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Laying on the floor not knowing how to move or how to speak.
The ceiling is spinning in both directions and you know why.
The smoke around you is making you happier and happier every waking moment.
The needle penetrates you hardend skin which makes you cringe.
Filling your veins with the lovlely liquid not knowing if you are going to die from to much this time.
The pills you pop makes you feel all happy in a drunken state.
Trying to walk to the couch so you can fell comfortable.
But you cant move for you body weighs to much for you to move even though you fell light as a feather.
Everything is moving so fast.
Your heart beating faster and fast..............
As you watch your lifeless body being taken away to be burried in a hole, you wonder how you got this way.
How can you be watching your body be taken away by strangers when you know that you are very much alive?
Knowing what you have done, you start to wonder, was it worth it?