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unnormalnerd — A sisters fear
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Published: 2018-08-11 11:41:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 28; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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The story behinde the picture:
I've been going realy late to bed for some years now and my grandma was asking me why I don't try to fall asleep a lil' earlier when I wake up at 6 am without an alarm (thats also why I have always shadows under my eyes). When I try to sleep befor my usuall time I just lie there and memories are starting to come in my mind, those wich I try to keep sealed so I don't have to cry all the time. Since I finally got my drivers licens I started thinking about to find my mother and my siblings. The last time I saw them was when they went to kindergaten, my lil' sister couldn't remember me when I stood in front of her. By now my brother propebly goes to school and has forgotten me too.
The dream I had is the picture you see above, me and my siblings meeting after almost 4 years.
After a dream like that I was awake the whole night, because I was scared of the " What if" thoughts and more memories that would come if I'd closed my eyes again.
Drawing became therapie for me, it keeps my mind busy.
Schould I keep drawing my dreams?
