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THIS BE NOT THE ORIGINAL! THIS BE A *CLUB* ENTRY... PLEASE FAVE THE ORIGINAL!!!Original: reitanna-seishin.deviantart.co…
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"i know, i know. "finally!" it's not that i didn't want to, i just needed to get all those etsy products up. i'm still having troubles getting my insurance, so all the proceeds go to buying my medication.
how cute is zim's face there? >_<
by the way, if anyone correctly guesses the movie dib is watching, sanchez won't eat your liver tonight. i know how much you're afraid of that happening.
so, i'm exhausted and have a headache that's not going away. i should make more peppermint tea. peppermint helps headaches. i'm wearing my old KoRn shirt, but i cut the sleeves and collar off so it's more girly and less heavy. 14 year old me would be PISSED that i did that. i liked looking like a boy most of the time back then. i got into more girly stuff as i got older, even when i was still goth.
so, i dunno when i'm gonna do the next page. probably start it tomorrow if i feel better. right now i'm just gonna watch documentaries on serial killers. i'm just sane enough to not take a life, but it's interesting to see what possibly goes through the heads of those evil enough to do it.
it's like... i've always imagined killing those who've done me wrong, but i have common sense to not even attempt. i don't wanna get in trouble. but for those who don't care... for those who kill, why do they do it? what evil compells somebody to do such a thing? and then you think of people who go to war and end up taking lives. they aren't evil, but how do they feel when they kill? does that haunt you? does it haunt serial killers?
i know it's one of my sick fantasies, but i sort of wish there were vertual reality rooms where you could experience murdering someone without actually harming someone. (sort of like that powerpuff girls episode where bubbles goes crazy cause everyone was calling her a baby.) it's one of those "just to know what it's like" things. really it's a baby bird thought.
the concept is, if you're holding a baby bird, you may have an involuntary urge to squish it to death. the concept is, if you do it, you're a little touched in the head. if you shake your head and go, "woah! why did i think that?!?" cause baby bird are precious... then you're just right enough to not be a danger to others. unfortunately, just like me, that doesn't mean you're not a danger to yourself. i'm sure a baby bird would make me feel happy. now i wanna go hold pip. XD
so yea. some fantasies are not meant to come true. tell that to those with no common sense. obviously zim must have SOME common sense to not have actually officially killed dib yet... or maybe he just wants to get in dib's pants every night. >_>
don't mind my babbling. i've been coming down REALLY hard when my meds wear off. "annatier" seems to be VERY restless. ever since i read those journals, looked at those photos, and watching those videos... if i ever decide to visit my past, i'm not going earlier than age 19. ._.
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