept, but when i did, my dreams were pleasant; of us together, forever...

9:05 a.m.: (ring, ring)
"ughhh hullow"
"morning beautiful."
instantly more awake, "hey hun."
"i'm coming up, r u dressed?"
"no, should i b?"
"no, don't move!"
"room 124."

9:10 a.m.: (knock, knock)
9:11 a.m.: (knock, knock, knock, knock)
9:12 a.m.: (KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK)
*feet being dragged along carpet slowly*
"what??!?!" and i looked out of the peephole. *HUG! deep,long, sweet*

as we pulled away, both sets of eyes were watering but i had actual tears. "Sorry, i fell back asleep."

"yea, thats what i guessed," he just stared at me, and i returned the gaze, content on memorizing every feature in vivid detail.
"do you want to come in?" i said as flirtily as possible and then raised one eyebrow. i guess that must have done the trick since in less than seconds we were in the door and on the bed, kissing and touching, holding and feeling. this was one of those moments that could barely get better... and then it did.

as his body was propped over mine by his knees and hands, my hands found the bottom of his shirt. as i slowly pulledd it up over his sculpted abdomen and then his peirced nipples came into view, then over his thick shoulders and then up over his head. that moment without his kiss almost hurt my skin, but it was worth it to feel his warm body on top of mine. the romp continued...

Chapter 4:
after the short, less than what you may have imagined it being, romp ended, we left my hotel room.
"So, where do you hang out usually?" i asked shyly.
"Different places, well what do you want to do?" the nervousness in his voice was definitely there.
"Well I am kind of hungry... what restaurants are there around here?" My stomach was speaking... i couldn't help it.
"ha ha... lets go see what we can find."
it was a good thing he couldn't read my mind, or he would be blushing. At every moment i found myself touching him. Whether it was tickling or kissing or hugging or cuddling or something. i couldn't keep my hands off. i kept seeing his biceps... or his abs.. or his adorable face or his thick fingers or his soft hair. every aspect was perfect. and throughout the conversation he kept me completely wrapped up. his opinion and his faces, i do not know if i will ever forget a single second. it was heaven, i do not remember seeing another person all day! after corndogs... i realized my constant need 2 hold him, so layed off a bit, and he did the same to me. how did he do it?!

"shit, i have to be home in 10 minutes to take my sister to her friend's house, but you can come with me and then we can hang out at one of my friend's for a little bit... if you would want," he said rather slowly.
"Ummm {look down and smile} yea, that sounds ok," i said trying not to blush.

The whole way home we fought over the music, him with his sad-slow-depressing-the-world-hates-me type of thing and i was like hardcore-bling-bling-rap-awesomeness... he he he.

so we get to his house and his little sister starts up right away, "ZaCh Where have you BEEN?! I'm so late!! Kara is gonna kill me! C'mon lets goo.. who are you?"
"I'm Hannah," i replied quickly.
He just looked at me, staring almost, but i liked it. i couldn't tell what he was thinking, but-
"ZACH!! LETS GO," was muttered by the 4'7 brunette through clenched teeth.
"Okay, okay. We'll go," said my sweetie!
so we headed to the car..

Chapter 5:
Zach, Sarah, and I piled into his car. She was one of those little sisters who just talked and talked. Usually about nothing. I learned things i hadn't known before about zach. like the way he acts like he's not interested but when she talks about guys, he kind of tenses up; or when she cusses he yells at her. As we approached Kara's house, the car got quieter.
"Call tomorrow when you need a ride home, ok?"
"As long as when i call u swear to come get me right then and not be late like you were today!"
"Just call"

"She seems sweet," i tried to sound positive.
"yea, i guess, she's a little sister."
~Long Pause~ and i could tell he was thinking about saying something so i decided to not interrupt.
"So theres this party tonight at a friend's house. a kegger actually. And i already told him we were coming."
"We? when did u tell him this"
"last night, he was one of the ones i was with when you hit me in the face with that door."
"oh" turned head 2 face other direction, but then looking back "what time r we goin?"
"ummm is right now ok?"
"What? You want to introduce me to your friends when i look like this? Won't you be embarassed???"
he laughed. "You could b wearing a paper-bag and i would be the proudest guy at the party."
Why did he have to be nice to me. I can't not love him when he's nice to me.
"Can't I at least freshen up?"
"ugh, fine"
so we headed back to the hotel.

As soon as we reached my hotel room, i was digging through everything i had brought with me. and my sister told me i overpacked. i couldn't find a single decent thing, even though everything was new because none of my old clothes were good enough either. So instead of stressing out i decided to take it slow. First i found a pair of Abercrombie & Fitch dark blue with a yellow undertone jeans that were low-rise and loose around my waist so i didn't have love-handles. and since they were low-rise i had 2 find a cute lil thong so that if i had 2 bend over.. there would b something fun for ooglers to look at. then i was flinging everthing everywhere when zach came into the large bathroom.
"havin troub-le?" yes there was a definite slow-down in his sentence.
i was wearing a bright pink bra that matched the thong i had on and jeans... and i felt so self-concious because i didn't think i was good enough for him and i knew i was all he was looking at. i quickly looked away and found something to cover up with.
"sorry, i'll be out here"
there he goes bein sweet again, "no its fine" and i dropped the cover-up.
"are you sure? i don't want you to be uncomfortable"
"i was... but i'm not now; you make me feel so mixed up inside."
"heh sorry"
"no i like it, i'm just not used to it."
he took a step closer, pressing his lips gently against mine. his hands found my lower-back, sending shivers up to my neck. mine found the sides of his face, allowing me to reach up and play with his hair and run my hands over his broad shoulders. when we were both out of breath our mouths retreated but our hands stayed where they were and we found ourselves in kind of a hug. Just then the vent next to us turned on and i got kind of cold.
"help me pick out a shirt so we can get out of here."
"i think you should just go like that."
"really?" as i posed as sexily as a girl of my stature can.
"no. cuz i'd have to punch every guy who looked at you and most of the people at the party are my friends"
"no one would look"
"oh believe me, they would not be able to take their eyes off of you, just like i can't."
more of the sweetness... what is the world coming to?

so we scrambled through the clothes that were strewn across everything. until we came across one of my favorite tube tops. it was pink and it had a ribbon that went right under your boobs with a little bow on it... i touched up my make-up and did a few little fixes to my hair, spray a little lucky on my wrists, hair and neck, and put on these tan shoes with pink and orange straps over the toes, added a few toe rings, put in some hoops, grabbed my class ring, a couple bangles, a little silver necklace... and we were off

all for now!

Description
Chapter 1:
the cold air burns my lungs but i continue my voyage. i'm shakin from the cold... and anxiousness. you haven't left my mind for ages, i cannot get you out of my train of thought. i am reminded of you every time i turn a corner, c a stranger, watch tv. my feelings have numbed me to everything but the heartache you left me with.

has it been that long? has it been so long since i've seen your face? since i've felt your touch? since i kissed your lips? one side of me says its been ages... the other says its been but a few hours.

my mind is racing and yet my feet r dawdling. what will your reaction be? will you b pleased? or confused? or disappointed? how will u react? will you hug me like an old friend? gently kiss me like a first love? or squint at me, trying to remember my name? or shake my hand, sensing the tension?

as i near your address, my heartbeat becomes more noticeable, i hear.

as my mind races i hear voices. laughter and cheers. looking ahead i see a group of teenagers leaving a door a little ways in front of me on the sidewalk. they happiness bewitches me, i cannot take my eyes from the familiar site. four guys and three girls. friends, spending time, exchanging stories. i remembered my friends and how they begged me not 2 make this trip alone. i had to though, i needed this. but i should have brought another scarf.. i mean i feel like i frickin ice cube, eh? there i go... picking up the accent.

one individual had something the others didn't. something i could easily relate to. i wished i was closer, i wished i could see our common ground. as i steadily made my way closer, i stopped in my tracks. out of sheer panic i fled to the first door where i could make a quick escape. it was a small movie rental company. i casually browsed as i watched out the door waitin for the group to pass by. after what seemed like an eternity to me, i made my way back to the sidewalk to continue to wander this new town. as i slowly opened the door i looked to the right to see how far the group had traveled. they were no where to be found. nonetheless i continued out, heading left, when i felt a jolt on the door.

"AHHHH," escaped my mouth before i could utter another word. i rushed to his side as the other 6 strangers circled around us. a few were laughing but some were just watching.

"i'm so sorry, oh are you ok?" what else was i supposed 2 say? i had just hit a complete stranger in the face with a door.

"uuuuugggghhhhh," was the next thing i heard.

i continued apologetically as i knelt next to my victim, who was squinting and checking if his nose was bleeding.

i stepped back, i was recognizing something. something unexpected. could it be? it could not..

as his eyes met mine, time stopped...

Chapter 2:
for what felt like hours we just sat there and stared at each other. the only thing i'd truly wanted for so over a year had finally happened, and i could barely believe it.

Your almost as i remember; hair is longer but still the soft brown color, and your eyes, god i could write a book on the depth of them and the knee-weakening feeling i get when i look into them.

Finally, one of the girls in the clan spoke hastily, "Zach?"

My prince replied, "yea," with his eyes still communicating with my own. I had most of his attention, but i knew it would not last, oh how i wished it would though.

"Dude, are you coming? or do you plan on sittin on the sidewalk for the night?" jolted a male member of the group.

Realizing how dumb we must look, him sittin on the sidewalk looking at me, and me looking back while kneeling next to him, we both quickly stood.

"This is Hannah"
"Hi," escaped me softly, and making the three girls stare blankly. "Well, I had better be getting back to my hotel."
"Thats all you have to say to me?"
"No, I have tons to say to you, but your busy and i don't want to interrupt." With that a female in the gang, grabbed his arm and pulled him away.
"Well what hotel are you staying at? How long are you staying?"
"The Ramada... I'll leave prolly the middle of next week."
"Would you like to hang out with me tomorrow?"
As I try not to smile too largely, or my munchkin smile might emerge, and really trying to keep from blushing, "Yea, I'd love to. What time?"
"How bout... nine?"
"In the morning?"
"Ha ha, yea"
"Umm i'll be in my room, but might not be awake."
"Well i'll see you then, then."
"Can't wait."

Ya know, how your cheeks cramp up because your smiling too much, well mine went numb from the cramping up. Everything I saw or did, made me smile. As i walked into my room, i put on some fun happy music and danced around for almost an hour! So when i was pretty tuckered out from all the movement, the room phone rings and since i'm exploding with joy, i run 2 it and answer quickly!!

"Hello?!"
"hey" said cooly.
"o hey" tryin 2 sound all mellow and stuff.
"couldn't wait til 2 moro to talk to you.."
"aww your so sweet! you know i love you right?"

and the night continued...

Chapter 3:
the phone conversation lasted for hours! i couldn't believe he was so close to me. i wanted so badly to touch him, feel him, hold him. tomorrow seemed to long to wait.

i barely slept, but when i did, my dreams were pleasant; of us together, forever...

9:05 a.m.: (ring, ring)
"ughhh hullow"
"morning beautiful."
instantly more awake, "hey hun."
"i'm coming up, r u dressed?"
"no, should i b?"
"no, don't move!"
"room 124."

9:10 a.m.: (knock, knock)
9:11 a.m.: (knock, knock, knock, knock)
9:12 a.m.: (KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK)
*feet being dragged along carpet slowly*
"what??!?!" and i looked out of the peephole. *HUG! deep,long, sweet*

as we pulled away, both sets of eyes were watering but i had actual tears. "Sorry, i fell back asleep."

"yea, thats what i guessed," he just stared at me, and i returned the gaze, content on memorizing every feature in vivid detail.
"do you want to come in?" i said as flirtily as possible and then raised one eyebrow. i guess that must have done the trick since in less than seconds we were in the door and on the bed, kissing and touching, holding and feeling. this was one of those moments that could barely get better... and then it did.

as his body was propped over mine by his knees and hands, my hands found the bottom of his shirt. as i slowly pulledd it up over his sculpted abdomen and then his peirced nipples came into view, then over his thick shoulders and then up over his head. that moment without his kiss almost hurt my skin, but it was worth it to feel his warm body on top of mine. the romp continued...

Chapter 4:
after the short, less than what you may have imagined it being, romp ended, we left my hotel room.
"So, where do you hang out usually?" i asked shyly.
"Different places, well what do you want to do?" the nervousness in his voice was definitely there.
"Well I am kind of hungry... what restaurants are there around here?" My stomach was speaking... i couldn't help it.
"ha ha... lets go see what we can find."
it was a good thing he couldn't read my mind, or he would be blushing. At every moment i found myself touching him. Whether it was tickling or kissing or hugging or cuddling or something. i couldn't keep my hands off. i kept seeing his biceps... or his abs.. or his adorable face or his thick fingers or his soft hair. every aspect was perfect. and throughout the conversation he kept me completely wrapped up. his opinion and his faces, i do not know if i will ever forget a single second. it was heaven, i do not remember seeing another person all day! after corndogs... i realized my constant need 2 hold him, so layed off a bit, and he did the same to me. how did he do it?!

"shit, i have to be home in 10 minutes to take my sister to her friend's house, but you can come with me and then we can hang out at one of my friend's for a little bit... if you would want," he said rather slowly.
"Ummm {look down and smile} yea, that sounds ok," i said trying not to blush.

The whole way home we fought over the music, him with his sad-slow-depressing-the-world-hates-me type of thing and i was like hardcore-bling-bling-rap-awesomeness... he he he.

so we get to his house and his little sister starts up right away, "ZaCh Where have you BEEN?! I'm so late!! Kara is gonna kill me! C'mon lets goo.. who are you?"
"I'm Hannah," i replied quickly.
He just looked at me, staring almost, but i liked it. i couldn't tell what he was thinking, but-
"ZACH!! LETS GO," was muttered by the 4'7 brunette through clenched teeth.
"Okay, okay. We'll go," said my sweetie!
so we headed to the car..

Chapter 5:
Zach, Sarah, and I piled into his car. She was one of those little sisters who just talked and talked. Usually about nothing. I learned things i hadn't known before about zach. like the way he acts like he's not interested but when she talks about guys, he kind of tenses up; or when she cusses he yells at her. As we approached Kara's house, the car got quieter.
"Call tomorrow when you need a ride home, ok?"
"As long as when i call u swear to come get me right then and not be late like you were today!"
"Just call"

"She seems sweet," i tried to sound positive.
"yea, i guess, she's a little sister."
~Long Pause~ and i could tell he was thinking about saying something so i decided to not interrupt.
"So theres this party tonight at a friend's house. a kegger actually. And i already told him we were coming."
"We? when did u tell him this"
"last night, he was one of the ones i was with when you hit me in the face with that door."
"oh" turned head 2 face other direction, but then looking back "what time r we goin?"
"ummm is right now ok?"
"What? You want to introduce me to your friends when i look like this? Won't you be embarassed???"
he laughed. "You could b wearing a paper-bag and i would be the proudest guy at the party."
Why did he have to be nice to me. I can't not love him when he's nice to me.
"Can't I at least freshen up?"
"ugh, fine"
so we headed back to the hotel.

As soon as we reached my hotel room, i was digging through everything i had brought with me. and my sister told me i overpacked. i couldn't find a single decent thing, even though everything was new because none of my old clothes were good enough either. So instead of stressing out i decided to take it slow. First i found a pair of Abercrombie & Fitch dark blue with a yellow undertone jeans that were low-rise and loose around my waist so i didn't have love-handles. and since they were low-rise i had 2 find a cute lil thong so that if i had 2 bend over.. there would b something fun for ooglers to look at. then i was flinging everthing everywhere when zach came into the large bathroom.
"havin troub-le?" yes there was a definite slow-down in his sentence.
i was wearing a bright pink bra that matched the thong i had on and jeans... and i felt so self-concious because i didn't think i was good enough for him and i knew i was all he was looking at. i quickly looked away and found something to cover up with.
"sorry, i'll be out here"
there he goes bein sweet again, "no its fine" and i dropped the cover-up.
"are you sure? i don't want you to be uncomfortable"
"i was... but i'm not now; you make me feel so mixed up inside."
"heh sorry"
"no i like it, i'm just not used to it."
he took a step closer, pressing his lips gently against mine. his hands found my lower-back, sending shivers up to my neck. mine found the sides of his face, allowing me to reach up and play with his hair and run my hands over his broad shoulders. when we were both out of breath our mouths retreated but our hands stayed where they were and we found ourselves in kind of a hug. Just then the vent next to us turned on and i got kind of cold.
"help me pick out a shirt so we can get out of here."
"i think you should just go like that."
"really?" as i posed as sexily as a girl of my stature can.
"no. cuz i'd have to punch every guy who looked at you and most of the people at the party are my friends"
"no one would look"
"oh believe me, they would not be able to take their eyes off of you, just like i can't."
more of the sweetness... what is the world coming to?

so we scrambled through the clothes that were strewn across everything. until we came across one of my favorite tube tops. it was pink and it had a ribbon that went right under your boobs with a little bow on it... i touched up my make-up and did a few little fixes to my hair, spray a little lucky on my wrists, hair and neck, and put on these tan shoes with pink and orange straps over the toes, added a few toe rings, put in some hoops, grabbed my class ring, a couple bangles, a little silver necklace... and we were off

all for now!