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I've wanted to do this illustration since before I first posted the story this one's based on on PWOPL, but never had the confidence. I'm trying to regain that child-like carelessness of "don't care if this comes out crappy" that Ringling stole from me and I feel like tackling these big projects I've been wanting to do with no confidence will help. Practice makes perfect, after all!

Time to come clean. Truth is, I've been afraid to admit that I lost this carelessness and I think it's because I somehow feel like I let Pichu's World as a whole down by losing it. Which, could also explain at least some of my disconnect and dissociation from literally everyone. Those who've been around a while will know PWO was basically where I learned how to draw before anyone else could teach me. The constant support and help in improving are what convinced me that it was okay to be an artist, despite what some of my family were telling me. In fact, it was encouraged. It's because of that support(among some other things) that I refused to give up, even when it seemed stupid to keep going. And I will never apologize for that.

Story this one's based on can be found here:
toyhou.se/~literature/73635.sa…

For some reason, this song made me want to do this:
Letters From Los Angeles by Jake Segura
soundcloud.com/jake-segura/let…

Description
I've wanted to do this illustration since before I first posted the story this one's based on on PWOPL, but never had the confidence. I'm trying to regain that child-like carelessness of "don't care if this comes out crappy" that Ringling stole from me and I feel like tackling these big projects I've been wanting to do with no confidence will help. Practice makes perfect, after all!

Time to come clean. Truth is, I've been afraid to admit that I lost this carelessness and I think it's because I somehow feel like I let Pichu's World as a whole down by losing it. Which, could also explain at least some of my disconnect and dissociation from literally everyone. Those who've been around a while will know PWO was basically where I learned how to draw before anyone else could teach me. The constant support and help in improving are what convinced me that it was okay to be an artist, despite what some of my family were telling me. In fact, it was encouraged. It's because of that support(among some other things) that I refused to give up, even when it seemed stupid to keep going. And I will never apologize for that.

Story this one's based on can be found here:
toyhou.se/~literature/73635.sa…

For some reason, this song made me want to do this:
Letters From Los Angeles by Jake Segura
soundcloud.com/jake-segura/let…