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zigzagzero — waiting.
Published: 2011-09-08 02:01:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 76; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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there's a difference between wanting to kill yourself and waiting to die, i say calmly.is there?
do you care?
your head goes up
down
right
down slightly
no
right, i say.
and this is the part where i wonder if you're as crazy as i feel.
why is it you say that?
Say what?
do you want to kill yourself?
don't be an idiot, i say, i am no coward.
so you are waiting to die.
i don't say anything.
why?
i don't say anything again for several moments.
because i have to get out of here somehow.
so go on a roadtrip.
i'd have to come back.
move.
i will never be far enough away.
from?
i say nothing.
me?
This. Here. Everything.
me.
Don't be a fucking idiot.
you're shaking your head. i can't even stop this, now.
why can't you just fucking move.
i can't move.
you don't understand. i can't move at all.
