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Published: 2012-01-20 03:52:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 82; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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i refuse to cry.giving you that satisfaction is too much to bear.
have you ever been in love? i mean it. to love somebody so much that no matter what, they matter more. that persons feelings matter more than yours. their happiness is more important than your own pain.
and that's why i lied to you.
don't bullshit me. don't lie. i can tell when you lie. and i said i was fine
because i thought i was. but i wasn't. i was just lying to myself. all i had to do was lie so you wouldn't hurt and that's okay.
and you were sobbing when you said
i love you
and I smiled at you and said
no you don't.
i didn't mean to lie. i should've taken you down a notch. i should've hurt you the way you hurt me. but even when you're telling me about your date, about your day, about how happy you are with him, i couldn't bring myself to tell you what you've really done to me. ruined my trust. you've ruined me. you've lied. and now i'm not sure how i can ever trust anyone.
because you said i could trust you
and you also said
you wouldn't leave.
liar liar
pants on fire.
