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i feel stupid because no matter how hard i search, i still cannot find you.

i'll never forget the way you told me your name. we were six, on the playground. your hair blew into your face when you said
Mika picking up a random stone, like the rock!
and i tried hard to pronounce your last name, and gosh, i sure thought you were cute.

and i can't fucking find you.
why do i even CARE?
i knew you for literally a year, and then you were gone. in a puff of smoke, and god, we were just kids.

but all i can think about some nights is what it would be like if we had grown up together.
i like to wonder what you'd be like, since i will probably never see you again.
are you a tomboy still? or did you get girly?
i miss you.
you helped me find myself, even at that age.
i miss you.

and the wind blew into your face
when you said
No. My-ka.

Description
i feel stupid because no matter how hard i search, i still cannot find you.

i'll never forget the way you told me your name. we were six, on the playground. your hair blew into your face when you said
Mika picking up a random stone, like the rock!
and i tried hard to pronounce your last name, and gosh, i sure thought you were cute.

and i can't fucking find you.
why do i even CARE?
i knew you for literally a year, and then you were gone. in a puff of smoke, and god, we were just kids.

but all i can think about some nights is what it would be like if we had grown up together.
i like to wonder what you'd be like, since i will probably never see you again.
are you a tomboy still? or did you get girly?
i miss you.
you helped me find myself, even at that age.
i miss you.

and the wind blew into your face
when you said
No. My-ka.