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"Jake"
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JAAAAAAAAKKKKKEE!!
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ZOMG!!!!!! 
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I'm doin goooooood. I've been on Gaia, instead of yt, for my main "site" if u will. lol. Oh well. I'm glad to talk to u again to
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Gaia, huh? Yeah, I don't go on YT much anymore either. In fact, I CAN'T go on YT anymore. For some reason, whenever I try to do anything on YT, a message comes up saying:
"BAD REQUEST" and a bunch of other weird stuff. Basically, I can't go on YT or watch videos on any site. What do you do on Gaia? I remember I joined once, but I couldn't figure out how to get onto the little world thing XD
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I DID THE SAME THING!!!! Lol Then i came back about five accounts later XD My firend really got me on it and she gives me such a hard time about bein a nood 
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ARIGATO, JAMESU-SAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally got it to work!!! Thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much! 
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np ^^ I'm on a trip rite nao so the internet sux more than it does at home xD So i wanted to watch ur new video but the flash player is being stoopid -_- Oh well, i see it when i get back ^^
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LOLZ got it. It's nothing great. I had done like half of a review for We Love Golf for the Wii way back in the day and thought, "Meh, I'm bored and this is half done so let's finish it and put it on youtube!" XD
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I still wanna see iiiittttt
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XD it's not that special
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You are my random deviant visit of the day! I am pressing the random deviant button (almost) everyday and checking the gallery I find.
Interesting submissions so far although I don't know anything about the subject...
In addition to paint.net try out Gimp for windows, it's a little more powerful and also open source!
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Thank you! I am deeply honored to be your random deviant of the day! LOL just kidding, but seriously, thanks! That's a very interesting idea and I think you can go a long way with that!
Unless you've played Super Smash Bros. you definitely wouldn't understand what I'm doing! I also haven't done a whole lot yet! I lost my computer that has paint.net and things like that so oh well.
And thanks for the advice!
Have a great day and thanks again,
~CelesteFeather AKA Jake
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So what's up? On wednesday, I went to Six flags for eight grade graduation trip. It was cool. But I wish you were there. I keep having these dreams where You are far away and we run to each other and hug for a long time. And you wear the same thing: a black zip up jacket and a white tee shirt and jeans with sneakers. But we're in different places; movies, beach, mall, etc. I miss you and love you.
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That sounds cool! I wish I went to Six Flags... I'm getting a B or B+ in Math and I'm so ticked! My teacher keeps putting my comments as "Needs to Complete Assigned Work" or something like that but I have ALL of my homework turned in! I'm so mad!!!!
Anyways, I miss you too. I keep watching all of the videos on my phone of us. You've been in all of my dreams lately. In fact, I had a weird one a few nights ago. I had a dream where I wasn't sure what was going on but I woke up one morning and Ysa and my two school friends- Zack and Max- were in my living room. I asked my parents what was going on and they told me that we were moving and adopting four kids. I saw the three of them and I asked who the fourth one was- They told me it was you and you walked in. And, admittedly, you looked beautiful. You know where people open doors in cartoons and movies and then the golden light comes in from the door? Well that happened when you walked in. Weird dream, but you (and cynth later) were in it. Last night was either you and I's or Cynth and I's (I forget) wedding day and we were watching old tapes and the tapes were of the dream I had with the boat and one with the 18 babies. Do you remember those?
I love you so much
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What? I should come over there and knock some sense into your teacher :3
Yeah, I remember...I had a similar dream, too. I'm actually kinda embarrassed to say it, but we were in our early twenties, and we were walking on a beach. We were both famous actors and people would smile and wave. But anyways, we stopped at this one place and it turned out to be a gazebo. Then you proposed to me. I woke up, startled, and couldn't sleep again. But then I had a dream that you were at my house, and Heath Ledger (an actor) came over. We were friends with him, so it was cool. He went to the bathroom, and we were watching a movie. Then I feel him over my shoulder. I turned around and he was right behind us, in his Joker make-up (he portrayed the Joker in The Dark Knight) and held a knife up to my face. You jumped up and kicked him, and he began laughing. So we ran up the staircase (it was a spiral staircase, of course. It always is!) and he chased us. You shoved me into the room and stayed in the hallway. I cried in my dream, choking on sobs, and the last thing I remember was the Joker saying "Let's put a smile on that face!"
This was all so weird, because 1.) I love you, and 2.) The Joker is my favorite villain. so this was all very strange to me.
I miss you an pray for you...
I love you more than ever.
P.S. You know what song reminds me of you? Go onto youtube and type in RAINBOW VEINS BY OWL CITY. It makes me think of you everytime. (here it is: [link] )
Love you.
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I like the first dream! LOL And it IS always a spiral staircase! But that second dream is... scary. That thing the Joker said freaked me out!
Gosh, I've had dozens of dreams about you. I had a similar one to the proposal one you had. I was walking along a beach and you jumped out of the water in front of me. I hugged you and I handed you a towel. We were walking for a while and eventually, a bluebird flew over us and a Blue Feather (the proposal item in Harvest Moon) flew in front of us and you said yes, and we kissed. The next one isn't a dream, it's actually a daydream. But I've also actually had it as a dream. I was walking in the mall and I saw you. It had been about two years since I'd seen you and I screamed your name and ran up and hugged you. We talked for a second and then the Grim Reaper appeared and pointed his finger at you. I remember shaking my head, not letting him take you, and then all I remember is Death raising his scythe and you and I screaming. The final one (which I'm writing a story on) is a follow-up on Love's Suicide. Instead of Sam, it's me, instead of maya, it's you and instead of Mia, it was Cynth. We were in a forest and we were talking about Cynth. We were kinda wandering and we somehow ended up at the graveyard. We were looking at the various tombstones and we found Cynth's. We started crying and Cynth appeared (kinda like an apparition/ghost) and she told us to come with her. These golden stairs appeared and we followed her to this "heaven" like place. She showed us that if we never found happiness again, we'd both be miserable the rest of our lives and die alone. We fell back down to Earth and she told me that I could find happiness right in front of me. When we landed, I proposed to you.
What is it with us and the love dreams? *sigh* Maybe I should have a little chat with God about all these "signs"...
P.S. Wow, that's a great song. Random but great. Unfortunately, all of my songs are kinda sadder (and all by the same band) that remind me of you but you like them anyway:
*Loves Me Not by Tatu
*Show Me Love by Tatu
*All the Things She Said by Tatu
*Gomenasai by Tatu
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I have had so many daydreams as well. Like there was one where it was like a long time since we saw each other, in our older teen years, and we were ecstatic when we saw each other. So we went to the movies and saw a scary movie, and I got so scared that I clutched your arm. We both laughed and then you kissed me. Then I snapped out of it when the bell rang :3
I know! Is there a reason why this keeps happening? It probably is a good thing to ask God about this...
I love you
P.S. Tatu is a great band. I love those songs <3
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There was another one I had too. And of course, since it was about us, it was romantic. We were sitting on a bench in a park and we were eating ice cream. I was asking what type of guy you like and you replied with things that described me. So, there was a bit of an awkward silence and then I asked if you would ever consider me your type of guy and you said yes. Then I asked if you'd consider me someone you'd date and you became really excited and then said yes. And I got down on one knee in front of you and got out a diamond ring from my pocket and asked if you'd consider me someone that you'd marry. And then I got interrupted...
I know! If God wants us together, he should just come flat out and say it! "I, God, want Christina Amanda Nieves and Jacob Andrew Horner to date, marry and have 18 babies of various colors and weights!" XD But seriously...
I love you
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Aw, that IS romantic <3
LOLZ yeah I know what you mean. Why can't he just straightforward?? But I guess if he was, then LIFE wouldn't be such a JOURNEY after all...
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LOL I'm always thinking of you
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Jake, I got the cast list. I didn't get any part that I wanted, but that's OK. Im keeping a grin on and sticking with my role; it's some philosopher that is in the very beginning of the show, along with a bunch of others. But at least i have lines XD
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Aww I'm sorry Chris! *cyber hug* Don't worry- at least you're in the play, you know? And yeah, you still have lines!! Trust me, it'll pay off in the long run. Take me for example! I was one of five winkies- I had never auditioned and stopped coming for a while. But, I decided to try it. It turned out I was the only of the five winkies that ever showed up for practice. And look what happened to me! I got Charlie- THE lead!!! Not to mention I even got lines compared to the other winkies that didn't get any lines at all! Well, except for one who was also Dorothy's Uncle...
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LOLZ XD Yeah, I'm not giving up!
Jake, I really do miss you. It's crazy, besides family, I've never missed anyone so much before. You have no clue how not being with you tears me apart. I pray for you everyday.
I love you,
~~~Chrissy
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It's funny you say that, Chris. I've been feeling the same thing. Do you remember years and years ago, when we were in Chuck E. Cheese and I told you I cried whenever you weren't near me? Well, it was true. I truly do miss you. I don't think I have or could have loved anyone more than you guys. You guys are my world. And I'll love you no matter how far or close you are to me. I love you, truly and sincerely.
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Gosh, my heart is like pounding right now. Jake, I think about you all the time. Everyday at school, there is this kid that reminds me of you, looks and everything! And everytime I see him I want to cry; not being with you is just so unbearable. You're the only person who I can open myself up to. I just feel so comfortable around you. And not being around you isn't cool. I love how we can still connect, but I feel that the internet isn't enough. I miss being around.
Love you,
~~Chrissy
P.S. I had a dream last night that you and I hung out. Once again, we were in high school. It was at Atlantic City, and we spent the whole day there. Once I woke up, I felt so sad.
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Chris, you and Cynthia mean more to me than anything. I would give up everything- every game, every story, every friend just to have you two back. I see you and Cynthia in different people around me all the time. I always find myself daydreaming about you two. You and Cynth are the only people I could confide in. And I'm gonna tell you a secret. Before Bella died, sometimes I would tell myself that she was the only reason I could still smile. But when she died, I saw a new way to find happiness- you two. The internet definitely isn't enough. I miss seeing you two. I love you so much it hurts.
Love you eternally,
~~~Jake
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I was glad to be there for you that day. I know how important she was to you. And she was to me too. But she was your sister. And we all loved her. I was so happy to be there for you, and with you. You seriously are a bright light in my world. And Cynthia loves you too. We both can't imagine life without you. Every night I have a dream that involves you. It makes me cry. I pray for you everyday and night. I think of you always.
I love you.
~Chrissy
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Thanks Chris. You are the light at the end of this tunnel. I think sometimes how I sometimes find the strength to go on and your faces come to mind. I couldn't imagine a life where I hadn't met you two. I probably would still not be living. When I was young, you and Cynthia were my only two friends. I had no friends at school- I was a total outcast. I used to sit and cry in corners at recess. You two were the only friends I ever had, besides Connor. But even then, Connor and I started drifting farther apart. Every night I think of you and I pray and I dream and I can't stop thinking of you. I feel just empty sometimes. But I'm gonna keep holding on. Chris, we're gonna see each other again. And when I finally find you, I promise I won't lose you again. I love you.
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Jake, you have no idea; you are the only one I trust enough to say this: I used to have these horrible feelings and thoughts, and I almost wanted to take the wrong path...I couldn't bear living anymore. But everytime I saw you, you changed that for me. I would think "Chris, think about this! If you do this, you leave everybody behind..." And I couldn't do that. Not at all. And you helped me...I love you for that. For everything...And I'm so glad that Cynth and I were there for you. We love you. I love you.
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You had suicidal thoughts? When? You always seemed so happy, so energetic. I would've never guessed. But then again, we were all good at keeping secrets from each other weren't we? I remember how you would tell me that you hated when all the boys drooled over Cynth. I felt your pain. You think anyone's ever drooled over me? Heh, I wish. Chris, there are more boys that have already drooled over you than I ever will have. I'm the gay kid. I'm the kid known for long hair, a high-pitched voice and being a kiss-up. Do you know how much I hate myself? I literally hate everything about myself. There are days when I've literally starting tearing my hair out or clawing a mirror. I'm disgusted with myself. And I don't quite know why God has given me these trials to deal with. But I just hope this will all end soon- easily and painlessly. And at the end of the day Chris, I just remind myself how lucky I was to have met you guys. And we'll see each other again, right? I love you more than anything I could ever love.
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Gosh, I'm sobbing right now... Jake, I love you for who you are, and people should really stop being such jerks and get lives!
I've kept this a secret, but last year, I would think that I was fat. I hated my body, and still do. I would skip so many meals, I was losing so much weight. I hate myself. I feel like I try to be something that I'm not, and every week, after school, I jump in the shower and cry my eyes out, because that way nobody knows that I was crying...Sometimes, I just ask God why he made me like this, and I begin to doubt my future. I feel like I'm nothing. I hide my true emotions. But the worst part is that PEOPLE CALL ME EMO! Its so horrible to judge somebody...I'm PUNK, not EMO. There is a HUGE difference. Seriously, I don't know why I exist, like what my purpose is...I have no idea if acting is my purpose. But I was told that if I love doing something, if its my passion, than its my goal. And I love acting with all my heart. But I still wonder if its for me...I have so many doubts, it should be a novel.
Jake, I love you with all my heart, and nothing can stop that! I don't care what you look like, or how you talk, or what you do, I love you. And Cynth cares for you as well.
I want to see you again. Very soon. It sickens me to the stomach how long we've been separated.
You are gold.
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...Thanks Chris, a lot. It means more to me than you know.
And you were never fat! I never once thought anything bad about your weight. You were always skinny! I understand though. My family tells me I don't have an ounce of fat on me and that I need to eat twice as much as I do now, and yet everyone else always seems to mention how fat I've gotten. I eat half of what I used to and that was barely anything at all. I can't stand people saying I'm overweight. You know, I'm not quite sure why I'm here either. I have so many interests, but not many talents in them. I take forever to write a single chapter, I'm only good at the singing part of acting, I suck at sports, etc. And there's no way you, Chrissy Nieves, is emo. Do they say that because you wear black? That's just stupid. My mom and I wear tons of black and we're not emo by any stretch of the imagination. Chris, you're someone who doesn't need to have doubts. You have a great singing voice and an amazing actress. I actually heard a quote once: "Courage is the magic that turns dreams into reality." Just think of that sometimes, have some courage.
I love you more than words can explain. You give me hope and strength and help me just get through the days. I don't care what anyone else says either, I love you with my entire heart.
You are and forever will be, engraved in my heart.
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Jake, I'm always there for you...
You are the most perfect friend I could ask for; yes, we could fight, we could cry, but that's what best friends do. I'm so glad and happy to be your friend.
I love you so much. I think about you everyday. It hurts to be separate...
Tattooed in my life, and my heart, forever and always.
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I will be there for you through thick and thin, Chris. My ears are always open, so talk if you need help or just want to vent out everything to me.
You have done more for me than anyone ever has before and ever will do. Thank you.
There's not a moment that goes by where I don't miss you.
I love you
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JAKE! I GOT A CALLBACK FOR GODSPELL! I'm leaving in a few minutes to go. But go on IMDB and type in New Moon. Then go to the trailer. IT IS FREAKING AWESOME!!
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Chris that's amazing!! Not that I really doubted you! Are you still wanting to be Peggy or Piggy or whatever her name was? LOL You'll be amazing!!! I know you will!!!
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Yes, I am still going for Peggy. But they made me audition for three people: Robin, Gilmer, and Peggy (yay!). The song for Robin was called Day by Day, which I already sang for my audition. But for callbacks they wanted me to sing it again, but improved, knowing a history of the song and character. Robin is very innocent, which I like XD
Gilmer...UGH! I SCREWED UP SO BAD! She has a country accent, and her song is UBER FAST! So I screwed up horribly I wanted to cry...(your the only one who knows that I wanted to cry. I didn't want people to think that I was overreacting. I really was bad. I felt like Idina when she first sang Defying Gravity.)
And Peggy's song is called By My Side, which I loved. It's such a lovely song, and while I was singing (I still had trouble getting over the my hideous version of the second song), I tried so hard to put my heart into the song, and from my peripheral vision, I noticed the director, David, leaned forward and cupped his chin in his hands. He looked at me not blankly, but more like aware, like I did something that stood out from the other girls, (and the other girls were phenomenal. I felt like a little kid who had no experience. LOLZ)
All in all, it was pretty good. The cast list will be sent out no later than this friday XD
CYNTH GOT HER BRACES OFF!
Email her and I the next chapter to DFC (darkfire...oh, you know LOLZ)
LOVE YOU
~~Chrissy
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Aww Chris!!! It's all right! You didn't want to be Gilmer anyway (which by the way, is an AWFUL name LOLZ) so it doesn't matter. I'm sure they wanted to test you with three characters they thought you might do well as and I guess Gilmer wasn't for you! And I totally understand the crying thing! I actually did the same thing for my audition! The director wouldn't pay attention to my singing at all! I was so embarrassed because he wouldn't even bother looking at me! But look what happened!
And that's awesome to hear what happened with Peggy!!! My little Chrissy- a STAR!!!! *brings out white handkerchief and gently pats teary eyes* XD
OoOoOoOoOoOohhhhhh!!!!!!! So we don't have to wait past friday!!! That's really short!!! Can't wait to see your name where Peggy is listed!!!!
OMG!!!!! ZOMG!!! OMJCFDWS (Oh-my-jelly-cream-filled-donuts-with-sprinkles)!!!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?!?!?! I can't wait to see her without braces!!! She'll look even better than before (if that's possible lol)
...Uh hehe, yeah. About the story, you see it's a funny story. Well, I uh, haven't even begun the third chapter. I have NO idea where to go with it AKA how to start it! That's where I need YOU to help me! As my beta reader, I need your help with an opening. Once i get the beginning, the rest will just overflow from it! XD (inside of you is a fashion model just waiting to throw up)
LUVZ YAZ!!!!
~~~~Jeiku-sama
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Sometimes the directors don't have to look at you because they are rather focusing on your voice OR they are thinking about what other things they may want you to do for the audition >W< I JUST WANT THE EMAIL TO COME ALREADY!
Yes, Cynthia no longer has braces. I like grimaced when I saw her, and said "Ew." because I was SO unused to it. It disturbed me LOLZ XD
Trust me, I have the same problems with MY stories XD I give up because I have NO clue what to do with them. It's like I lose it, and that is weird because it's mine, and it was in my head for God knows how long >W<
So I reread what I write, and then just make something up. Once I do that, I extend it.
Sooo, we left off where the ground shook,and Jackson said "Here's where everything gets interesting,". Maybe, what is causing the earthquake is something that is mistaken for a creation of evil, or people shy away from them/it/he/she but in reality they/it/he/she just wants to help. It could be somebody who has so much power and potential that they may not know how to handle it without hurting their loved ones. That's what I would do
Love you!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Kurishii-domo
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I forgot to add, that I re-read the first chapter and I forgot to add that I love when Demitra says "You freakshow! Play with fire and you're gonna get burned!!" I just love it. That's something that I would say!
And what's this about number 13 on your 15 facts? *nudge nudge*
I miss you. I pray everyday. Can't wait for more updates!!
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LOL I actually imagined you saying that quote. Well remember, Demitra's based after you, Iris after Cynth and Rez after me.
...Isn't it obvious? It's someone you know lol...
I miss you too. I pray and believe in you and everything you do. Love you and your family.
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Yeah, VK is freaking amazing! Check out the BJD stuff I sent you XD
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The stuff you sent me? where? I looked at the links if that's what you're talking about. Remember, I said that I agreed with Cynth (tell her I said hi and i love her BTW) and that I thought they were really... disturbing LOL
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Seriously?! I like 'em! *maybe I just like weird stuff*
^^ I'm doing a summer show again, it's Godspell! It is a great show, and guess who wrote the music? Stephen Schwartz!....*cricket chirps* The guy who wrote the music for Wicked XD My auditions are June 1st
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OMG!!! SERIOUSLY?!?!? What is Godspell about? I've wanted to see it but have no clue what it's about. Who are you trying out for?
And yes I know who Stephen Schwartz is LOL! He's the guy who played Geppetto right? XD
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0.o Geppetto?! What are u talking about LOLZ
Godspell is aboutA modern-day version of the gospels, opening with John the Baptist calling a disparate group of young New Yorkers from their workaday lives to follow and learn from Jesus. They form a roving acting troupe that enacts the parables through song and dance, comedy, and mime. Jesus' ministry ends with a last supper, his Crucifixion in a junkyard, and, the following morning, his body being carried aloft by his apostles back into the world of the living on the streets of New York.
I got this info from imdb.com
It takes place in modern day, yet it is still somewhat the same XD
I wanna try out for any of the girls. here are their descriptions:
Robin- A bit of a tomboy, but basically open and sweet. She is the first of the group to commit to following Jesus in the song "Day by Day."
Joanne- The confident one, the show-off. The first one to vounteer, sometimes jumps in before she really understands what's going on.
Peggy- The shy one. Sometimes a little slow to get things, but when she does, she commits all the way. Has an "earth mother" kind of warmth to her.
Sonia- Sassy and slightly cynical, the most urban of the group. Also the "sexy" one, but her sexiness contains a large element of put-on, in the manner of Mae West or Madonna(who in fact once played this role).
I really wanna go for Peggy though 
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