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Thinking Out Loud (Acoustic) - Jada Facer
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What's always got to me, about most others I've had in my life, is because they can do harm, they do, but for me, and maybe you, because I can, I don't.

It's just always been too hard.

I may have horrible things in my mind sometimes, I have some mistakes in my life, and I have some demons and shadows because of my experiences, but when it comes to others, I don't want to hurt them, even if they're hurting me, it physically hurts me, and makes me cry, just the thought of it.

I would rather walk away, knowing, one day... They'll realize their mistakes, and remember my love and warmth, and, it might help them do better.

That's my core, no matter how ill or mad I get, no matter how bad my mental health becomes, no matter how strong these demons inside me become, that's who I have always been, under it all, and with everything people keep doing to me, I miss my own warmth as I grow a little colder each time.

I don't want these horrible things in my mind, but just because of them being there, and the mistakes I've made, it doesn't give others the right to condemn me and not look at themselves.

I have earned the right to survive, and live a long, healthy, happy life, with my family, and maybe one day, true friends, and if I wish really really hard, maybe love too.

Description
Thinking Out Loud (Acoustic) - Jada Facer
www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjONcG…

What's always got to me, about most others I've had in my life, is because they can do harm, they do, but for me, and maybe you, because I can, I don't.

It's just always been too hard.

I may have horrible things in my mind sometimes, I have some mistakes in my life, and I have some demons and shadows because of my experiences, but when it comes to others, I don't want to hurt them, even if they're hurting me, it physically hurts me, and makes me cry, just the thought of it.

I would rather walk away, knowing, one day... They'll realize their mistakes, and remember my love and warmth, and, it might help them do better.

That's my core, no matter how ill or mad I get, no matter how bad my mental health becomes, no matter how strong these demons inside me become, that's who I have always been, under it all, and with everything people keep doing to me, I miss my own warmth as I grow a little colder each time.

I don't want these horrible things in my mind, but just because of them being there, and the mistakes I've made, it doesn't give others the right to condemn me and not look at themselves.

I have earned the right to survive, and live a long, healthy, happy life, with my family, and maybe one day, true friends, and if I wish really really hard, maybe love too.