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Description ZOMG! What a cute scene girl! :3

Hahahaha-

𝗡𝗢 𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗘 𝗖𝗨𝗧𝗘 𝗦𝗧𝗨𝗙𝗙.

I'M PULLING A RAMONA FLOWERS

Now b4 I explain what that means, why'd I draw this girl? Well, any colorful scenester I draw gets the most likes, therefore the most views, and I need as many ppl as possible 2 see this... It's not exactly clickbait cuz u got what u wanted! XD

Now, what do I mean I'm pullin' a Ramona? Well, as u can tell by my pfp, I'm moving accounts T_T Now u'd probably expect this is the part where I'm like "LOOOL HERE'S MY NEW ONE"

I TOLD U I'm pullin' a Ramona- >_> U'LL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN MUAHAHAHA... Y'know unless u find my new account XD

Ok but why? Why am I moving? WHY won't I tell u guys where I'm moving? Don't I love u guys? (I DO-)

It's A LOT 2 explain so buckle up :T

When I first started this account when I was like- What- 16? (Wow I'm almost 18 now it's been a while, huh?) I had one goal in mind: Fame. 2 be the next Vivziepop or maybe even Shmorky (BUT hopefully not END UP like Shmorky- XD), 2 make a "career" out of art, 2 be that one artist that commentary Youtubers mention like "OH YA SHE'S GR8, M8-". This is a goal 4 a lot, I'd even say MOST artists nowadays. It sounds shallow, but rlly, most artists nowadays just wanna get popular off their art, and I was one of em'. (Yet 4 some reason I came 2 the deadest site; Deviantart 4 this... XD) U can DEFINETLY see this goal in my old OLD art; the inoffensive quick descriptions, the refusal 2 post "low quality" art (My oldest drawing of Springtrap says I literally was about 2 not post it cuz it WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH GASP-), me tagging EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE- Yeaaaah, I had one goal and I was gonna GET IT! I WAS GONNA BE THE NEXT SHMORKY- THE NEXT DOBSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON-

But the more I posted and the more I drew and the more I- *aHEM* M a t u r e d I realized... FAME FUCKING SUCKS.

I'm serious! FAME SUCKS! U don't want 2 be famous! >:/ The more Youtube I watched and the more controversies I saw content creators get into the more I realized becoming an "icon" is just that! Becoming an icon! Some ethereal being in the sky that watches down upon ur loyal fans but can't touch any of them or else u birth some HORRIFIC DEMI GOD HERCULES CHILD- Oh- I mean get cancelled o3o

Being a content creator in a nutshell is like- HEEY WE LIKE U- BUT MAKE SURE ALL UR OPINIONS ALLIGN WITH THE TRENDING PAGE OR ELSE UR DONE 4- OOOO I LOVE U UR SUCH A GREAT CREATOR BUT DON'T TALK 2 ME OR ELSE UR A G R O O M E R -

And I'm not dissing on the culture, if this is what u want more power 2 u... It's just not what I want y'know T_T

I'm gonna have my controversial opinions and I'm way 2 social that the moment some1 told me they liked my art I'd latch onto them and DM them daily, BOTH r considered VERY WRONG 4 content creators :V

So I soon realized I can't do fame, and even if I could? I wouldn't want fame- Soon my art shifted from "MMM POST LE FINE ART AND GET POPULAR" 2 "Post whatever chicken scratch I made 2day cuz why not?" XD I posted not cuz I wanted 2 get popular, but cuz it's just fun! XD But I soon noticed that DA watcher count steadily rising... It seems that the moment I started wanting 2 NOT get famous, I was getting famous '=w=

"But, Cosmocorn, 376 watchers isn't famous..."

AHA! CONSIDERING HOW DEAD DEVIANTART IS!? BITCH, THAT'S HALF THE SITE- O_O XD

So I thought maybe if I just take longer breaks and post more random shit then I'll... Unfamous myself? WOT? Ya but then I quickly realized how dumb that was- XD So I've come 2 the conclusion that the only way I can escape the public eye is by leaving and NEVER TELLING U ALL WHERE I WENT MUAHAHA- Maybe it'll be ez 2 find though idk XD Maybe u'll go looking 4 me! Maybe... But just so y'know...

The main reason why I'd h8 2 be famous is cuz I wasn't made 2 be famous, I'm not "woke" or uh- "Unproblematic" or UHH... ER... "REAL"? WTF R PPL SAYING NOWDAYS??- *AHEM* I'm not easily digestible XD I'm not good @ uploading frequently 2 keep vIeWeR rEtEnTiOn *sNORT-* and I'm not good at improving or taking criticism- I'm just- BAD- XD I tried 2 do all of that, I truly did- O^O BUT I'M SORRY! I'M NOT "REAL" WAAAH- I am MADE 2 be socially suppressed- XD So I will pull a Buddhist monk on u guys and go on a ~spiritual retreat~ (e.g: Fucking leave-)

Maybe u'll find my new account, but if u do, just don't be mad if it's mostly chicken scratch uploaded once a year with every description sounding like a Shane Dawson skit XD

NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG!!!

I'm not saying I want 2 run a dead empty Deviantart account with -8 watchers and the only ppl commenting r porn bots; I'd love ppl 2 like and comment my stuff! I just don't want an *audience*, y'know? Y'see the difference? I want ppl I can reply 2 and share gift art and joke around with favoriting my stuff, not ppl who just make fanart of me and act like it's the coming of Valhalla when I reply 2 them, YOU GET WHAT I'M SAYIN? I WANT THINGS 2 BE CHILL! XD I just feel like I act 2 "Audience friendly" on here, I'm not myself

ADIOS, MI AMIGOS

Oh yeah I'm keeping this account up 4 archive... Probably... Maybe .-.
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