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Purgatorio

I guess that I'm still waiting

for something to have faith in

I guess that I'm still seeking

the reason I'm still breathing

too many times I've been decieved but

I want so badly to believe that

somewhere their's a reason

somewhere their's a plan

somewhere the power that made me who I am

groping with reason while dancing with doubt

so much envy for the devout

for the many, the simple,

the self-inflicted judges who deemed my life sinful

I've rallied at the tyranny and drowned in the irony

but through demon's eyes I think I can fine'ly see

that the fear that brought me here

will oneday set me free

the truth i seek from the gates of heaven

to the deepest halls of hell

forever a means to remove the veil

of ignorance but now i know

the thing I want and desire so dearly

is not to be different and not to see clearly

on the edge of an abyss waiting to be saved

in the end one question remains...

through the years of agony at the things that I've seen

am I an heirophant, a heretic, or something in between?