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DialingDock2
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"Not alot, but enough."
# Statistics
Favourites: 36; Deviations: 68; Watchers: 20
Watching: 18; Pageviews: 3727; Comments Made: 305; Friends: 18
# Comments
Comments: 92
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Ok, seriously.
This was March, Neosi and I now talk on Discord. This is ridiculous.
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Fuck this.You want to know both sides of the story? You sure? Because you called this ridiculous like i'm not allowed to be mad
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Yes I want both stories, but the fact that you lashed at a comment from March... really?
"How do i apologize to someone who calle dme toxic,Is narcissistic,And thinks he can do no wrong? Not to mention you ignored all my points i made"
First:Β www.google.com/search?q=toxic+β¦
Second: Ok
Third: I have nothing...
Fourth: Fine, I'll admit it, I didn't fully watch it and didn't want to hear "HEY GUYS, I'M FUCKINGLIKE FUCKING PYROCYNICAL'S COUSIN HAHA CANCER FUNNY"/and because of the 140p resolution, potato quality mic, mediocre construction, young child grammar, and piss poor attitude.Β But now I did, and I had to put it on 2x speed. Edgie was a friend of Neosi, I didn't know Edgie made some "Murderer is hot" crap (from what I got), and there was so much misunderstanding. You told viewers to block them, almost witch hunting, and from what I also got, just like DA Cringe. Driving your carried on anger to more hell (and I don't dare yet to pick on that part any further).
Sorry if I called your swing at Patrick's rock "ridiculous" and you thinking it was meant for the actual drama, and I'm sorry for not watching your acidic video. So can I still try and help, or do you want to keep going with this [TRIGGERED] crap more and get nowhere? You are twisting my words again, or you don't understand what I'm saying. You can be mad all you want, bu t shi tlike this is le s sbea rabl e.
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Goodbye.Thank you,See you in the next life
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*comes back from the afterlife*
And hello again.
"Do you want to know why my videos are like this? I would have told you but i can't.......Thank you for everything,That's the push i needed"
Β People misunderstood you and you left a horrible impression. When you do that, you make things less better for yourself, even if you have good points. You get pissed, what you express is worse than the actual thing, and so you kinda get a bad reputation (if it isn't already). You somehow need to control your anger (There's a damn difference between stop being mad and control being mad, don't you dare think about "I GET THE RIGHT TO BE MAD" because you can be, but it needs to be toned down/balanced for reasons. Not because of some "YoU cAn MaKe A cHaNgE" or "FrIeNdShIp iS mAGiC" crap that I damn well know you hate and we both know that stuff isn't gonna work in a situation like this, but there are actual reasons to it. Example; if you rage at your boss and might have some good points, you would actually get fired way likely for taking the piss, but if you did the same but more calmer, the chances drop.)
I won't touch that thanking and push part because it can go two noticeable ways of you responding:
"It was fucking sarcasm..."
or
"I actually meant it and you took it as a joke, how fucking disgusting of you..."
You are literally infinite flash paper ignited by fire.
I might know why your videos are like that, but I don't want to [TRIGGER] those topics.
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The truth is,You expect too much.My childish trait,My voice,My lack of editing understanding or skills,And you haven't seen when Oswald said "I sound like a 12 year old".Stop insulting me please
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Then control your anger (or at least try to) and let me help you.
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Leave me alone.I want you to go away.You haunt me with your insults and make my suicidal thoughts stronger.Your not helping me,You want to torment me.Look at what you wrote,Take a long look at it.You clearly want to manipulate me into killing myself and there is nothing wrong with that however now you can stop.I apologize if this is all wrong but that's the effect it's taken.
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I'm sorry if I'm making you feel worse. But please, drop your weapons against me, we must somehow make up for everything. I really want to help, but you keep hissing at us. I apologise.
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Have you really helped me? Every insult feels like a stabbing,I feel worse then ever.I want you to look at the big,Long message you sent me about my video and then come back.I'm not mad and i don't hate you.I just want to kill myself
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I am sorry about what I said.
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Are we cool now?
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I wish i could feel happy.I have no idea what you mean but i'm fine with you now.I just want to stop making videos,I try to make them good but i can never do it
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Hm...
Is this on mobile?
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Alright...
What do you use?
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Have you tried PowerDirector?
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Can I help you with a video if you plan on making another one?
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I don't know how that would work
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You do have Discord, right?
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Anyway to know when you make another one, maybe your DA journals or?
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Do you want to know why my videos are like this? I would have told you but i can't.......Thank you for everything,That's the push i needed
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Yes.I am.More then ever in fact because now he wants to go on MY website (Responding here)
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You don't think you both should apologize?
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How do i apologize to someone who calle dme toxic,Is narcissistic,And thinks he can do no wrong? Not to mention you ignored all my points i made
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You know that feeling when your math teacher is assigning your class with worksheets teaching them how to solve one step equations... When the class is in 8th grade and has already learned multistep equationsΒ
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...i'm pretty sure hes not gonna say anything, Neosi.
......i do however admire your determination to get a response out of him, considering i've given up on that.
i'm not stopping you.
though, i'm effectively more convinced he problably isn't gonna say anything.
..
also, i can relate to that, except imagine its 9th grade instead.
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...i'm being honest, Neosi.
i mean, like.
lets consider the factors:
he's ignoring everyone but neko
he's only talking to neko because likely even he knows if he didn't she would've likely died from panic attack over panic attack.
he's problably got all he needs with her.
those aren't really different from each other, but you get the idea.
he's only talking to neko
he's avoiding rose and rose is avoiding him
he problably hates my guts (i deserve to be hated anyways...)
and he likely is fine with just...moving on.
at least he can do it.
i cant.
i never really ever could.
with anything.
goes to show how weak i am compared to the friends i...still have.
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So you're a friend of Edgie, right? It's nice to meet youΒ
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Nice to meet you too
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From what I understand, you kinda co-own that R.O.O.T thing, correct? Or am I wrong?
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