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"R|Kana"
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Favourites: 343; Deviations: 10; Watchers: 22
Watching: 139; Pageviews: 4902; Comments Made: 565; Friends: 139
# Comments
Comments: 236
Greetings fellow VNV Nation fan.
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(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]
(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]
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Feel like I've been doing time since you left me,
Paying for the pleasure of having been with you,
Sure you think it's all forgotten,
But here I still stand still,
-frozen in the moment-
Plagued by the sound of my muffled screams -Forever-
The Legendary truth of You and I.
Tread all over my quivering heart -Again-
-Today and Tomorrow-
Roaming in your souls shadow every day,
Aware and senseless,
Deprived of everything except this misery,
My confused heart playing on my bewildered mind,
Yet, you're the only thing I ever thought I ever understood,
The desire to comprehend as crushing as my contracting heart.
Peoples words wash over me,
-Trying to cleanse you from within-
Sometimes, I wish they could,
Be normal,
Act okay,
Forget and move on,
But unlike other people I can not live a lie,
-Come back to me-
Take away your goodbye -Someday-
Unsheathe your sword -Now-
And draw your dragon symbol upon my heart,
Or sink its silver blade deep within,
Drown me in my own damned blood,
-It's the kindest thing to do-
Free me from my fate,
Of loving you.
forever.
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Left Behind- VNV NATION
So afraid
Open your eyes
Know too well
That fatuates you
Something undefined
There in the halflight
The demon without
The demon inside
To play then torment you
Feelings so sure
Feelings so uncertain
Something is wrong
Everyone's gone
You have been left behind
Everyone left the demon inside
Do you still hear the laughter
So hard to describe
And never forget
Faces that haunt you
Wake or sleep
You know you can't tell
Unable to sleep
Unable to fight
Unwilling to wake
To open your eyes
Face your oppressor
Still you go on
Convinced it will end
Can you remember
A day when it was not
Not like this
Unsure of yourself
Unsure of your thoughts
Unable to know
Of what you think is right or wrong
Still you go on
Convinced it will end
But someone pushes
A blade through your mind
There on the edge
No one will find you
So hearing them laugh
No light it's not the end for you
Why is everything wrong
Here I am
Here I am
With these words
Trying to say
Something I can't
Something I can't tell you
Nothing is wrong
The demons they have left you
You were not left behind
You were not left behind
So open your eyes
So open your eyes
Unable to sleep
Unable to fight
Unwilling to wake
Please open your eyes
Here I stand
Unable to tell you
I'm trying to say
Nothing is wrong
Please open your eyes
Nothing is wrong
You were not left behind
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...promises, promises, me and my damn promises, three diary entries in one day......
.......i'm so tempted, but i cant, my heart says 'cut them all off, get rid of all of them...they dont deserve your pain...they are good people' but my mind says '...you promised her ...dont give in, no matter what'
...fact is, i am a warrior, or was....and i must abide by my word as it was law...else be nothing...i cant give in....
...i thank her for making me build this pact...
=S=
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Oh yeah! maybe you could e-mail me those runes and their roman alphabet equivalent? maybe? please? I think they are cool and would much like to show my Leslie. They were called runes right?
~Omi~
(^.^ I much hope that you know who this is by now, who else but me calls her fruitcup?)
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ok. cd works for me.
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and yeah, i knew who you were 
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i'll see what i can do, my nets being funny with uploads and things at the mo, so i might just send you the pics on CD
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Hey R|Kana!
I love your picture of my fruitcup! It's beautiful. I think that what you have found together is also beautiful, and as i told her I wil do whatever I can to make sure that you can be together. I never really got to tell you: As much as i don't want to lose her, I want her to be with you. So if it means living in the UK then I completely support it. And I want to help. Her mum is not all for her leaving, but she is her mum and she depends on her a lot. I do as well, but I want her happiness more than anything, and yours as well. Anyways, so i just wanted to say that I am here to help in whatever way I can. Oh and that I love your art, of course! Pls send me the pics from your trip here (to my gmail if possible). Yer awesome so post more of your work. ^.^
See ya later!
~Omi~
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no problem
tell me all about canada when you come back!
**huggs**
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Where is all your art work?
Need to see more Lee!
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You're one of my favorite people in the world, that i've met so far.
Don't know in what way, but not in the way that I would have expected. Don't think there is a term for it. Strange how things develop, and change, it's amazing.
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Iām in a coup de grace,
Counting the minutes until breakdown,
Until my body gives in and all life rips out of me,
My mind is accurate and alert,
My heart is unresponsive,
Wine,
Blood flows like wine,
Warm, deep, endless red,
Glistening like silk,
Mind and body detached,
This man is sharp and skillful,
But I have a mind like a sponge,
Iām impatient and impulsive,
My fiery temper extinguished,
I submit.
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numina-Searching Above For Reasoning- Like a God sent miracle, to give slight comfort, when redemption is not an option.
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If you don't READ it then you'll never know!
To: ~RemedyOne
Date: Mar 19, 2005, 8:00:53 AM
Hey Lee,
Hope you're well.
I was thinking, I have a problem that you'd be perfect to help me with. So i thought, what the hell, i've nothing to lose so i might as well just ask.
I love Trillians and Legends in Newcastle, but the only people who i can go with are guys that want to go out with or sleep with me. Fucking Typical! Which ain't good, because i don't want that. And i thought that since you like similar music to me maybe you'd like to go with me sometime as friends. You see, i know for a fact that you wouldnt want to do either of those things with me, ever, so you're a safe bet and i enjoy your company and trust you. And yeah, whilst we are there you can still cop off with as many fit goth chicks as you like!
Could meet you in Sunderland one friday or saturday nite and we could get the metro through, and get a taxi back or something. Whatever, don't need to go into the details yet, but would you be up for going to legends with me?
Can't stress the point enough that i just want to be friends and that ain't going to change, because i'm strong and know that we're not right for eachother.
I have to live and i really really want to go out, so help me out if you can!
Oh and if you have a girlfriend, thats cool, ask if i can lend you as a mate or bring her with you.
And YES, a reply is expected in this case, lol
cheers for reading,
-anna
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dont really like the newcastle rock scene to be honest, and i dont think its a good idea either
i'm sorry.
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ah that's okay 
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Oh and............
*days long gone* 
Side by side,
Hand in hand,
We playfully crunch through fallen Autumn leaves,
Crisp, crinkled and carved by Angels,
Unmistakable luminous orange,
A hundred glorious tones combined,
Defined jumble of scattered shapes,
Murky sky invisible,
No pavement beneath our feet,
Affectionate smile,
And a victorious wink,
Unexpected unity,
All embracing,
Incomparable love.
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hey
thank you so much for the watch darling
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thanks for the fav on "like a house"
the city is beautiful though . with this picture I tried to express a bitter humour , the "not so likeble" side of it .
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in that case i think i better watch you so that you can show me more ^^ that sort of thing interests me...i love europe, and i love the city, wherever that city may be
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indeed I am thinking of submiting some other pictures of the city in the future . thanks for the devwatch 
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thanks for the watch sweetness!
i appreciate it!
*looks around at all the pretty things*
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thank you very much for faving 'lilies'
I appreciate it 
Elies
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Hey, thanks for the fav and the nice comment.
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hey - just wanted to say that the link to the photo you left on my piece was amazing and i really liked it. thanks for the +fav and comment as well! :]
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your piece instantly reminded me of that picture and the night i was up there. though, a single picture, even a stitch like that one, could never do that sky justice
and thankyou =]
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