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So after what happen with darz I’ve had a lot help from friends which I am thankful for their help but I like take the time to talk more to my watchers and future fans so I’ll break this down into sessions which I’ll include few more things from darz has brought up, few personal things and few other things I like put up.

I’ll start with few things darz had targeted at me and put my own feedback

1.i did few coloring of his sketches which I did like I think like 3-5 I can’t say but he was nice enough make a Korra vore Kevin which I colored well on twitter he said he was’t doing coloring sketches for trades including him saying it’s easiest thing to do which was targeting me.

1a- my feedback on this first I’ll say that coloring sketches is same as just coloring a coloring book when all your doing is flat coloring with no shadowing,lighting and anything detailed. Second darz agree to it but I feel because he was being nice about it (well at the time) last about me coloring sketches well yes a lot my work on here is me coloring others sketches which I know a lot my watchers ive gained over the years was from that but not my own art however how I started was first writing then coloring random sketches which from negative comment turn me towards to drawing.

2. Personally factor was where I send a message to darz trying apologize for the thing that had happen keep saying misunderstanding and explaining myself wanting to talk it over

2a- so I’ll go out and say it that the message included my trait that I have which is autism which will explain my wording on here is not so great which this is personal information I didn’t wish to share (well yet anyways) but darz put it out there so I might as well let you all know that is true.

3 so with all this happening with darz it did effect me badly which one reason why I came to friends to see their own feedback because I though there something I was missing and I blame myself for it happening but at the end I see that I wasn’t to blame sure that gies to communicate was bad between us but to block me so I can’t fix this after being friends for a least 2years then posting lies,personal information and more to try prove that I’m some kind evil person no I wanted try fix this by apologize,paying, and whatever that I though I could to fix the situation.

3a- so I’ll say to who are following darz first I understand if you do choose to side with him because him being your friend,favorite artist and loyal to him I understand that fully so I hold no grudge towards people that’ll back him up I might have some of you who will side with me on this because what I shown and said on the posts on here, regardless I hope in times of need he gets others to be there because moving on doesn’t mean I’m heartless darz is still human whom having personal matters of his own going on that need guiding hand I hope there people to be there when i can’t be there because no longer a friend. Third was it right of me to talk to a mutual or friends about this? Well I’ll say yes and no why? Because yes I was going to someone who was his friend but whom I talk to before on discord but only to defuse the misunderstanding. Why no because it can be seen as trying turn others on him including friends.

I feel I put everything I want say and can say about this mess that has come to me on 2024 but this may have not only have bad consequences but good things to be yet seen.
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Commission communication pt1So I had bad falling out with a friend I won’t go over the details but it was where both of us had bad communication and misunderstanding about commissioning. Me personally with commissioning its details,referrin,pricing, payment then update of sketching and last be finishing touches. so with my friend he didn’t do that way but said he had slot open but at the time I said I wasn’t sure if I could buy it yet be I had other projects so he had shown me a sketch which I was surprised because I had given him Christmas gift thinking he had done a sketch as thanks for the gift anyways I though about changes where he finished which before I told him about I though he said not worry about payment ( misunderstanding on my end) so he had before said it was 30 but charge me 45 anyways he posted saying unpaid commission seeing this I went onto talking trying get it sort out but I knew he wanted money for this so I didn’t want his work unpaid so I went on paying 46 so after this posted on twitter and well it wasn’t good so I sent a sorry message and asked nicely to take down the tweet but i noticed he seen me asking but not taken down so I then said tsun it down now because this whole thing should be talk over and talk between us which I did talk to few trusted friends but only see what I might done wrong g so I might correct it. Well I on,y talk to one friend if his whom I talk to before which made him pissed and ended him blocking me on everything now I dont think badly of him but I feel hurt that I known him for years and he thinks so little of me that he thinks i would hurt him in anyway on purpose. Now I will say I had my own wrong in all this but I wasn’t planning on any free art or undermine him as artist I understand that as artist that making art is time and money which for him it might be his job.when somebody makes a commission, sometimes miscommunications can occur. So when you make a commission make sure both parties are in sync and understand each other. Some people take it out of proportion and post it. So be careful some people on twitter or now named X wouldn’t think twice before hurting your reputation. i like close by saying to my fans of me and my friend don’t think badly of him he acting like this because in the past he had people take advantage of him before which I feel caused him in this situation to go in defense mode, now sure I feel hurt but some things I might tried can be seen as undermining him which I never wanted hurt him in anyway. another thing I like add is him saying I paid him short which how I did it was I paid 23 with message saying first half for commission then I send 23 for total of 46 i Had no intention of not paying I would pay for the service given How they done so much for me and I like their art.more about this on pt2 which more clear picture what happen.pt3 link ,pt2 link ,

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Description
So after what happen with darz I’ve had a lot help from friends which I am thankful for their help but I like take the time to talk more to my watchers and future fans so I’ll break this down into sessions which I’ll include few more things from darz has brought up, few personal things and few other things I like put up.

I’ll start with few things darz had targeted at me and put my own feedback

1.i did few coloring of his sketches which I did like I think like 3-5 I can’t say but he was nice enough make a Korra vore Kevin which I colored well on twitter he said he was’t doing coloring sketches for trades including him saying it’s easiest thing to do which was targeting me.

1a- my feedback on this first I’ll say that coloring sketches is same as just coloring a coloring book when all your doing is flat coloring with no shadowing,lighting and anything detailed. Second darz agree to it but I feel because he was being nice about it (well at the time) last about me coloring sketches well yes a lot my work on here is me coloring others sketches which I know a lot my watchers ive gained over the years was from that but not my own art however how I started was first writing then coloring random sketches which from negative comment turn me towards to drawing.

2. Personally factor was where I send a message to darz trying apologize for the thing that had happen keep saying misunderstanding and explaining myself wanting to talk it over

2a- so I’ll go out and say it that the message included my trait that I have which is autism which will explain my wording on here is not so great which this is personal information I didn’t wish to share (well yet anyways) but darz put it out there so I might as well let you all know that is true.

3 so with all this happening with darz it did effect me badly which one reason why I came to friends to see their own feedback because I though there something I was missing and I blame myself for it happening but at the end I see that I wasn’t to blame sure that gies to communicate was bad between us but to block me so I can’t fix this after being friends for a least 2years then posting lies,personal information and more to try prove that I’m some kind evil person no I wanted try fix this by apologize,paying, and whatever that I though I could to fix the situation.

3a- so I’ll say to who are following darz first I understand if you do choose to side with him because him being your friend,favorite artist and loyal to him I understand that fully so I hold no grudge towards people that’ll back him up I might have some of you who will side with me on this because what I shown and said on the posts on here, regardless I hope in times of need he gets others to be there because moving on doesn’t mean I’m heartless darz is still human whom having personal matters of his own going on that need guiding hand I hope there people to be there when i can’t be there because no longer a friend. Third was it right of me to talk to a mutual or friends about this? Well I’ll say yes and no why? Because yes I was going to someone who was his friend but whom I talk to before on discord but only to defuse the misunderstanding. Why no because it can be seen as trying turn others on him including friends.

I feel I put everything I want say and can say about this mess that has come to me on 2024 but this may have not only have bad consequences but good things to be yet seen.
pt1 link
Commission communication pt1So I had bad falling out with a friend I won’t go over the details but it was where both of us had bad communication and misunderstanding about commissioning. Me personally with commissioning its details,referrin,pricing, payment then update of sketching and last be finishing touches. so with my friend he didn’t do that way but said he had slot open but at the time I said I wasn’t sure if I could buy it yet be I had other projects so he had shown me a sketch which I was surprised because I had given him Christmas gift thinking he had done a sketch as thanks for the gift anyways I though about changes where he finished which before I told him about I though he said not worry about payment ( misunderstanding on my end) so he had before said it was 30 but charge me 45 anyways he posted saying unpaid commission seeing this I went onto talking trying get it sort out but I knew he wanted money for this so I didn’t want his work unpaid so I went on paying 46 so after this posted on twitter and well it wasn’t good so I sent a sorry message and asked nicely to take down the tweet but i noticed he seen me asking but not taken down so I then said tsun it down now because this whole thing should be talk over and talk between us which I did talk to few trusted friends but only see what I might done wrong g so I might correct it. Well I on,y talk to one friend if his whom I talk to before which made him pissed and ended him blocking me on everything now I dont think badly of him but I feel hurt that I known him for years and he thinks so little of me that he thinks i would hurt him in anyway on purpose. Now I will say I had my own wrong in all this but I wasn’t planning on any free art or undermine him as artist I understand that as artist that making art is time and money which for him it might be his job.when somebody makes a commission, sometimes miscommunications can occur. So when you make a commission make sure both parties are in sync and understand each other. Some people take it out of proportion and post it. So be careful some people on twitter or now named X wouldn’t think twice before hurting your reputation. i like close by saying to my fans of me and my friend don’t think badly of him he acting like this because in the past he had people take advantage of him before which I feel caused him in this situation to go in defense mode, now sure I feel hurt but some things I might tried can be seen as undermining him which I never wanted hurt him in anyway. another thing I like add is him saying I paid him short which how I did it was I paid 23 with message saying first half for commission then I send 23 for total of 46 i Had no intention of not paying I would pay for the service given How they done so much for me and I like their art.more about this on pt2 which more clear picture what happen.pt3 link ,pt2 link ,

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