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You seem to think I'm the only one that does have or will have to face up to anything. You paid a price, and the debt will be collected.

You abused me as a baby, as a child, as a teenager, and as an adult.
You poisoned me, terrified me, laughed at me, pushed me over, beat me, tormented me, broke my body, my mind, tried to kill me, then helped me up, then pushed me off a cliff, then found my body and nursed me back to health and poisoned me, pushed me into madness countless times, it's gone on and on.

Evil even in the name of good is still evil, it's all the same, lesser, greater, evil is evil, and evil is weakness.

I will always cleanse myself, and you will always be lost in the abyss, clutching ego and ignorance, laughing at what you did to me and have done to me and continue to do to me. There is a cost.

Enjoy your artificial happiness and power.

While it lasts.

I know your heart knows the truth, just as much as mine wants to reach out and save you, but the fear of feeling powerless is pulling harder every second, pinching an evil grin into your cheek, the mocking tone and laughter, dismissal, a sharp glazed look in your eye, a wave of evil anger and malice, a need for punishment and vengeance, an urge to state your dominance and power, no matter who or what is in focus, all I'm doing.. is making you aware of it.

Don't you think I've been there? Did you never question why I never acted? Especially in the ways you have?

Because I knew the cost.

I may sway with my suffering, from light to dark and back again, I may not be here tomorrow, a week from now, a month, a year, but even in my most suffering, insane and enraged, depressed and suicidal or psychotic dark states, I do everything to make sure it's only my light that touches the world, that the darkness remains inside, and my heart broke for you because you chose to become a monster, you had a choice.

Monsters running around creating more just like you and worse.

I'm gonna tear the whole thing down, and you will have a world of your own making.

That is what free will is about, right?

I learned something a long time ago when I was young while speaking with the stars, I'm going to show it to you.

Music~
Farewell - Ambyion · Phelian · Julian Kruse · Alexander Ekstasis
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEAXKv…

*Follow the White Rabbit.

Description
Message~

You seem to think I'm the only one that does have or will have to face up to anything. You paid a price, and the debt will be collected.

You abused me as a baby, as a child, as a teenager, and as an adult.
You poisoned me, terrified me, laughed at me, pushed me over, beat me, tormented me, broke my body, my mind, tried to kill me, then helped me up, then pushed me off a cliff, then found my body and nursed me back to health and poisoned me, pushed me into madness countless times, it's gone on and on.

Evil even in the name of good is still evil, it's all the same, lesser, greater, evil is evil, and evil is weakness.

I will always cleanse myself, and you will always be lost in the abyss, clutching ego and ignorance, laughing at what you did to me and have done to me and continue to do to me. There is a cost.

Enjoy your artificial happiness and power.

While it lasts.

I know your heart knows the truth, just as much as mine wants to reach out and save you, but the fear of feeling powerless is pulling harder every second, pinching an evil grin into your cheek, the mocking tone and laughter, dismissal, a sharp glazed look in your eye, a wave of evil anger and malice, a need for punishment and vengeance, an urge to state your dominance and power, no matter who or what is in focus, all I'm doing.. is making you aware of it.

Don't you think I've been there? Did you never question why I never acted? Especially in the ways you have?

Because I knew the cost.

I may sway with my suffering, from light to dark and back again, I may not be here tomorrow, a week from now, a month, a year, but even in my most suffering, insane and enraged, depressed and suicidal or psychotic dark states, I do everything to make sure it's only my light that touches the world, that the darkness remains inside, and my heart broke for you because you chose to become a monster, you had a choice.

Monsters running around creating more just like you and worse.

I'm gonna tear the whole thing down, and you will have a world of your own making.

That is what free will is about, right?

I learned something a long time ago when I was young while speaking with the stars, I'm going to show it to you.

Music~
Farewell - Ambyion · Phelian · Julian Kruse · Alexander Ekstasis
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEAXKv…

*Follow the White Rabbit.