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Hi, I know it’s been a while since I’ve updated! And I apologize

tw; for suicidal ideation mention and nsfw mention

The main reason, if you didn’t see already, is because my mom lost her job last year, and hasn’t been able to get one that is legitimate and will give her hours, so I’ve had to pick up the slack. I’ve been doing NSFW art and content full time for about a year and a half and my art sells for a pretty penny so I was able to cover for her. But that meant I had to shift to only doing commissions and nsfw stuff for marketing to get more views and more possible clients. I HAVE been, making comics, I just can’t share them with you guys, I’m not comfortable enough to do so. That being said if you’ve ever accidentally happened across nsfw involving azoth,,, if you’re adult that cool with that, congrats? If youre an adult or a child that isn’t cool with that- woopse pretend you never saw it LOL. I will not hide that I’ve always been a nsfw friendly artist, I like storytelling and making safe art and stories and I like to draw nsfw and I shouldn’t have to lock myself into one thing when I can do it all. But I keep them separate to the best of my ability.

But yea I’ve been focusing a lot of time keeping my family of six and pets afloat since last winter. Then yknow my grandfather passed away suddenly and that threw a lot of things out of balance

i’m really behind on client work, because with my mom’s job I lost my insurance and I went through hell finding a psychiatrist that would put me back on my normal medication. I have depression anxiety ptsd and adhd (whew) and I usually take the one the starts with add, Wellbutrin and Trazodone. The first new psychiatrist refused to put me back on the add and put me on strattera, and for like almost 3 months it made me extremely tired and hardly able to draw, and it made me incredibly depressed, like, I was seriously going to do something to myself if I didn’t stop taking it when I did, depressed. Way more than I had been in years and it actually scared me and I was never told that was a side effect. Did digging for a new psychiatrist because this one wasn’t working out or hearing me out (when I told her how I felt she raised the dosage)

this new one has been great. She marked me as allergic so I wouldn’t ever be prescribed it again. Let my try vyvanse (it gave me heart problems) and so decided to put me back on the original meds, so for about 2 months my mind has slowly been returning to what was normal for me and I’m slowly catching up on client orders.

now for comic stuff

i have been working on comics like black tyrant and revenant. It’s just hard to find a free time window to work on them. But with twitter dying my engagement on my brand account has died, like, seriously. The moment I hit 20 thousand my sales posts stopped being seen. It’s my main source of income and it’s been really rough because while I’m established on other platforms they’ve never been as successful.

Being I’ve been getting less work, I’m going to have more time where I’m just floundering. So… comics…

Note the only reason I was able to make pages so quickly in the past is that I dedicated 3-4 days a week to just comic work, (about 15 hours of work total) and rested through the rest of the week. I could theoretically do that on top of commission work but ,y hands wouldn’t like it, and I would be very very tired and unable to work at my best. So I’m working out a new balance.

I’ve got a batch of five pages for black tyrant being colored and finished, and for revenant after talking to some other comic artists I decided I wasn’t going to entirely re do the comic, but just re-do the chapters I don’t like and don’t want to represent my story and go from there.

Once these 5 pages are done expect like 2 or 3 pages of black tyrant a month. And I don’t have an estimate when revenant will be off the ground, but I plan on having a very large buffer accessible via a kofi discord channel.

Patreon said my furry work was not to their community guidelines when it was just common furry stuff??? and I’ve seen other artists post actually worse and abhorrent things just fine so yknow whatever maybe its because they were popular and bring a lot of money to the platform idk. Plus stuff I had been posted for years were suddenly an issue and they wanted it police my social medias too.

Tl;dr- life fucking sucks and I haven’t had a lot of free time but stuff is coming back very slowly

Currently I’m out of town living with my grandma for one more week (we were here for almost a full month) and unfortunately one of my ferrets passed away last week so that was fun. I’m getting ready to go back hime as we plan out a way to move to our home state to live closer to my grandma.

Also yknow, if you’re an adult and youve seen my brand account and you like what you seem know that there is a long term comic in the works for y’all uwu.

Feel free to ask questions about the process or plans etc.

Description
Hi, I know it’s been a while since I’ve updated! And I apologize

tw; for suicidal ideation mention and nsfw mention

The main reason, if you didn’t see already, is because my mom lost her job last year, and hasn’t been able to get one that is legitimate and will give her hours, so I’ve had to pick up the slack. I’ve been doing NSFW art and content full time for about a year and a half and my art sells for a pretty penny so I was able to cover for her. But that meant I had to shift to only doing commissions and nsfw stuff for marketing to get more views and more possible clients. I HAVE been, making comics, I just can’t share them with you guys, I’m not comfortable enough to do so. That being said if you’ve ever accidentally happened across nsfw involving azoth,,, if you’re adult that cool with that, congrats? If youre an adult or a child that isn’t cool with that- woopse pretend you never saw it LOL. I will not hide that I’ve always been a nsfw friendly artist, I like storytelling and making safe art and stories and I like to draw nsfw and I shouldn’t have to lock myself into one thing when I can do it all. But I keep them separate to the best of my ability.

But yea I’ve been focusing a lot of time keeping my family of six and pets afloat since last winter. Then yknow my grandfather passed away suddenly and that threw a lot of things out of balance

i’m really behind on client work, because with my mom’s job I lost my insurance and I went through hell finding a psychiatrist that would put me back on my normal medication. I have depression anxiety ptsd and adhd (whew) and I usually take the one the starts with add, Wellbutrin and Trazodone. The first new psychiatrist refused to put me back on the add and put me on strattera, and for like almost 3 months it made me extremely tired and hardly able to draw, and it made me incredibly depressed, like, I was seriously going to do something to myself if I didn’t stop taking it when I did, depressed. Way more than I had been in years and it actually scared me and I was never told that was a side effect. Did digging for a new psychiatrist because this one wasn’t working out or hearing me out (when I told her how I felt she raised the dosage)

this new one has been great. She marked me as allergic so I wouldn’t ever be prescribed it again. Let my try vyvanse (it gave me heart problems) and so decided to put me back on the original meds, so for about 2 months my mind has slowly been returning to what was normal for me and I’m slowly catching up on client orders.

now for comic stuff

i have been working on comics like black tyrant and revenant. It’s just hard to find a free time window to work on them. But with twitter dying my engagement on my brand account has died, like, seriously. The moment I hit 20 thousand my sales posts stopped being seen. It’s my main source of income and it’s been really rough because while I’m established on other platforms they’ve never been as successful.

Being I’ve been getting less work, I’m going to have more time where I’m just floundering. So… comics…

Note the only reason I was able to make pages so quickly in the past is that I dedicated 3-4 days a week to just comic work, (about 15 hours of work total) and rested through the rest of the week. I could theoretically do that on top of commission work but ,y hands wouldn’t like it, and I would be very very tired and unable to work at my best. So I’m working out a new balance.

I’ve got a batch of five pages for black tyrant being colored and finished, and for revenant after talking to some other comic artists I decided I wasn’t going to entirely re do the comic, but just re-do the chapters I don’t like and don’t want to represent my story and go from there.

Once these 5 pages are done expect like 2 or 3 pages of black tyrant a month. And I don’t have an estimate when revenant will be off the ground, but I plan on having a very large buffer accessible via a kofi discord channel.

Patreon said my furry work was not to their community guidelines when it was just common furry stuff??? and I’ve seen other artists post actually worse and abhorrent things just fine so yknow whatever maybe its because they were popular and bring a lot of money to the platform idk. Plus stuff I had been posted for years were suddenly an issue and they wanted it police my social medias too.

Tl;dr- life fucking sucks and I haven’t had a lot of free time but stuff is coming back very slowly

Currently I’m out of town living with my grandma for one more week (we were here for almost a full month) and unfortunately one of my ferrets passed away last week so that was fun. I’m getting ready to go back hime as we plan out a way to move to our home state to live closer to my grandma.

Also yknow, if you’re an adult and youve seen my brand account and you like what you seem know that there is a long term comic in the works for y’all uwu.

Feel free to ask questions about the process or plans etc.