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For the LORE PROMPT - Night Is Dark And Full Of Terrors..... interacting/witnessing, thinking or discussing their worst fear[s]!

Content warning for self hatred , Wendelin just thinks theyre a monster who doesn't belong anywhere .
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Its been a long time since Wendelin first contracted the Moontouched blight .
Ever since that horrible experience that scarred their face and memories the most permanently .... that creature.
So now Wendel has been roaming around the Willow Valley and the Forest, going there.... moving there , with no home or anything.
They've been isolating themselves due to the well.... Fear of what would happen when they encounter another one of their kind.
The urge to consume and hunt another folk has been in their mind there and then, but especially now in the Dawn of Shadows the urge has never been as strong as it is now.
Its scary... Wendelin wondered if being in contact might actually help, that maybe going to these folk could cure them, give them food or shelter... but then again they felt as their disheveled and scarred appearance might just turn them away and make them fear her instead.
Surviving around the woods has been hard, but doable,barely. a lot of abandoned caves and structures for them to hide in, freshwater not too far by... only the hunger has been painful, so painful.
They mostly tried hunting fish and other small creatures to somehow fill the horrid hunger, but their striking blue eyes often blew their cover, the unnatural color reflecting in the water scaring the fish often.
But at least they didn't have hurt anyone! nobody is in danger of her in this nothingness , only hurting their own mind and body , which Wendel didn't mind much.
Their mental health has never been that great, but especially now with the Blight it made their self hatred behavior a lot stronger,
this is all they..no it is. just a monster. just a weird feral creature living in the woods , that's all it is.
In some nights their thoughts where so dark, they just wish they wouldn't be able to think at all.
But in the end, Wendel knew they where just pretending to be this. feral thing. that they where just a sentient being starving themselves from living. or where they?
This Blight...this disease whatever they had muffled clouded their mind a lot.... the hunger made them come near the small village a couple of times....stalking from the trees but running away the second they heard anything.
Maybe...if some folk where just to come near them....they could just ambush them and...
NO! no they couldn't do that.
But then again...it would finally will their hunger. It seems as the only filling resource for them is the flesh of their own species.
Where they even the same species? Wendel felt so alien to this world.
Gnashing their teeth, Wendelin moved around the bushes.
Hopefully, walking would clear her mind a bit. Away from those thoughts of slaughter.
Since if she did kill someone....what would the consequences be?
Perhaps nobody would miss whoever they murdered.... or they would be found and executed for their crimes.
They could never return to society the way they are now.
They could just hide, walk while the Fear about what will happen to them if that condition gets worse slowly drive them mad.
They wouldn't become whatever they mind said they would become.

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Description

For the LORE PROMPT - Night Is Dark And Full Of Terrors..... interacting/witnessing, thinking or discussing their worst fear[s]!

Content warning for self hatred , Wendelin just thinks theyre a monster who doesn't belong anywhere .
___________

Its been a long time since Wendelin first contracted the Moontouched blight .
Ever since that horrible experience that scarred their face and memories the most permanently .... that creature.
So now Wendel has been roaming around the Willow Valley and the Forest, going there.... moving there , with no home or anything.
They've been isolating themselves due to the well.... Fear of what would happen when they encounter another one of their kind.
The urge to consume and hunt another folk has been in their mind there and then, but especially now in the Dawn of Shadows the urge has never been as strong as it is now.
Its scary... Wendelin wondered if being in contact might actually help, that maybe going to these folk could cure them, give them food or shelter... but then again they felt as their disheveled and scarred appearance might just turn them away and make them fear her instead.
Surviving around the woods has been hard, but doable,barely. a lot of abandoned caves and structures for them to hide in, freshwater not too far by... only the hunger has been painful, so painful.
They mostly tried hunting fish and other small creatures to somehow fill the horrid hunger, but their striking blue eyes often blew their cover, the unnatural color reflecting in the water scaring the fish often.
But at least they didn't have hurt anyone! nobody is in danger of her in this nothingness , only hurting their own mind and body , which Wendel didn't mind much.
Their mental health has never been that great, but especially now with the Blight it made their self hatred behavior a lot stronger,
this is all they..no it is. just a monster. just a weird feral creature living in the woods , that's all it is.
In some nights their thoughts where so dark, they just wish they wouldn't be able to think at all.
But in the end, Wendel knew they where just pretending to be this. feral thing. that they where just a sentient being starving themselves from living. or where they?
This Blight...this disease whatever they had muffled clouded their mind a lot.... the hunger made them come near the small village a couple of times....stalking from the trees but running away the second they heard anything.
Maybe...if some folk where just to come near them....they could just ambush them and...
NO! no they couldn't do that.
But then again...it would finally will their hunger. It seems as the only filling resource for them is the flesh of their own species.
Where they even the same species? Wendel felt so alien to this world.
Gnashing their teeth, Wendelin moved around the bushes.
Hopefully, walking would clear her mind a bit. Away from those thoughts of slaughter.
Since if she did kill someone....what would the consequences be?
Perhaps nobody would miss whoever they murdered.... or they would be found and executed for their crimes.
They could never return to society the way they are now.
They could just hide, walk while the Fear about what will happen to them if that condition gets worse slowly drive them mad.
They wouldn't become whatever they mind said they would become.

_____

531 words

tracker: docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d…
7/564 acorns