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Published: 2012-01-19 04:05:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 85; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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i am a safe that nobody wants to open.i am a deep hole in the ground that no explorer wishes to see.
i am a toy that nobody wants to buy.
i'm a rusty car and nobody wants to drive me.
it's one of those movie moments when a person is driving and sobbing and a car passes in the next lane, and you almost think they're going to drive into it. i almost think i'm going to drive into it. maybe this is better over. maybe this chapter has to end.
thank you,
by the way.
for helping me realize
that i'm just too
hard
to love.
and i know you think that this is just a poem
and you won't even bother reading it. because you don't care. because you don't care. because none of you care.
i'm sick of human beings. they either leave you, or
die.
that or they trick you. tricky, ugly, twisted beasts.
and i'm too hard to love.
you tricked me. you fucking liar. you fucking cheater. i hate you, i hate every part of you.
but not as much as you made me hate
me.
i'm a bird
in a cage
in an abandoned house
in an abandoned town
in an abandoned region.
i'm a hand stretched onto the empty side
of the bed.
i'm the last person on the subway
riding alone
all night.
i'm the moon in the sky
trying to seem like light
but fading and dying
into the dark.
and i'm too hard
to love.
