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So yeah I normally draw Jaylee with a friggin mohawk or something but irl I actually have long hair and bangs. I feel a lot more connected to her when she has hair a lot more like mine!! I don't have this much pink irl but I plan to soon!! My current job doesn't really allow color :'))
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I challenged myself to leave my drawing a little on the sketchy side this time. I usually force myself to finish the drawing and then I actually never finish it bc the rendering and final touches are so daunting. I'm still trying to figure out what my art style even is bro. I feel like it changes every single time I draw and it makes me mad 🤩 nothing comes from the heart anymore, I just shit it out like if a dog ate a ton of oatmeal and quarters (Wtf did I just say?)
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Anywaysssssss.... I am hoping that long captions help with the algorithm?? I heard it helps because it tracks how long you stay on a post, and consequentially it has learned very very well and very quickly how much I enjoy Miguel O'Hara's voluptuous cake.
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Also I have been feeling very disconnected from life lately. My apartment feels like a dungeon and I'm all alone bc my husband is on deployment and nobody wants to hang out with me, and I don't wanna go outside alone bc I'm paranoid of the world around me ✨✨✨ Not even sure why I'm writing all of this stuff, but it might have something to do with how isolated I've been feeling. Actually nothing even matters anymore. Motivating myself to do things is so hard. I'm trying to get a tattoo artist career going (been keeping it separate from this acc) and been dreaming strongly of having a motorcycle even though I get anxiety when I drive in a damn car 🤨
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Anyway if you've made it this far, I appreciate you 🫡 wanna know what I ate yesterday? Red Bull, 2 slim Jim's, a large icee and a bowl of ramen. Literally just ingesting cancer but it's all good bc everything we use and eat in modern society has carcinogens in it anyway so like more than half of the population will probably die of cancer instead of old age anyway. I believe in real aliens but I also still believe in the govt making us think they're a great threat to us in the future to use it as a societal reset bc they fucked up so bad. I'm mentally preparing to live in a post apocalyptic world where plants are growing on the buildings and I'm eating beans from a can I found.

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So yeah I normally draw Jaylee with a friggin mohawk or something but irl I actually have long hair and bangs. I feel a lot more connected to her when she has hair a lot more like mine!! I don't have this much pink irl but I plan to soon!! My current job doesn't really allow color :'))
...
I challenged myself to leave my drawing a little on the sketchy side this time. I usually force myself to finish the drawing and then I actually never finish it bc the rendering and final touches are so daunting. I'm still trying to figure out what my art style even is bro. I feel like it changes every single time I draw and it makes me mad 🤩 nothing comes from the heart anymore, I just shit it out like if a dog ate a ton of oatmeal and quarters (Wtf did I just say?)
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Anywaysssssss.... I am hoping that long captions help with the algorithm?? I heard it helps because it tracks how long you stay on a post, and consequentially it has learned very very well and very quickly how much I enjoy Miguel O'Hara's voluptuous cake.
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Also I have been feeling very disconnected from life lately. My apartment feels like a dungeon and I'm all alone bc my husband is on deployment and nobody wants to hang out with me, and I don't wanna go outside alone bc I'm paranoid of the world around me ✨✨✨ Not even sure why I'm writing all of this stuff, but it might have something to do with how isolated I've been feeling. Actually nothing even matters anymore. Motivating myself to do things is so hard. I'm trying to get a tattoo artist career going (been keeping it separate from this acc) and been dreaming strongly of having a motorcycle even though I get anxiety when I drive in a damn car 🤨
...
Anyway if you've made it this far, I appreciate you 🫡 wanna know what I ate yesterday? Red Bull, 2 slim Jim's, a large icee and a bowl of ramen. Literally just ingesting cancer but it's all good bc everything we use and eat in modern society has carcinogens in it anyway so like more than half of the population will probably die of cancer instead of old age anyway. I believe in real aliens but I also still believe in the govt making us think they're a great threat to us in the future to use it as a societal reset bc they fucked up so bad. I'm mentally preparing to live in a post apocalyptic world where plants are growing on the buildings and I'm eating beans from a can I found.