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"no hard feelings," she said
so i called her a stupid bitch
and told her to date somebody rich

she just got mad and told me "fuck off"
i told her to get in the car and
let me give her one last ride home

months later, i bought her records & cigs
i told her i wish we could listen to them
and smoke until one of us died or went crazy

i think she misunderstood that as a threat

she doesn't respond to my text messages
even the ones where i beg her for meaning
like when i tell her everyone asks about it:
disappointed/confused children of friends,
the mentally handicapped local celebrity,
the indian family that runs the 7-Eleven,
the cashier at our favorite mexican joint,

there are no soft feelings for me
there never have been
that's why she fell in love with me
that's what i tell myself