omgwtfsteph In reply to ??? [2016-11-23 15:58:32 +0000 UTC]

ahhh I've been wanting to jump back into RPing forever, but I'm always afraid you're busy. >x> so I don't say anything
but jnhv;s
yessssssss I'mexcitedtoo

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-23 17:23:42 +0000 UTC]

XD I may work all day but I'm never not too busy to rp! In fact I love having it after work to chomp my brain on while I recharge from the day uwu does me good

Heck even when I'm babysitting I have tons of time since the kids are older, tech savvy and amuse themselves I'd love for something to think over and write will they play XD

So yeah if you have an idea lay it on me and send me a note! I'd love to get back into the swing again! I'm honestly always worried you're busy myself tbh lD

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ReensBeans In reply to ??? [2016-11-13 03:13:58 +0000 UTC]

*falls on you from the sky*

Boo. also I forgot you still owed me points ;v; I glad one of us is on the ball...

also one of my lightblubs went out... *stares at it* why you do dis to me at night

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-11-13 03:20:00 +0000 UTC]

hahaha! nahhhh
I remember
but just when I was going to pay you >> another sale went up and I was like
well
I'd kinda have to borrow all over again, so it's like
<<;; fighting a losing battle pfff I'm just sorry it took me so long x.x;;; still getting the hang of this pay-as-you-go debit card and being math dyslexic, I tend to have a hard time doing even simple math in my head.

>>;;;
you still have a nightlight? frankly, the room has to be as dark and possible with very minimal sound before I can fall asleep. I can't sleep with loud noises like my sister can; she apparently can't sleep with the television off so it drones on all night. thank goodness I don't live with her; I'd go crazy.

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-13 03:28:48 +0000 UTC]

I'm just horrible at math and have the memory of a goldfish somedays so its okay :,D I finally got my stupid Visa to work myself so I can finally have more points again yay ;v; normally stressing out cause I was down to just 300 some points lD I was screaming in my head

and no no I mean my ceiling light lD it has 3 bulbs at least but now I'm down now again ;v; was just typing and suddenly the light dulled and surprised me lD

But I guess my clock counts as a lightlight tho since its screen is bright... I'm actually terrified of the dark, has been since I was little :,3 heck when were stay in hotels I need the bathroom light on and it opened a crack to even sleep. As for sound it depends on the night honestly. Sometimes I can just sleep but other times I pop on a little ASMR thing and listen to that at least until I feel dozy. It gives my brain things to focus on when its having one of its 'busy' nights. Cause I swear some nights my brain loves to try and wind me up so I can't sleep :,3 and it uses my fear of the dark against me 

'Oh shit what was that.' 'It's an alien or something don't look at your window' 'That shadow on the ceiling looks like a shadow person. They have come for me' 'Ah what was the noise omg someone is breaking in'

Help me my brain is evil 

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Velnyx In reply to ??? [2016-11-10 05:44:23 +0000 UTC]

-Spreads love all over your page-

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-11-09 17:10:20 +0000 UTC]

//petting
 o__o I'm fine
just annoyed.
not surprised in the least
but annoyed af

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-09 17:29:27 +0000 UTC]

*clings too*
Sorry you know me panic attack central....

Just seeing all the panic is making me panic and thinking the worse.

I'm gonna drag you up to Canada tho...

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ReensBeans In reply to ??? [2016-11-09 14:22:11 +0000 UTC]

Please stay strong okay

I love you so much and I'm here for you just don't give up okay

My world will be so empty without you... so please keep strong and be the amazing person you are

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ReensBeans In reply to ??? [2016-11-09 00:11:17 +0000 UTC]

*lays on*

love me. I'm lonely...

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-11-09 02:28:22 +0000 UTC]

aww!! ;A; are you okay, bby? what's on your mind?

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-09 02:45:07 +0000 UTC]

I'm just a lonely peanut...

Currently babysitting and just... sad today...

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-11-09 02:52:29 +0000 UTC]

pff you and your kiddos >A> we would totes be blackmagicship
and that's hilarious.

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-09 02:58:22 +0000 UTC]

Kiddos are my bbies

And we would. We so would blackmagicship... I love blackmagic tho its amazing and because of it I like shipping zoroark/ninetales...

We seriously need to rp something again... ;v;

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-11-09 03:48:16 +0000 UTC]

jfds
we really do

I've actually been considering revamping my CC ranch a little and removing the twins and replacing him with Sanka (who is probably going to have a name change since << all  can think about is coffee; it was something I made up on the fly, so it wasn't really thought out
I really him and Lars to become a thing. like, I really love their dynamic. the way Sanka gives his love so freely and unconditional
it really does match.

I wish we were allowed to have two ranches in our inventory ahhh

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-09 03:53:31 +0000 UTC]

I've just been thinking a lot of feels with Rainy and Kaz :,D they love each other but with their differences when they argue its huge. Hera does he best to keep them together tho but ;v; there can be much yelling over on the homestead at times

and yes Lars and Sanka(or whatever his new name is gonna be lD) do need to be a thing... my pissy teenage jerk needs someone like him in his life ;v;

and yeah same ;v; I mean you could just kinda mentally split up the pokemon into 'ranches' but have only on inventory like what I did for Lars' pokemon ;v;

but yeah we need to get Lars and Sanka to be a thing already ;v; and more Reenie and Harv and MoonRa cause... they are my freaking life blood okay.

and Fel and Cyrus. Love the kitty Fel. Love him

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ReensBeans In reply to ??? [2016-11-06 03:10:06 +0000 UTC]

*crawls up on*

I'm watching The Book of Life again and it made me think of MoonRa and Awkwardshipping again ;v;

I miss our babies ;v; I just wanted to say cause it did just remind me of them ;v; 

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-11-07 20:35:17 +0000 UTC]

//nuzzles your face
x.x; I really miss them too
like
a ton.
but it's hard to feel motivated with all the unnecessary drama.
like I said, I don't even like doing dyos anymore. every single time I submit them to the egg professor, there is ALWAYS something wrong with it
and I'm pretty fed up.

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-07 23:40:46 +0000 UTC]

I guess I'm just used to detaching myself from the drama but honestly...

I don't design things anymore since it never seems to matter cause it just feels like all I do sucks regardless lD heck even the clutch I just put up on CC no one wants anything... so I just don't bother making my own designs anymore. 

but because of you and others is why I'm working so hard to change it. I know you think its pointless but I always just feel pointless so I'm doing everything I can to make things better and I will even if it takes my last breath. Believe in me.

I'll do anything for you, our babies and our friendship. It's because of you I got to push to even push back. I just want everything to be happy again for everyone but especially you. Because you are so important to me Steph

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CatboyCrimez In reply to ??? [2016-10-31 18:31:08 +0000 UTC]

//rolls onto ur page
hEY I got a question
I want to get back into the pokemon arpg madness bc I miss how fun nations was back on my old account
but like, I don't really want to return to nations lol
so do you have any group recommendations for that I should take a look at?

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omgwtfsteph In reply to CatboyCrimez [2016-10-31 19:38:08 +0000 UTC]

actually, I've recently become quite enamored with PKMN-CrescentCavern
it's actually founded and run by people that had a bad experience with other ARPG groups (coughnationcough) and branched off to found their own, much smaller group. everyone knows everyone and it even allows legendaries, so
you might wanna give it a try. uvu

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CatboyCrimez In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-31 21:23:08 +0000 UTC]

ohh I'll have to give it a shot!! thanks for the recommendation!
It looks nice and from what I can gather the community seems to be better //shot
and hopefully I can get my hands on a meloetta since they allow legendaries >>

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omgwtfsteph In reply to CatboyCrimez [2016-10-31 21:28:14 +0000 UTC]

guuurl if you join the group, I have a ton of legendary babes you can breed with to obtain your goals << including a meloetta

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CatboyCrimez In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-31 21:30:15 +0000 UTC]

I'm filling out the join request and goin through journals right now :'D
and omg >> << that would be amazing do you perhaps have a shaymin/mew too?? lol I'm sucker for the small cutesy legendaries //shot

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omgwtfsteph In reply to CatboyCrimez [2016-10-31 21:32:19 +0000 UTC]

pff well
<< I have two shaymin and quite a few mew, but no crosses

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CatboyCrimez In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-31 21:39:45 +0000 UTC]

>> man you are set for life with all those legends

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omgwtfsteph In reply to CatboyCrimez [2016-10-31 21:51:58 +0000 UTC]

you have no idea

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CatboyCrimez In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-11-01 00:57:03 +0000 UTC]

Oooh snap son

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ReensBeans In reply to ??? [2016-10-31 13:59:48 +0000 UTC]

*quietly crawls onto*

...Reens needs a hug... she still feels like shit from everything and work is gonna suck today cause brain is being bad...

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-10-31 14:01:02 +0000 UTC]

//nuzzle x.x my poor Reensies
wanna talk about it?

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-31 14:04:03 +0000 UTC]

*quietly clings too*

its just the same worthlessness I was feeling yesterday and all...

*sigh* its always the same thing with me... I always feel like i'm being a pain because of it sorry

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-10-31 14:08:33 +0000 UTC]

you're noooot
x.x I just hate that I put you through this all the time.
honestly? there are times when I acknowledge it being my fault
but on the same token, I'm not always wrong
and it annoys me that I am considered a pain in the ass by a group I honestly truly do enjoy. I hate that the mods have a problem with me; feels like I'm always the problem child.
it's the talking behind my back in chat that pisses me off the most
I've read some of the things that have been said about me and it pisses me the fuck off that people would say shit like that in a place where they know I have no means of responding. you can say whatever you want behind someone's back, but saying it to their face is whole different thing, isn't it?
assholes.

well, at least you get to dress up today? did you bother getting all decked out in a costume? I didn't. I'm not really in the Halloween spirit at the moment.

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-31 14:13:43 +0000 UTC]

I still just feel like a worthless friend... I just want everyone to be happy but I always seem to screw up...


and I will later. Daycares Halloween party was on Friday since its easier to have parties later in the week with kids. They like my costume at least and I want to wear it again to hand out candy... I like my hatter costume

I'm just scared about going to work because with how everything seems to be going wrong in my life I just feel like more stuff is just gonna happen... I just feel like I want to freaking gut myself with how my body and brain are acting right now...

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-10-31 14:17:11 +0000 UTC]

aww, sweetie
you shouldn't be so negative about it
if you really believe something bad is going to happen, you're setting yourself up for something bad. I know that's pretty rich from someone like me whom always seems to be looking at a half empty glass, but whether you realize it or not, constantly looking for negative things will make you see more negativity around you. it doesn't pay to think like that.
try to lift yourself up, dear. ;v; it's going to be okay. ♥

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-31 14:19:58 +0000 UTC]

I'll try...

I gotta go now anyway to work... I might message you again at nap time but I'm just... 

I've just not been having good brain days lately

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-10-31 14:38:22 +0000 UTC]

good luck, darling ;v; I know you'll have a great day. getting out of bed is the hardest part.

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-31 17:05:52 +0000 UTC]

It's been alright I guess. I painted a pumpkin with some of the kids but I still don't feel okay...

It's just another of those days. Smile and pretend everything is okay when all I want is to disappear...

*sigh* I'm trying to look up but it's hard when all I can think of is how everyone would be better without me... *quietly clings too*

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SkittyKittyCat In reply to ??? [2016-10-15 23:24:44 +0000 UTC]

Amg Your art is so rad! *O* Thanks for watching me! It's such an honor! >v👍: 0 ⏩: 1

omgwtfsteph In reply to SkittyKittyCat [2016-10-15 23:31:32 +0000 UTC]

haha! omg, no shhhh
uvu you also have an amazing style ♥

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SkittyKittyCat In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-22 01:42:04 +0000 UTC]

So sorry for the late reply al;sdkjfal;s
Aaaah, you're too kind! ;v;

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Brappy-Hour In reply to ??? [2016-10-14 22:42:09 +0000 UTC]

-pounces on you-

KOMMO-O, STEPH. THATS THE BEST ONE THIS GEN

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omgwtfsteph In reply to Brappy-Hour [2016-10-14 23:01:23 +0000 UTC]

YOU'RE NOT KIDDING!!!

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Brappy-Hour In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-15 04:17:04 +0000 UTC]

IM NOT. ITS AMAAAAAAAAAZING!

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ReensBeans In reply to ??? [2016-10-13 03:15:23 +0000 UTC]

did you mean to send me a mareep? I saw on in my inventory and asked a mod to check and they said it was from you...

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-10-13 13:07:57 +0000 UTC]

mm, yup
meant to send it.
it's the normal fusion bab you sold me; if I recall, she was OTA and in doing some downsizing and preparing to update my sales journal, I didn't feel comfortable selling her as I know you wanted to place her yourself. <<;; so.
sorry to surprise you; I meant to tell you but sorta passed out last night pff my life

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-13 13:33:36 +0000 UTC]

Ah okay. Right I remember her now

Thank you for returning her at least qwq

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-10-13 13:55:11 +0000 UTC]

ahhh it's been too long x.x and I don't want her just sitting around gathering dust; she deserves a lot more love than that.

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ReensBeans In reply to omgwtfsteph [2016-10-13 14:05:29 +0000 UTC]

;v; I hope I can find her an owner and if not... I might just take her to CC ;v; I rather liked her design tbh

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omgwtfsteph In reply to ReensBeans [2016-10-13 14:07:00 +0000 UTC]

ee! i adored her design! ;x; she's such a darling. I was even considering making her shiny.

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