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Deep in the darkest parts of my mind he lives.
He taunts me. He teases me. He seduces me.
I want him to leave me, but he never will.
When I think about him, all I feel is hate.
But yet, I think about him.
He hurts me. He tricks me. He frightens me.
I want him to leave me, but he never will.
Abuse has all he has ever given me.
Beating me down. Belittling me.
He has never loved me.
I want him to leave me, but he never will.
I was his little toy.
Always living in fear that I might do something wrong and get another beating.
He may not be here physically, but he is mentally.
Its so hard to let him go.
I want him to leave me, but he never will.
Letting him go was one of the hardest things to do in life.
I have no idea why.
He has tricked me plenty of times and I fell every time.
I want him to leave me, but he never will.
As the days go by, I get stronger and stronger.
I have my savior. My knight in shining armor.
He will never hurt me again.
I want him to leave me. Now he is drifting away.
Goodbye to the one I once loved.
Never again will you hurt me.
Never again will you destroy me.
Never again will you be able to see the pain in my eyes which you feed off of.
I want him to leave me. He is forever gone.