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I met you, a year passed.

Two.

We became older and my feelings grew.

I never thought I would be loving you.

And I never imagined crying...

Over a boy, that is.

I "dressed-to-impress", but uniform made that hard.

I try to smell nice, though who cares on how you smell?

I asked you to dance, but an excuse was made on that.

You can't dance,

you said.

I can't dance,

I said.

So why not give it a go?

But no.

Not a word. Not a dance.

Though respect was given.

You found out about my feelings.

Shoot.

Not a deny, but for sure "no-date"!

That wasn't on me, your parents said "no".

You think no one cares about you.

You wish you were loved.

You think no one thinks about you at all.

You believe that there isn't a girl out there thinking about how much she loves you!

You are wrong.

There is a girl, indeed.

I am that girl. But..

How can you wish to be loved by anyone if you love a girl yourself?

Jealousy. Stop.

No,

I said.

No.

You believe your heart belongs with her.

You believe she's the one.

But what about me?

It's just stupid jealousy saying all this,

but,

what about me?

I have loved you for a long time

Nearly 21 months now.

You think it's a small crush.

No,

I say.

I love you.

But you don't.

I hate you.

My mind would think that you wouldn't care.

You would wonder why I hate you...

And try to be my friend again.

But would I, the girl who always loved you, be willing to take that risk once more?

Have my heart broken as you talk about her?

You know I love you! Why do you talk about her in front of me?

Oh right. You thinks it's a small crush.

Well shoot.

I hate you.

But I will always love you.

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I met you, a year passed.

Two.

We became older and my feelings grew.

I never thought I would be loving you.

And I never imagined crying...

Over a boy, that is.

I "dressed-to-impress", but uniform made that hard.

I try to smell nice, though who cares on how you smell?

I asked you to dance, but an excuse was made on that.

You can't dance,

you said.

I can't dance,

I said.

So why not give it a go?

But no.

Not a word. Not a dance.

Though respect was given.

You found out about my feelings.

Shoot.

Not a deny, but for sure "no-date"!

That wasn't on me, your parents said "no".

You think no one cares about you.

You wish you were loved.

You think no one thinks about you at all.

You believe that there isn't a girl out there thinking about how much she loves you!

You are wrong.

There is a girl, indeed.

I am that girl. But..

How can you wish to be loved by anyone if you love a girl yourself?

Jealousy. Stop.

No,

I said.

No.

You believe your heart belongs with her.

You believe she's the one.

But what about me?

It's just stupid jealousy saying all this,

but,

what about me?

I have loved you for a long time

Nearly 21 months now.

You think it's a small crush.

No,

I say.

I love you.

But you don't.

I hate you.

My mind would think that you wouldn't care.

You would wonder why I hate you...

And try to be my friend again.

But would I, the girl who always loved you, be willing to take that risk once more?

Have my heart broken as you talk about her?

You know I love you! Why do you talk about her in front of me?

Oh right. You thinks it's a small crush.

Well shoot.

I hate you.

But I will always love you.