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i will be taking small erratic breaks throughout the year. i dont know how long they will be, but ill mostly be working on one project untile i get it done.im still going to be active alot, and rpply to messages and maybe post doodles for what im making, but i wont be posting alot. another thing is that im changing sprays lore. all of it is gone. they are all just characters to be used for fun now. the lore wasnt well structured, as it was mostly made when i was younger. expect to see less of seafoam now tho, i dont use him alot anyway. most of my characters wont be used as much anymore. im also hopefully going to use spray more. he was basically my first oc, and i love him alot. i give him more of an older, tired look now, which i dont think fits him very well, but it would if the lore was around.

i feel like ive lost grasp of why i came to scratch. i was a third grader wanting to have fun with my character, and i though head bop memes, or meme in general, were the best thing to ever exist. i used to recolor, becuase i was nine and didnt know better, and it made me happy. i dont do that anymore and i know its upsetting to most scratchers to recolor. but the one big reason i came here was for fun. it made me happy. now, i just feel rlly demotivated to makje stuff. sure, i like the stuff i make, but i dont think i like how i used to. i care about how many veiws it gets, or how the quality of the art looks. i used to not care. thats how i got here. i dont want to care anymore. i dont care anymore. i want to make stuff for fun, for me, not for others. i have quit a few scratchers that i absalutaly love! theyre art, the things they make. but they are not as big as other scratchers. they make awsome stuff though! and i like them for it. theyre some of my biggest inspos too. i interact with them, but i dont think its often enough to be considered friends. i wanna be their friend, but i dont think they do, you know? i do have one friend on this platform tho, that i dont know. you guys have helped me alot, and im happy your here and like my stuff. but im gonna make stuff for me. for fun. ill still make gifts and whatnot, but ill make them for fun. i also miss the days when i was new to scratch. there was memes that you just dont see anymore, that were awsome. that was a chunk of my childhood, but it just slowly dissolved into nothingness.

im gonna try and use spray more, and develop a slightly better art style. im self tought, so i have no clue how to do most things, such as possing, correctly.

i think thats all, but ill come back if i remember anything.

signing off,
~ spray

Description
i will be taking small erratic breaks throughout the year. i dont know how long they will be, but ill mostly be working on one project untile i get it done.im still going to be active alot, and rpply to messages and maybe post doodles for what im making, but i wont be posting alot. another thing is that im changing sprays lore. all of it is gone. they are all just characters to be used for fun now. the lore wasnt well structured, as it was mostly made when i was younger. expect to see less of seafoam now tho, i dont use him alot anyway. most of my characters wont be used as much anymore. im also hopefully going to use spray more. he was basically my first oc, and i love him alot. i give him more of an older, tired look now, which i dont think fits him very well, but it would if the lore was around.

i feel like ive lost grasp of why i came to scratch. i was a third grader wanting to have fun with my character, and i though head bop memes, or meme in general, were the best thing to ever exist. i used to recolor, becuase i was nine and didnt know better, and it made me happy. i dont do that anymore and i know its upsetting to most scratchers to recolor. but the one big reason i came here was for fun. it made me happy. now, i just feel rlly demotivated to makje stuff. sure, i like the stuff i make, but i dont think i like how i used to. i care about how many veiws it gets, or how the quality of the art looks. i used to not care. thats how i got here. i dont want to care anymore. i dont care anymore. i want to make stuff for fun, for me, not for others. i have quit a few scratchers that i absalutaly love! theyre art, the things they make. but they are not as big as other scratchers. they make awsome stuff though! and i like them for it. theyre some of my biggest inspos too. i interact with them, but i dont think its often enough to be considered friends. i wanna be their friend, but i dont think they do, you know? i do have one friend on this platform tho, that i dont know. you guys have helped me alot, and im happy your here and like my stuff. but im gonna make stuff for me. for fun. ill still make gifts and whatnot, but ill make them for fun. i also miss the days when i was new to scratch. there was memes that you just dont see anymore, that were awsome. that was a chunk of my childhood, but it just slowly dissolved into nothingness.

im gonna try and use spray more, and develop a slightly better art style. im self tought, so i have no clue how to do most things, such as possing, correctly.

i think thats all, but ill come back if i remember anything.

signing off,
~ spray