AFaerieTree In reply to chabbix [2016-04-23 19:17:07 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for sharing your dreams. So much heart and goodwill in you beloved artists. I will miss you.

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AFaerieTree In reply to FallenLeavesFairy [2016-02-08 23:33:27 +0000 UTC]

I have to thank thou, without thee .... oh I don't like to imagine - your butterfly and tree ensembles are a wonderful contribution to our dreams of elves. Aiya! At your service.

A man of wilderness, feminist, tolkienite and potterhead till the end of the world.

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FallenLeavesFairy In reply to AFaerieTree [2016-02-08 23:52:51 +0000 UTC]

Diola lle)) And there's nothing to thank me for) Pleasure <3
P.S. I found a lot in common... but I'm not a feminist)
   

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AFaerieTree In reply to FallenLeavesFairy [2016-02-10 01:37:59 +0000 UTC]

wow, dobre. Though you are not a feminist oh how that can be? who has to bear children? who has the worse physical properties to endure? who has been suppressed and abused all over throughout history?

See these kidnapped girls ... we've still not managed to rescue them. And even if one believes Shallon Lester's book tips where boys are described as admiring girls in different spheres, what I agree as being partly true, then still the dominant factor is something different and I know it from experience because I were in the male cliques, everywhere, and I got to have to vomit due to their nastiness against women throughout my life - even at university it's no better. It's just that males are great at digging traps and girls have too good a heart to not fall for them because they also hate feeling lonely or being nasty for the most of the time.

I've been around with female holiday kids for 1.5 decades. I've met so deep loveliness and good-heartedness and magic in these girls that I've been made what I am now - with the total composition of being abandoned by those that I loved (and still love because for me love is true friendship and sync and won't simply get lost when I'm abandoned) and by realizing that little girls love me when they are cute and small and when they grow up they abandon me because they have grown party-hungry and wild experience-hungry due to optimism which easily fades away later in life as can be seen all over while what we want is not to lose our dreams.

This combination together with what mankind's history has to teach has turned me into a machine and feminist because I have a dream and that is to maintain the epic dreams and good-hearted optimism and love of the lovely things like butterflies these little girls have in their mind that get lost by time.

And to achieve that I'm a machine, shark and wolf. My goals make me irrelevant. Whatever happens, epicness will prevail - things like starlight are impossible to destroy (for the foreseeable technological future).

Though now I have to excuse my minor self taking your time, I just wish you to know that your artworks keep me going till the end of the world. Please, don't lose your fascination and beautiful dreams! I'll not forget you so lovely artists - ever will bear you in my heart.

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AFaerieTree In reply to fenifire [2015-11-26 16:52:27 +0000 UTC]

You comment so heartily. I hope you are doing fine ... at least better than my minor self. Snow is falling despite weather forecast telling the opposite some few days ago. And yes, still having much grass outside that the cows could eat ... a bit sad because now they have to be inside in chains what I hate so much .... the windmill I wanted to construct also could need a bit more sun. The 23 years old car failed to get new TÜV (technical inspection in Germany) - just when I wanted to convert it to electric of course.
Europe breaking apart, the horizon darker than dark with armies of religious fighters now living next to us everywhere here in Germany (I'm not angry, because I still think some refugees are okay and there's nothing we can do against the influx anyway because our lawsuit is grown historically and it's good as such, because at least in theory the state is neutral and objective as is the European Union is thought to be too), hunting for people that are objective and neutral and who develop open technology and knowledge ... while they use the technology that we actually built and still are working on for their dark purposes - while our efforts to use the tools for the light, for making this world a better one, more epic, more magic, more heart, are blocked as if we'd have to pull a wagon through a high density forest.

So yes, pretty funny life. And yet, we must not give up. Life is not about not falling, it's about getting up again.
And you and your art are contributing to a better world!
(Sorry writing and talking too much ... often I just write from the bottom of my heart. And my heart loves elves and magic like Harry Potter ... so ... hmm ... we are not there yet. Just finished replacing the car's brakes, now having to weld it somehow ... likely at the mechanic workshop I'm working at and created the website for. So now I'll better start designing the windmill ... and research magic spells to deterr invasions like these halos Severus Snape and the other teachers were capable of. Oh, I wished Dumbledore and Mithrandir (=elvish for "gray wanderer", i.e. Gandalf) really were around ... we could engineer some new fireworks, flying horses like you draw them, magic flowers and atmospheres like ArwendeLuthiene paints them ... I love you ... and all the other wonderful people I forgot. If you need help, I'm at your service, the farm shall feed all you great heartily internet world citizens like Beorn helped Gandalf, the dwarves and the Hobbit. Oh what a crazy romancer I am. )

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fenifire In reply to AFaerieTree [2015-12-16 18:55:43 +0000 UTC]

I try to comment.. and it takes sometimes so much time - please forgive me
oh my.. that sounds like a really hard time I so hope all those hardships made you into a better self even the car
wait a moment! you're in Germany? that means we're neighbours! so cool!
it's true that we live in interesting times where you can never be sure, who you're actually helping... but thankfully there are good people there too
..at least I hope so

haha I can relate - sometime it's better just to speak to your heart's content
awww that's so kind of you - I'll remember your offer my dear especially if the food will be connected somehow with the windmill.. constructing one sounds interesting
a crazy romancer on a farm sounds really delightful - I'm sure you have many magical places there
keep up with your big heart filled with so much strength to overcome every obstacle

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AFaerieTree In reply to fenifire [2015-12-16 22:39:45 +0000 UTC]

Rather I have to ask you for forgiving me, instead of you asking me. With your artpieces you have already contributed to the world much more than my minor self ever will be able to even if we invented immortality.

The car tried to make me a better self - and realized it's hopeless. Wise car.

Great irony dear pegasus. You are so right. I hope so too. he. he.

So you like this kind of food, so I should ask one of my trees to remember your desire to remind my crazy self of it. To get the windmill to grind the corn sounds difficult. If we make that then surely we let machines harvest the corn because time is rare and it's better spent for fantasy. So far the theory, in practice it's still a bit different ... everyday I feel what  I'm doing is useless. Only dreaming of fantasy with friends if what lifts my heart from the ocean's ground.

Creating an epic world has few supporters and it needs more time of these few ones to really get it done. But we'll make it happen. May not be a big world but well - maybe it'll be big enough for some ants to live in it.


A crazy romancer on a farm that has studied crazy dream flights to the stars, getting a lot of criticism for working on the farm, oh it's 3 farms, no 4 to be honest, because a sister recently married to another farm and occasionally they call me in - the last months for helping construct their home house, quite a giant one, I regretted it's so big when constructing it and she'll regret it when she has to clean it. Because stairs still are a problem to automatic cleaning. And ... I'm afraid ... it's a long way to get there.

My chief on the main farm I'm currently working at is kind of a unkown superhero, he must be and I call him a wolf. And he is one, for sure. This man has constructed machines through-out our crazy Germany. Not sure if he's abroad too, because he only speaks English a little - he uses me as a translator. So strange how he uses me and so powerful too, I just feel this man could turn the tide. So I'm afraid he dies. And this makes me more worried, because all the elderly people I know are too epic to die. Oh what am I writing? Not sure if you think the same, but people dying is less of a problem for the people having died than for those that remain. It's pushing me to the outmost frontiers, I will not rest until I've created an epic world.

Okay, at work there they are not so nice to women, of course, that's a huge problem ... I encounter it everywhere ... and on all the construction sites I'm at they suddenly want nazis back ... the lessons of history will never be understood by mankind ... . Those that love an epic overall world are few, a clear minority. If one talks about fantasy or magic or dreams then one is labelled a romancer good-for-nothing and all these wanna-be realists (that actually have driven the spaceship Earth directly onto an even non-existent wall so many times throughout history) just put one aside as a dreaming nothing. (Happened to me a lot, both female and male (an almost girlfriend once said me being a romancer/dreamer is a huge minus, another one abandoned me on holidays, another one tells me I'm too old with 4 years older and then later they marry 10 years older realist guys just because this one got them best while they were drunk at a party, and best is that I'm not even angry because I want them to be happy so as long as they are fine it's epic! close female friends already said I'll become a lonely aged beardy man if I continue going this way of true friendship and crazy technology and epic world and all that or maybe all people fear myself because I'm a wolf, a hacker, a open source freak, a techist, a english book reader and such, yes, there are so few people who are not nationlists ... doesn't matter anyway, because a wolf has a purpose, a wolf is never alone, a wolf is following a vision and it's much safer for the others not to go side by side with such a romancing wolf and the wolf likes it too because it's much safer for the others who actually really is what the romancing wolf cares about) only think of money and being rich and wanting all these 'oh-so-great' material things, unfortunately forgetting that they hunt voids while the real true epic value is true friendship. Imagine travelling this world alone! Oh dear, never that shall happen! Nature in moderate climate periods has all to feed one, while without true friendship everything is just void. And that's the worst crime done to the poor jews (disclaimer: I'm not a jew, I'm a successor of nazis) and kidnapped girls (disclaimer: I'm neither a girl nor related, nor boyfriend of these poor girls), that they have been removed cruely by their friends - that's tortue. And there is more torture done to them. Therefore we have to work hard to create this epic fantastic fairytale world.) Oh I'm writing way too much!! Will you ever forgive me dear friends? Poor you that (have to) read it. Please don't be angry! I don't mean all my wolf talking that harsh. I'm still a romancer ...

No idea if we'll succeed creating an epic world (maybe because it is running to fast ) .. a world of magic, harmony and fantasy, oh I must be dreaming ... we'll not give up for sure. You are not alone, beloved friends.

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fenifire In reply to AFaerieTree [2016-01-03 22:52:24 +0000 UTC]

contributed to the world that sounds so posh - rather call it "challenging the world to understand"
hahaha cars are then indeed wise
escaping from real world hardships into a fantasy world doesn't sounds half bad the work you do is really hard and I admire it very much a part of my family also works in the fields and for me (a city dweller) is hard to imagine how much energy they put into their work
I heard that some automatic vacuums can climb stairs, so there is still hope

your boss sounds like an interesting person and I'm sure he won't pass away until everything he has to do in thin world is done you worry too much my dear

oh my.. you really talk so much, it's sometimes hard for me to follow your thoughts, frankly speaking
but (if I understood correctly) I think I can agree in most of your opinions - apart of the void part, that's too harsh
even without warm feelings like love, friendship, family, peace the world would exist and it would go into some direction - it's hard for me to predict which one because I can't imagine a world like that
the key to a better future is learning from previous mistakes and history - like you can't deny that part of your ancestors made a huge war break out and my great-great-...-great-grandfathers made a country disappear but it is our turn to gain something from these experiences to make the world a better place
and if this kind of thinking makes me a romantic dreamer - I won't deny I am one

the world is filled with so many different people that I'm sure you'll come across someone who will understand you I'm sure of it
just don't stop dreaming and keeping your eyes opened

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AFaerieTree In reply to AFaerieTree [2015-12-18 00:37:06 +0000 UTC]

So much text and still forgot something, of course you are always welcome ... great to have such awesome world citizen neighbours just across the artificial but real (how crazy?) "border".

Currently still not really so epic where I'm living, now after rebuilding the frozen fountain last week and today (and all the fixes like sewing the money bag for an elderly woman - the 5th farm - who believe it or not just ate all the money ... whenever we put the coins in throughout the summer, next time I went shopping for her again it was empty again ... now that it became so heavy and still was empty  we realized it had a hole/broken sewing edge inside and absorbed it all magically ), next will be to put the bridge across the stream to its second use and therefore fix the financial imbalance to restore the facade and construct the windmill and achieve autarky and autonomy.

Will also finish several software pieces, a huge one for my werewolf chief is finished very soon as christmas present hehe. Another only needs little work, a third is on the shelf and just not published due to time shortage or should it be called different priorities? (rescuing these girls is far more important ... oh getting sad again , okay it's normal, my minor self doesn't matter anyway, I'm used to it, but you my friends, for you I'll fix all )

And more surprises are due the next years ... hehe ... werewolves are coming, creating an epic world, can't wait for the fireworks, your horse paintings flying through the air, flying through clouds like Severus, butterflies like Severus' love creates from leaves, oh how I'd love all this. You make me go, my friends, we'll not stop ...

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