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wordsofshadow — Bastard from Birth
Published: 2010-09-09 02:46:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 311; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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back to square onethat miserable pile of ash that i've turned it into
i'm tired of ending up here
its that phantom stair
you think you've accustomed yourself to knowing when the stairs end
but it sneaks up on you
and you fall
it's the worst feeling in the world
knowing that there is something wrong
something wrong inside yourself
and no matter how many times you go through the motions
you don't change
you can't figure out how to change
i try my hardest to change for you
it's not your fault
it's me with the problem
i've always been damaged goods
a bastard from birth
the mental acrobatics i have to go through everyday
just to convince myself that it's all really happening
if i had the heart you think i do
i'd let you go
free from the pain i put on you
and the pain i constantly inflict upon myself
but i guess im just selfish like that....
what will i do?
what can i do?
my love my love
what would you do?
