OneWhoIsAll In reply to Scintillant-H [2015-05-16 12:48:53 +0000 UTC]

Yes it's me. Yes I have help, seeing someone three times a week. I have new medication that I am allowed to have,  helps my anxiety some what. No I'm not going back to Tumblr or Outhousers any time sonn. I was going to post someone after I change my profile picture  but change my mind in the last minute. My mentality is still up and down so rather not risk it with some people there. No, I don't consider deviantart social media, I found this group from someone who I assume was Zechs because he had a bunch of fav of Lady Shiva, Cass, and some Godzilla. He invited me so I join. No I didn't notice you until after I join. 

Other tjen that, getting some what better. 

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Scintillant-H In reply to OneWhoIsAll [2015-05-16 15:07:28 +0000 UTC]

Okay, bro, first of all, yes, you knew I was here. We talked about it on OH, more than once, and I mention it on tumblr a lot.

And what is tumblr? Posting blogs, commenting to other people, etc ("social" stuff)---and that's exactly what deviantART is, and what you've been doing since you got here. Yes, it's obvious that this is social media and even if you don't think so, you're treating it like social media. If you've cut out all social media, then you should not be going to other social medias--just saying. 

I'm glad you're seeing a therapist at last, and maybe you should tell that doctor about this. About what happened on tumblr, OH, and that you've signed up here, where you knew I would be.You can lie to me, but not to the doctor. They can't help you if you lie and make things up. 

Not to mention you're praising a comic--The Atom Convergence--that OOCs slade embarrassingly... I suspect baiting, but I'm not dumb enough to fall for it--and you're debating people about Cass... again. You can't keep setting yourself up like this, man. You're acting the same way, sounding the same as ever, and you're depressing yourself out already. Most of your journals are "sad" or "angry." 

"In the Batfamily Fandom....every time the Batboys and Barbara are praised it is like. "Hells yeahs!" 

but as soon as the very mention of Cass, Steph and even Harper.... It's like...."Meh....not as good as the boys and Babs." 

Sometimes I hate being part of this fandom..."

You're sabotaging your own efforts to heal and get help by doing this. I'm fine with you being on dA, but I worry that you're only hurting yourself by doing this, man. It's like watching history repeat...

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OneWhoIsAll In reply to Scintillant-H [2015-05-16 17:45:54 +0000 UTC]

I meant I didn't know you were part of this Particular Cass fan group. There are like 3 other fan group and I was suprised you were part of this one or any Cass group. 

I mostly use this to keep In contact with Zechs, the only person I consider a friend at Outhousers.  And I was only phrasing ATom because the story is stupid insane and it ended off with Having Ryan Choi back. 

Yes OCC Deathstroke is OCC, and it was also stupid Easy how Atoms were able to take down him. Or why he would attack palmar In the fIrst place. Because story I guess. I am more happy that Ryan is back. 

Also I was told that I Shouldn't let go of the things I still love, but maintain it and lesson my interactions with people. In fact Zechs is the only person I routinely send PM too. He was worried about me apparently and glad I'm okay. I do comment on some Cass art I like, because I try to praise artist work.

That is what I have to say, and I do feel I'm getting better. I  actually feel better sometimes, like The weight is not as bad. I still get bad days in which If I start to feel it, I just don't go here. That's why I reconsider Not posting something in Outhousers. If you have experience depression And anxiety, or if you have people close to you. You might now how I mean. It every hard for me to explain.


So sorry if I can't be clear on it.

But this past month Or two(?) things are starting to shape up.
I'm back into comics again. I collect Ms. marvel and silk so far. I got my self a part time job after a year of searching. I still play D&D, I still help out at the food bank.  So over all, a slow steady up including some slip ups.

so I really like Comvergence Overall. I really enjoyed a Nightwing a oracle, Titans and Queston, mostly because of Greg Rucka. Atom mostly because what I said above. I couldn't get green Arrow because there were no copies at my store. But one of my D&D members says it okay, so I might get it digital.

but how are you?  Drawing more often now?  And how is everyone at the Outhousers, I only skim through the first page there. 


Also Thanks for talking to me. Despite proper feels, I don't hate you, nor should I have reason I should. 

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Scintillant-H In reply to OneWhoIsAll [2015-05-19 13:42:11 +0000 UTC]

I have to say I'm very surprised and happy to hear all of that. I genuinely believed this was a disaster waiting to happen, but given how you handled that situation, it does appear very different, in a good way. <-- there's one thing you'll love about this site; the endless hug smilies they have.


Now I feel badly, though, for jumping at you. I'm sorry I snapped, and that I misread some things--like the Deathstroke thing. You took it very well, though, especially considering that I was bitchy about it

You were told right, that you shouldn't let things you love go, and I'm also sorry if I gave the impression that you had to give Cass up or anything.

Yes, ugh, the Deathstroke thing... I don't know Choi, so I don't know if he was well written at all in those books. Though Slade was OOC, I found it most frustrating that he had a number of accurate traits, yet was still OOC. It's like looking at a writer who COULD have been good and chose not to or something. I figure maybe their skill had a limit.

As things are now, I don't mind talking to you at all. I'm glad you're alright talking to me after the way I acted

Things on the Outhouse are... well, the Outhouse However, there is some news Apparently Bleeding Cool made some site upgrades that made their forums shitty, so a lot of their forum members came to the Outhouse. So we have like tons of new people, mostly in their own thread, since they didn't want to bother anyone. Mostly, it's that they all became freinds on Bleeding Cool and they didn't want to lose touch, so, in desperate need of someplace to chat, OH was the best option. A couple of them have already had some confrontations in other threads with the regular Outhousers (you know how some of the OH arguments can go.....) but none of the new people have been banned. Just disagreements where people put certain others on ignore.

Let's see.... "Die-yng" has Rockman on ignore... "El Poncho Magnifico" got into it with LobsterJ... "Pop-Tart Sampson" got into it with IvCnUB4, and.... oh right! Beige Lantern and Bond Hengbu were banned. I think everyone saw that one coming for a LONG TIME, though.

One of the new guys, Papertiger727 (real name: Adam) just had a baby boy they named Grayson. He's been posting pictures and getting very little sleep.

It was funny when we were explaining ARP to the new people. One of them, CaptOblique, said that maybe ARP would lighten up and be a human being if either me or Pizza Dog dated him. P-dog's response was humorous. I think ARP renamed himself to "Despair" or something, so he's not "Cas" anymore. Hell if I remember what new thing that idiot calls himself, I always call him ARP. XD

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OneWhoIsAll In reply to Scintillant-H [2015-05-26 19:18:27 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for understanding, and yeah I felt I handle it better.

As for the Ryan Choi thing character....he kinda (strench) in character epsecially in that quick wrap of the story. But his voice is slightly off. I perfer when Gail Simone writes him because well she created him and gave him a voice to begin with. But I would simply pass this as him being super pissed becaause of welll you know what happened to him.  

Outhousers are filled with people with Bleeding Cool and manage to start some stuff up? Oh boy.

Not surpirsed about Beige Lantern and Bond Hengbu. Beige was a time bomb waitnig to happen. And Bond...well I didn't like the guy ever since he bascially said that Vietnamese are not Asian.

Also happy that ARP renamed himself again. I also refused to call him Cas.

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Scintillant-H In reply to OneWhoIsAll [2015-05-29 15:01:26 +0000 UTC]

Pretty much all the BD refugees are really cool. They're not into the drama so when it happens they return to the "random chat thread" to cool down. It's like the Everyday Thread, but goofier.

Beige and Bond, I think everyone was waiting for their flame-out. We're still waiting for Zryson to be out the door.

ARP renamed himself Cas, though. I'm not sure when, but he was only "Defeated" (or whatever it was) for a few days, I think.

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OneWhoIsAll In reply to Scintillant-H [2015-05-30 22:13:55 +0000 UTC]

Well he renamed himself Cassnova, then he shortened it to just plain Cas. That how it went the first time. 

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Scintillant-H In reply to OneWhoIsAll [2015-06-01 13:59:41 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I know, but he'll always be ARP, really. he's too well known to ever really be anything else, even to new people.

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